LS Memoirs – Dec 12-13, 2021
Dec 12
600 woke to much pain. Cold. Tired.
Philippians 1-4;
Arms and hands went numb and tingling while reading. Vision blurry making reading difficult.
Jordon injured his right shoulder – Bicep tendon subluxation. He’s in lot of pain. I understand the horrible pain as I just went through something similar. He can hardly move it without causing pain. Probably should get him into PCP to make sure nothing’s broken. 😢
I keep telling him he needs to rest it, apply ice or heat as needed, take vitamin C to aid healing, and otc pain med as needed until it heals. He’s concerned he may need surgery.
Guys left before we did. Joe had to drop off his car at shop for them to correct their mistake. They put wrong size tires on his car. I’m upset at how much it cost. Neighbor informed us next time we need tires let him know bc his family owns a tire shop. My homemade bread was a hit. I made him some as a thanks for the meat he gave us.
Dezirae drove to church. She’s doing better but she scared me a few times. I’m already nervous about playing for the Cantata as this extra stress isn’t helping. By time we get to Church, I’m in bad mood. Joe told me to go S.T.P. I told him I already did.
Kept working on prepping for the day. Little touches that make a difference (silverware stocked – Joe jumped in and helped, etc.).
Received a blessing. Someone slipped me some money for Christmas. Thank you, Lord
Brain blurring and vision fogging. Trouble with hand eye coordination. Frustrated but push through. Offertory my fingers kept jerking or something bc I hit note next to key I was supposed to hit. Choir sounded good from what I could hear.
Lunch was delicious. I don’t usually like store bought ham but it tasted good to me. I guess I needed the salt.
Outer edges of vision are blurry and feel like it’s starting to tunnel. I’m exhausted.
Let Dezirae drive home. Food put away. I’m crashing. Kitty jumped on bed to have me pet her for a little bit then wanted to play. She doesn’t usually do that.
Lft arm is killing me in cramping pain!
Woken about 6pm. Mom informed us that my grandma isn’t doing well. My Aunt is calling family in to see her. Not sure how long she’ll last. Praying she’ll last to this weekend so we can see her one last time. Girls have finals this week so it’s important for them to take them.
Stinging burning throbbing pain in arms, hands, back, and legs.
Dec 13
530 took while to fall asleep. I’m in much pain all over. Extremely sore and hurting all over. Fluttering muscle spasms throughout body.
Colossians 1-4; Matthew 2:4-6; Luke 1:68-69
Helping Dezirae study for exams this week. My brain hurts. I’m exhausted.
Attempted to tell speaker in living room to play music but my tongue got tied and able to say Ok Google play. It responded. Playing music on Spotify. Went to sit down in kitchen to finish study scripture from journal page. Could hear different music playing faintly. Discovered phone found was on lowest setting and different album was playing on Spotify on my phone. Turned it off.
Playing merry go round with Dr office trying to get Jordon an appointment. Finally got go head to bring him for triage. Seen by NP. NP says that he believes Jordon has rotator cuff injury. Given antiinflammatory and pain shot in office. Work excuse for light duty for two weeks.
I’m exhausted from all the fuss and going today. I hurt all over.
Trying to help Dezirae study for exams but my brain doesn’t want to stay focused on task at hand. Can’t keep my eyes open.
