Lightning Strikes Memoirs for 11-14 July 2020

July 11

Overdid it today majorly. Center of chest feels severely swollen and has sharp stabbing pain thru and thru. Bent forward to pop chest. It popped and caused severe sharp curdling pain. I just want to cry.

Had bunch of people helping to decorate for VBS. Got lot of it done. Saved some for Brianna to help tomorrow.

Frustrated at start bc day wasn’t going as I wanted. Had to take Jordon to work then come home and get rest of family to head to church.

Recvd telemarketing call from JWs. Strange.  I was not having it.

I’m in severe pain in torso region. Hands swollen and throbbing. Legs & feet throbbing. Toes tingle. Lower lft leg from mid calf to toes numb and tingly. Nerves feel jittery. I have not had caffeine. Tired but awake. Neck hurts. Headache. Sensitive to loud noise and bright lights. Periodic ringing in ears. Lft side muscle spasming periodically.

 

July 12

1230a intense sharp pain in center of chest. Bend forward to pop chest. See lighting streaks as I close my eyes. Try to lay back down and sudden severe Charlie horse in lft leg. Ouch!

830 I’m exhausted. Feeling really weird. Kinda nauceous. Woozy. Sinus congestion. Weak. Lethargic. Overal feeling wonky like something’s wrong. So I pray.

930 stressed out. Vision off and blurring. Headache.

1150 weird brain feeling is easing

310 can’t push no more. Need to lay down a piece. Feeling like pizza instead (odd bc I don’t usually like pizza much).

830 severe thunderstorm rolling through…can feel my body tensing…praying asking God to calm storm and my nerves.

930 able to help a fellow LS survivor with suggestion of things that help me ease cramping and spasming as well as the new things chiropractor just shared with me this week.

1115p thunderstorm easing but I’m in lots of pain. Headache. Whole body throbbing. Intense low back pain. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with numbness to foot. Toes both feet tingly…lft toes little more. Hands swollen and throbbing. Metal taste in mouth – might be due to my taking colloidal silver right now. Still have what looks like ringworm on lft side neck and spot on lft arm. Upping colloidal silver intake.

Have apt tomorrow morning. Brianna gracious to tag along and pick Rae & I up. Stressing over all that needs to be done before leaving in morning. Jotted note on table to remind brain. Skin itchy. Feeling extremely fluffy. Something’s still off in my system but what I don’t know. Hormones, thyroid, (all blood tests are within normal range).

Took night meds. Naproxen. Applied sleepy time lotion. Praying.

 

July 13

July 14

959 able to get Jordon’s science prepped for school year. It took me most of morning. Brain fog and exhaustion set in. Pain thru body. Took nap for about an hour. Could’ve slept longer.

VBS went well. Increased by 5 kids today – several were teens. Awesomesauce.

Storm rolled thru as we were getting ready for VBS. Big clap of thunder & lightning just out front door. I immediately screamed. Scared Brianna in process.

I’m exhausted and hurting from head to toe. Headache. Two sores on head hurt. Applying frankinsense to help heal. Applying colloidal silver to scar on neck. It’s looking little better to me. Hands throbbing & stinging. Upper back stinging. Low back throbbing. Rt hip aches. Legs throbbing. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with numbness & tingling. Feet hurt with pins & needles. Toes tingling. Skin itches all over. Congested. Toes cold and slowly expanding area on feet. Center of chest stabbing pain.

Lightning Strikes Memoirs for 7-10 July 2020

July 7

5:30a need to take Joe to work to have car today. I do not want to go to town for shopping bc of mask mandate, but Jordon needs new sneakers.

Whole body aches & stiff. Thankfully don’t feel as bad as y’day. Stuffy nose. Legs & feet cold.

635a back home. Getting under covers to warm up for bit. Need to finish reading my Bible. Ears ringing loudly.

645a upper back stinging

1230 exhausted. Took kids to bank, Sam’s, & Belk. Stocked up on few things for home. Jordon got new pair sneakers on clearance.

Home to eat lunch and I’m exhausted. Need cat nap.

1:00p head to church to put up bulletin board with Dezirae’s help. Picked up life jackets to drop off at ship. Visited with Sister Mary for a bit.

