Patience

2 Peter 1:5-6b “And beside this, giving all diligence, add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; And to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience;”

Webster dictionary defines patience as ” the capacity, habit or fact of being patient. Patient defined is “being able to remain calm and not become annoyed when waiting for a long time or when dealing with problems or difficult people.

I don’t know about you but since my lightning strike my patience isn’t what it used to be. I am more easily annoyed or frustrated because of my limitations or lack of understanding why things are or aren’t working the way I think they should be. I am pressing towards the mark…

Patience is the ability to walk through a trial, test, or tribulation without getting stressed, anxious, or impatient. That is a difficult trait to learn. Mostly because our physical nature wants everything now. But being impatient will cause us to hinder the work of the Lord or a delay in our blessings.

Patience is the result of our practicing the presence of the Holy Spirit in every aspect of our lives (Galatians 5:22-23). It is perfected when God allows difficulties and trials to remove the rough edges in our lives so that He can mold us into the person He wants us to be.

We need to learn to trust the Lord in all circumstances regardless of the outcome.

Journal Entries March 27-30, 2018

March 27, 2018

Isaiah 53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities:
the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

Thankful for Christ’s great sacrifice at Calvary!❤

7:40a- Didn’t sleep well last night.  Kept waking.  I ache all over as if I were in a fight.  Head hurts.  Hands swollen and throbbing.  Low back aches.  Legs and feet ache.  Skin itchy.  Stuffy nose.  Butt hurts.  Hands tingling some.  Eyes watering.  Tummy grumbling, but I’m not hungry.

March 28, 2108

6:38- woke at 5am again because of  pain.  Legs and feet throbbing!  Eyes watering.  Low back aches.  Hands swollen and achy.  Rt hip aches.  Stuffy nose.  Hot and clamy as if I broke a fever.  neck hurts.  Pain level at 5/6.

6:24p- I’m utterly exhausted!  My nerves feel like they are screaming!  Low back hurts.  Legs hurt & tingly.

6:31p – The kids helped me plant flowers and spruce up one of my flower gardens. The Crepe Myrtle tree in the middle was a housewarming gift when we first moved in. It was just a few sprigs when it was given to me. I’m looking forward to seeing it bloom again this summer.

March 30, 2018

8:57a- Very rough night.  Joe kept trying to be close to me and I was in so much pain that it felt like he was suffocating me.  Had to push him away a few times.

Stupid dog barked most of night.  Didn’t want to get up this morning.  My rt hip, leg, and foot are throbbing!

Eyes watering.  Hands swollen and throbbing.  Neck hurts. Slight headache.  Lower back achey.  Feel like I have a lot to do today, but no idea what I’m suppose  to be doing.  Frustrating.  Woke up tired though I got about 5 hours of sleep.  Left ear ringing.  Chest hurting and keeps popping.

12:39 – feeling very weak today.  Periods of nausceousness.

7:46p- burning pain in center of chest

8:13p – muscle spasms & twitching in back.

Journal Entries March 25-26, 2018

March 25, 2018

Took Melatonin for 1st time last night.  Slept 5 hours.  Woke because of pain.

Pain level between 6 & 7.

Muscles tingling in arms and hands. Rt hip hurts.  Brain foggy causing blurry vision.

Auto immune disorder kicking in…past few days I’ve developed scaley crust on left eye lid.  Very painful.  Looks like my left eyelid is bruised. Ugh!

Left eye twitching sporadically all week.

10:48 – unexpected bloody nose.  I never know when they’re gonna come.  I get really weak feeling afterwards…almost to feeling as if I’m going to pass out.  Trouble focusing on anything afterwards.  Easily distracted.  Trouble playing piano…too much background noises…just makes me want to cry.

March 26, 2018

Need to find a new vacuum.  I am not able to push the one we have now (Eureka Whirlwind).  It is too heavy. 

10:29p- Took Melatonin again last night…again only 5 hours of sleep.  I need more sleep.  Need to heal.  I’m tired of hurting.  Pain level between a 7 & 8.  Tears flowing.  Chest hurting.  Nerves tingling.  Skin Itchez.  Little things are irritating me.  Trouble conversing.  Thoughts mixed up in process of speaking.  Hands swollen and throbbing.  Head aches lightly.  Memory troubl (forgot to take my vitamins.  If i take them now I’ll be more wide awake than I already am.

Journal Entries March 18-22, 2018

March 18, 2018

6:00a- Woke up with a headache and feeling blah

2:20p- head pounding.  Can feel my heart beating in my toes.  I’m feeling so exhausted that I might pass out.

March 19, 2018

11:55a- Sometimes when you lose a loved on it’s like going through life with any amputation.

3:41p = Praising the Lord that I was able to order Jordon’s Science Curriculum for next school year!

Advanced Pre-Med Studies from Masterbooks.com

March 22, 2018

6am- Woke hurting horribly.  Severe pain in chest.

8:00 – pain in chest gone.  I hurt all over.  Rating a 7/8.  Hands swollen and throbbing.  Headache.  Lower back aches.  Legs ache down to toes.  Just want to cry right now.