350 heading to pick up Joe from work.

930 apparently crashed on chair in livingroom around 6:30. One time I started choking on my saliva and got a sharp pain in left side abdomen which made me cry it hurt so bad but I couldn’t hardly say what was going on bc of choking. It subsided after a bit and I was able to get sip of water. Fell back to sleep shortly after.

Still feeling exhausted. Whole body aches. Sinuses congested. 8pins & needles feeling all over. Rt ear aches

July 8

700a woke to severe pain in back. Hard to move.

https://www.webmd.com/fitness-exercise/ss/the-7-minute-workout-slideshow

1122p crazy day. All kids worked somewhere today. Wore myself out at Lawana’s. Thunderstorms didn’t help much.

Stinging needle pain through body. Lft leg throbbing.fiercly. trouble falling asleep.

July 9

0530 woke from nightmare. Stinging needle pain through body. Sinuses congested. Hands & arms numb & tingly. Legs tingly.

600 lft side cramping so are legs. Whole body hurts. Hurts to move. Just going to lay down for a bit.

CL-4 can kill cancer cells?

100 Jakob made lunch for him & I.  Jordon & Rae chose leftovers.

Worked on lesson plans for little while this morning. Now my brain is swirling & hurts. Vision tunneling. Tired.

Laying down to rest for few moments.

900p simple stretch can calm inflammation in lower back relieving sciatic pain

https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/stretches-for-lower-back-pain#1

Strengthening core muscles will help ease back pain.

1130 very tired from the day.. Dr Apt tomorrow then on to make visit to a friend. Severe pain in center of chest

July 10

658a woke hurting and stiff all over. Hurts to move. Nightmare. Dreamt I was running away from something in the heat and sweating profusely. Woke in a sweat and out of breath. Strange.

900a chiro apt. Wind treatment. Migrating spasms. what what isn’t understood in traditional medicine can be understood in Chinese medicine.

Needle placed in middle of forehead, one in each forearm, one each hand near thumb, three each in outer thighs, one each calf area, one each foot- 15 total.

Needle in middle of forehead reminded me about neurologist suggesting botox. I mentioned to Chiropractor. Told him I refused it. He said that botox has been known to help. Asked if I remembered why I refused. Told him that it causes swelling, partial paralysis, and bruising. He said bruising is minor but the paralysis would not be good for me and it’s been

He’s tickled that I’m improving the way I am. good turn around.

130 sneezed which caused sharp stabbing pain in center of chest practically knocking wind out of me. Ugh! Very tired too.

1159p tired but awake. Rt side starting to cramp/spasm – I turned too far. Pain all over. Stinging needle pain. Arms & hands numb & tingling. Tummy hurts aweful. Bloated. St ear hurts. Headache. Skin hypersensitive. Hair feels like sharp razor blades.

Lightning Strikes Memoirs – 4-6 July 2020

July 4

830a took me long time to fall asleep last night. Ended up taking a melatonin.

Whole body throbbing like toothache. I don’t even want to get out of bed. Hurts to move.

DHA is crucial for brain health and performance.

850 arms and hands numb & tingly.

1148 full day of business then sweet fellowship at our annual church picnic. Lots of food. Several times I had moments of pure exhaustion and felt as if I was going to pass out. Closed my eyes for few moments and was able to keep going.

Able to finish up weeding flower bed by signage. Didn’t get bulletin board up but I can work on that tomorrow.

In much pain, slight headache, neck hurts, upper shoulders ache, arms and hands stinging throbbing, center chest throbbing, low back intense throbbing, rt hip hurts w/pain down leg, feet achy sting, toes tingling, legs throbbing.

Night meds taken minus migraine preventative. Trying to see if I can wean off of it. Hoping to eventually get off more meds. Took naproxen and melatonin. Had Joe apply biofreeze to low back.

July 5

300 just heading home from lunch. Preacher went long then Joe had to talk with couple that wants to join. Amen.

430p 1 hour nap. Wish it could be longer. Whole body hurts.

729p rt ear throbbing. Very tired. Rt hip throbbing. Arms & center chest ache.

1100p in much pain. Exhausted. Going to bed. Night meds taken.

July 6

700a woke from strange dream to whole body stinging throbbing from neck to toes & slight headache. Hurts to move. Laying in bed for a while.

1050a managed to pull sheets from bed to wash, wash 3 loads clothes, straighten kitchen little, refill pill container for week

Pain is horrible right now and stinging burning with severe exhaustion. Resting for a bit. Took morning meds plus half gabapentin to ease extreme pain.

140 taking gabapentin was dumb. I forgot how much it makes me dizzy & brain foggy. Pain has eased. Feel like a zombiebgabapentin again. Makes you very dizzy, sluggish, feel short of breath, body feels weird, extremely tired, feel drugged, vision blurry, chest hurts,

220 had to get kids to take clothes off line due to thundering and dark skies. Came inside in knick of time. It’s now pouring & thundering.

340 dozed off in chair. So tired. Arms & hands numb and tingly.

900 decided to work on subject for school. Feel horrible when I don’t feel like I’ve accomplished much. This makes me feel better.

Did manage (with the help of my kids) get 4 loads of clothes washed. Just put last load in dryer -I forgot about it until I started going getting ready for bed. Helped Dezirae get team captain badges printed for VBS. Meat for dinner cooked in crockpot while rest of dinner was leftovers from picnic.

Worked on lesson plans for Biology. Not sure how I’m going to work the labs. Need two more books for the subject.

1030 Need to go to bed. I’m hurting tremendously and exhausted.

Night meds & naproxen taken. Applied eo pain roller to bottoms of feet.

Moderate headache with periodic sharp shooting stabbing pains, whole body stinging burning pain. Neck aches. Chest center throbbing. Arms & hands swollen and throbbing. Backwards C still on lft side neck. I’ve treated with all kinds of things but nothing seems to help. Low back throbbing. Rt hip aches. Legs hurts. Periodic random muscle twitching in legs. Bloated. Feel fat. Lft ankle & foot tingly stinging. Toes tingly sting. Brain foggy – though little clearer than earlier today. Skin hypersensitive – my hair feels like sharp needles. Lights bothersome.

1100p checked emails. Downloaded Step by Step Guide on How to Share Your Story. I’ve been told several times I should write a book.

Lightning Strikes Memoirs – 1-3 July 2020

July 1

645a woke from strange dream to much pain all over. Hurts to move. Feet hurt to stand on.

Muscle twitching in rt side of head so hard I thought someone was tapping on my head.

310 I’m dragging. Feel like energy was sucked out of me. Mobile City counsel voting today about mandatory face masks for 30 days. I asked them to vote no. If it passes, I will avoid going into city at all costs. Need nap. Severely congested. Sahara Dust back in air.

330 Ordinance passed 6-1.

600p celebrated Jordon’s bday. Hard to believe he’s 17.

930 exhausted. Severely congested. Chest hurts. Lft collar bone throbbing. Headache. Hands throbbing. Back aches. Low back throbbing. Rt hip aches. Tummy bloated & hurting. Legs hurt to bones. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling.

Able to print vbs fliers, print section III of Bible study, went with Jakob to Lowe’s to get #s for VBS banner, washed 2 loads of clothes – not folded though, made dinner. It was hard pushing to do that.

Calves cramping. Hands stinging. Toes tingling. Lights bothersome. Feet sting. Headache worse.

Took night meds, naproxen, nasonex, & melatonin. Applied sleepy lotion to legs & arms. Applied e.o. pain roller to bottoms of feet.

 

July 2

530 woke from bad dream. Whole body aches aweful.

614 woken by phone call from Joe. Apparently I didn’t hear first call bc I had fallen back to sleep. Besides hard to hear vibrating phone over the box fan on high.

720 whole body still aches something fierce. Headache. Hurts to move but move I must or I’ll continue to hurt worse.

300p think I’m doing some better in the anxiety issues. Thunderstorm today but managed to keep my attention elsewhere for most part except when it was close.

1127p pain intense. Skin extra sensitive. My hair touching my skin feels like glass. Blanket feels like sand paper. Joe put his arm on my back and it feels like ton of bricks. Tired. Pain thru whole body with traveling pins and needles.