Journal Entries March 14-17, 2018

March 14, 2018

I teach Sign Language Classes at our Co-op. Today classes had to be dismissed early due to road crew workers turning water supply off without prior warning. My Sign 2 Class blessed my heart when they requested to take their quiz before dismissing. Things like this blesses my heart! ♥

March 15, 2018

10:44p- Hiccup randomly throughout day.  Woke myself up the other night hiccupping.  Odd!

6:57p – One of my children is finding humor in the hymn book. 😊

March 17, 2108

10:05a – All my nerve endings feel like they are twitching

12:23p- Feels like ants crawling up and down skin.  Unnerving!!!

Journal Entries March 10-13, 2018

March 10, 2018

9:01a – Bloody nose again.  Allergy season.  Don’t like them.  Make me feel week and drained afterwards.  Hands tingly.  Low back aches.

March 12, 2018

Planting flowers for church on Saturday and got bit up by ants. I didn’t feel them at first until last one bit me. Does anyone know how treat when they are now burning?

March 13, 2018

Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

Amid the hustle and bustle of daily life we need to spend time with our Creator who is the giver and sustainer of life. He will give you the strength and inspiration you need to love your family well.

He Cares

Luke 5:4-10
Now when he had left speaking, he said unto Simon, Launch out into the deep, and let down your nets for a draught. 
And Simon answering said unto him, Master, we have toiled all the night, and have taken nothing: nevertheless at thy word I will let down the net. 
And when they had this done, they inclosed a great multitude of fishes: and their net brake. And they beckoned unto their partners, which were in the other ship, that they should come and help them. And they came, and filled both the ships, so that they began to sink. 
When Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord.  For he was astonished, and all that were with him, at the draught of the fishes which they had taken: And so was also James, and John, the sons of Zebedee, which were partners with Simon. And Jesus said unto Simon, Fear not; from henceforth thou shalt catch men.

When it seems like you’ve toiled long and hard and are getting nowhere, Jesus is all the answer you need. Cast your cares upon Him.  He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7).

3.10.2018

Journal Entries March 7-9, 2018

March 7, 2018

“The tongue has great power—use yours wisely to encourage and build up others.” 
-Paul Chappell

“But exhort one another daily, while it is called To day; lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulness of sin. For we are made partakers of Christ, if we hold the beginning of our confidence stedfast unto the end; While it is said, To day if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts, as in the provocation.” Hebrews 3:13–15

10:21p- My whole body aches.  Chest hurts.  Upper back hurts.  Hands swollen and achy.  Rt hip aches.  Pain down outer rt leg.  Rt ring toe aches.  Extremely tired.

Left eye twitching for couple hours.  Slept for three hours this afternoon and still tired.

March 8, 2018

6:24a- Woke at 2am with leg muscles twitching.  Woke again at 6am leg muscles still twitching.

Lamentations 3:22-26  It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. 
The Lord is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him. The Lord is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him. 
It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord.

No matter what we are facing it is good to call upon the Lord and ask Him to help you with your faith and trust in His plan for your life. Consider the loving kindness and mercies He has shown you. Take time to recall all He has done for you and in no time your discouragement will turn into joy.

March 9, 2018

5:55a- Been waking up several times a night hurting horribly.  Cold weather does not help. 

Whole body aches!  Hands swollen and achy.  Entire back hurts.

Journal Entries March 04-06, 2018

March 4, 2018

James 5:8 Be ye also patient; stablish your hearts: for the coming of the Lord draweth nigh.

10:00a- My whole body aches/hurts.  Calves feel like lead and throb.  Hands swollen, pins and needles sensation, ache.  Low back mild pain.  Stomach hurts.  Rt hip achey.

March 5, 2018

https://www.efxsports.com/2015/08/18/ask-the-trainer-34-overcoming-nerve-damage/

*don’t claim to know the answers of overcoming any injury.  I am determined to search for answers (because I’m not getting much help from primary doctor or neurologist.  They just tell me to live everyday life.  My whole being cries out that there is help out there somewhere somehow.  I’m determined to overcome even though this whole situation is distressing for me.  I will post information I come across in hopes that it will help someone else along their journey to recovery regardless of their challenges.

March 6, 2018

Journal Entries March 01-03, 2018

March 1, 2018

9:12a – Bp 150/99 hrt 81 203lb – makes me wants to cry.  Temp 99.5.  Bloodwork was good.

12:30p – bloody nose while talking to our son on phone.

7:10p- bloody nose while playing piano for church

March 2, 2018

Looking forward to the Gulf Coast Marriage Retreat this weekend! Looking forward to the encouragement and special time away with my husband. 😊♥
Currently dealing with a power outage and they don’t know how long it will take to repair.😣
Praying my nerves stay calm enough this weekend for me to enjoy it. Woke up at 4am with muscles cramping. 🙏
Thankful it’s daylight so I can still pack and kids can do their schoolwork. 
##Ivebeenblessed  #greatisHisfaithfulness
Lamentations 3:22-23

March 3, 2018

Thanking the Lord for roadside assistance about now.  We accidentally lock keys in car.  Took me half an hour to remember that we had roadside assistance, but info was in car.  Took another 20 minutes for me to remember I had email info about insurance. 

Thankful for the kindness of strangers.  Blankets feel good right now!  It will take over almost two hours for them to get here. 

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