 

July 3

745a woke from vivid nightmare  (boy my imagination can be pretty interesting sometimes)

1159p full day of running errands with Joe. Picked up rest of items needed for picnic tomorrow. Forgot the dessert. Ugh!

Worked on weeding flower bed by sign. Got 1/2 done and had to rest a while. Hands, arms, & chest throbbing. Cleaned up a bit inside. Might rain tomorrow but praying if it does it’ll be in am and not pm during our picnic. Back out to weed some more. Only got little bit more done before chest painfully throbbing. Had to stop for day.

Headache slight. Hands and wrist throbbing. Arms ache. Neck hurts. Upper back stings. Chest hurts. Low back aches. Rt hip hurts with pain down leg. Legs ache. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling. Feet & toes stinging with some numbness & tingling. Sinuses congested. Where does all the snot come from? Skin hypersensitive…hair bothering me.

Night meds, nasonex, & naproxen taken.

Lightning Strikes – Memoirs 28-30 June 2020

June 28
700a whole body aches. Lft shoulder & lft collar bone really hurt as if bruised deep in the bone. Hands swollen and ache. Headache. Spirits are happy.
1100 very sleepy all of a sudden. Messed up on offertory at beginning. Couldn’t remember tune even though I had practiced this morning plus my eyes, hands, & brain wouldn’t coordinate for about three lines. It gets so frustrating at times, but I’ve learned to play through anyways. Sounds aweful in my ears.
130- 330p took 2 hour nap. Hurt to lay down but I was exhausted.
345-555p worked on installing word program on computer at church, started July prayer bulletin, thought I needed to type minutes but discovered I already had, worked on decorations for VBS, practiced music for pm offertory.
400p sweet husband surprised me with a pretty bookmarked placed strategically on my desk. It took moment to notice whatever different on my desk. Back stepped to see what it was. Awh! How sweet I remarked. He winked and told me he loved me. I loved him too I said. Makes my heart flutter❤.
600 vision seems a bit off but can’t put finger on it. Actually wore my glasses playing piano for first song but then had to take them off. My ears certainly can tell if I hit a wrong note regardless if my eyes, brain, & hands are coordinating or not. Ugh. I keep telling myself that no one will probably notice anyways. Not playing for people but for God. Had random thought it’d be cool if I could just start playing fancy all of a sudden. Lol.
Lft shoulder & collar bone throb if I turn certain way. Hands ache. Rt hip hurts. Low back hurts too.
930 going to bed early. Back to sharing a car until we figure out what to do about my car. 500a comes awefully early and I’m not a morning person.
Headache. Behind ears hurts. Neck hurts. Shoulders ache. Skin itchy. Upper back aches. Low back hurts. Rt hip hurts with pain down leg. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with partial numbness and tingling. Tingling in both ankles & feet. Lft lower butt throbbing. Tummy bloated. Hands & wrists swollen and throbbing. Sinuses congested but easing up since Sahara desert is blown over. feet chilly.
Night meds taken. Naproxen. E.O. Pain roller applied.
June 29
530a have to take Joe to work to use the car. Woke with bunch of energy. First time since LS. Forgot what it felt like. I still hurt all over.though.
640 – 900a washed two small loads clothes and hung them, burnt papers, purified two gallons ofvwater, started rearranging livingroom (I know I’ll feel that one later), ordered the craft paper for VBS – all before kids got up.
945a heading to church to stain porch on mission house, finish prepping house for weekend. Kids helped. Had Jordon weedeat around mission house and sidewalks too. It’s so hot outside I was dripping with perspiration. Yuck.
1200 taking drinks to Joe & Jakob. Did little grocery shopping. Trip to bank. Then home again. Hands and arms stinging. Tried to find vinyl letters for banner but most stores out of stock. Ugh.
230 Need to rest a while and cool off. Starting to feel effects of all the extra effort today. Knew I would.
830 shower and to bed. I’m exhausted but awake. In excruciating pain from neck to toes. Entire torso sever pain making me moan and wriggle. Can’t get comfortable. Shoulders sting. Back center stabbing stinging. Headache strong. Low back & rt hip throbbing. Legs throb. Toes sting & tingle. Hands sting.
Night meds taken. Pain rx taken.
June 30
500 woke several times during night. Woke one time gasping for air as I woke from nightmare. Don’t recall what it was about. Woke Joe in process. He asked if I was okay. Told him yes it was a nightmare.
550p feeling worn out & lethargic. Bad headache.
930 exhausted. Headache. Whole body aches. Back stings. Nerves prickly thru body. Hands swollen & throbbing. Low back & rt hip throbbing. Rt elbow stinging. Skin crawling causing me to be jumpy. Lower let leg tourniquet tightening feeling. deeply throbbing.

Lightning Strikes – Memoirs 26-27 June 2020

June 26
730 woke from reliving car accident. Arms & hands stinging. Low back throbbing and stinging. Legs ache. Feet hurt. Headache. There was nothing else I could’ve done. I did had I had to to keep my baby girl safe. While I’m saddened that I’m now without a car for the foreseeable future, my heart is thankful my daughter and I are safe and it wasn’t any worse than it was.
900a chiropractic apt. Acupuncture 14 needles – 3 in head, 4 in back of neck, 4 in low back, 2 in ankles. Used table to stretch lower back. Applied pressure to tender points in head, neck, and down spine to lower back. Adjusted neck, hips, legs, and upper back.
Dr said I am looking brighter than even from my first visit and other than the accident. Said this session would be to treat the accident and try to work out the tenderness and vertigo. Dr said that I did really good in my reaction in keeping us safe. Said it wasn’t my normal session only treating for accident. May continue to see symptoms up to couple weeks out.
Points today…
GV20, BL7, BL8/ GB20, BL10, BL28/ GB18, GB17, GB 19, GB21, K13
Treatments: Sympathetic nervous system, headaches, vertigo, pain & stiffness in neck, blurred vision, tinnitus, dizziness, hand pain, mental disorders, neck swelling, nasal congestion, nosebleed, mania and depression, vomiting, swollen neck, back pain, neck muscle stiffness and tension, shoulder & back pain, visual disturbances, sciatica, constipation, leg muscle weakness, lumbosacral pain, incontinence, abdominal distention, hip movement decreased, and all cerebral disorders.
Only felt pressure on most inserts but a few really hurt like the muscles were back in fight or flight mode. Lft arm went numb & tingly while lying on stomach. Upon sitting up, vision in left eye began blurring like tunnel vision. Lasted about 30 minutes.
1100 arrived home and was actually hungry! Jordon air fried burritos. Ate handful of sour grapes. Frozen hot dog. Cooked a pkg of hot dogs but then lost appetite. Guys are them instead. Lol.
1150 tired but awake. Random muscle twitching thru body. Headache. Eyes hurt. Hands ache. Tummy aches. Upper chest & collar bone tight and sore. Lower back aches. Rt hip hurts with pain down leg. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with some numbness & tingling. Neck tight. Feet ache. Toes tingly. Eyes watery. Sinus congestion.
June 27
1049p I ache all over. Left collar bone area very sore, slight headache, upper back stings. Low back hurts. Rt hip aches. Legs ache. Feet & toes sting. Hands & arms ache. Tummy hurts bad.
Asked Joe if it’s possible to have hernia and not know it. He chuckles and said not likely.

Lightning Strikes – Memoirs 24-25 June 2020

June 24
Ok. I need a listening ear. My family has been awesome in helping me post LS but sometimes even they just don’t understand. Mind you I’m just calming down from another traumatic event today and my emotions are all over the place.
My daughter and I were in a car accident today. A fast moving thunderstorm had just passed while we were at the store. The roads were still wet. We were on our way home. A black car turning into a vet clinic. A maroon car following too closely to black car was not paying attention. I foresaw possibility of an accident and decided to slow down making more distance between us and then I moved to left lane. Seconds later maroon car swerved into my lane and almost hit me causing me to apply more breaks and move into turning lane. In doing so, the wet road caused me to hydroplane which caused me to do circles in middle of busy road and next thing I know I’m sliding towards oncoming traffic head on. My car hit the curb and stopped before falling into ditch. I thought for sure the car was going to flip.
I said quick thought prayer, Lord please protect us.
We were quite shaken but not physically hurt. My car may be totaled because back axle is quite bent. Had to have it towed. Police called. Maroon car left the scene after she checked to see if I was hurt.
Some of you know that I have a tbi from my LS. Is it normal to be thankful that I feel God helped me keep my wits enough to keep my baby girl safe?
530 In auto accident. Managed to avoid hitting anyone else but ended up damaging my car pretty bad – had to have it towed. Dezirae & I are all shook up but not hurt. I’m starting to hurt from nerves and muscles tensing up. Able to invite police officer to church. Thankful for God’s protection. My car will be disabled for quite a while if not longer.
I’m quite sore but okay. I feel like I’m still in a daze. I actually foresaw it happening seconds before it happened not thinking it would happen or that I would be the one in it. Dezirae & I had our cries.
Bro Chuck is going to come check my car out tomorrow to see if it can be fixed or needs to be totaled.
It has been such a help and I’ve shared it several times with others. . .
 While sitting on side of a busy road waiting as police officer filed report, I was praying thanking God for His protection and asking Him to help me hold it together as I could feel a melt down oncoming. The verse Proverbs 18:10 – The name of the LORD is a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe – came to mind. I was able to thank Him for being my strong tower and for my friend that shared the verse just a week before.
830 Told Joe with tears in my eyes that I was thankful that God helped me keep aware enough to steer the car and keep my daughter safe.
1040 going to bed. I hurt something awful from head to toe. Drank chamomile tea, used sleepy time lotion on legs and arms. Applied biofreeze to lower back. Took naproxen. Took night meds. Realized I forgot to take am meds.
June 25
940 not as sore as I thought I’d be today.
Soaked in Epsom Salt bath last night, drank cup of chammolie tea before bed, applied biofreeze to lower back, and used sleepy time lotion on legs and arms. Slept pretty good last night. A bit sore today and low back hurts a bit but I’m not hurting near what I expected.
Headache. Low back throbbing. Bit foggy feeling like in a daze. Low rt abdomen has sharp pain. Stomach cramping, but aunt flo’s in town. Whole body aches like it’s gonna rain again.

Lightning Strikes-Journal Entries 22-23, 2020

June 22
Woke around 630 couldn’t fall back to sleep. Low back throbbing. Sinus severely congested and difficulty breathing. Upper back stinging slightly. Hands swollen & throbbing. Arms achy and little tingly. Legs throbbing. Feet hurting. Headache.
Made waffles for breakfast. Burnt tip of rt ring finger on chocolate chip causing blister instantly.
900 it’s been thundering off an on most of morning.
1030 just finished making bed. Wore out and exhausted. Arms throbbing. But able to do it slowly by myself. Need to rest a bit before next task.
930p in bed early tonight. I’m wore out from day’s events. Able to fold two loads laundry half way thru arms started fatiguing and cramping. Rested a little while & finished.
Kids helped me clean & rearrange pantry. Found file cabinet at thrift store. Took most of day.
Whole body aches. Rained off and on all day. Didn’t hurt as bad as usual to start think the pain rub on bottom of feet helped. Arms & hands numb & tingling. Low back throbbing. Rt hip aching with pain shooting down leg. Lft ankle hurts. Ears itch. Nerves crawling. Lft neck to me doesn’t look like it’s getting better but Joe says it does.
June 23
700 woke to much pain thru body. Definitely overdid it yday. Sharp stabbing pain in lower lft leg starting just above ankle & shooting upward thru leg. Hands swollen & stinging throbbing. Pain pulsating thru body. Feet hurt to stand on.
930 Dezirae cleaning house today. It’s been thundering & raining on and off most of morning. I can feel it too. My body hurts horribly all over.
230 I need a nap but need to make pit stop at store to get few misc items & items for dinner. High pain days wear me out easily. Doesn’t help I’ve pms too.
245 store out of wheelchairs. Legs are burning & back is stinging. Must push to walk behind buggy. Dezirae sweet. Told me to walk as slow as I needed. Bless her heart.
330 Muscles thru body stinging & I’m exhausted.
830 hurting head to toes. Stomach cramping horribly. Headache. Going to bed early to curl up in ball with heating pad.