Month: May 2020

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Faith

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KJV Dictionary defines faith as the “Belief; the assent of the mind to the truth of what is declared by another, resting on his authority and veracity, without other evidence; the judgment that what another states or testifies is the truth. I have strong faith or no faith in the testimony of a witness, or in what a historian narrates.”

Webster Dictionary Defines faith as the “belief and trust in and loyalty to God; belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion.”

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.  Hebrews 11:1

Faith is a vital part of our relationship with God.  Through faith, we have eternal life.  Without faith we cannot please God. 

Faith through the Holy Spirit will help the truth to be received.  Faith is the firm persuasion and belief that God will perform all He has promised.

Faith goes beyond the physical senses.  We cannot hear, smell, see, taste, or touch it.  Faith allows us to believe that a God that we cannot currently see can do what seems humanly impossible.  Therefore, our faith grows spiritually rather than physically.

Faith trusts that when we cannot see God working we can have the confidence that no matter what our situation may be God is working on it for our good and His glory.

Additional Scripture: Genesis 15:6, Matthew 21:21-22, Romans 10:17, Hebrews 11:1-6, Ephesians 2:8-10, Proverbs 3:5-10, 1 Corinthians 2:1-5, 2 Corinthians 5:7, James 2:14-26, James 1:5-6, Mark 11:22-24, Ephesians 2:16-17, Romans 16:13, John 11:40, James 1:1-5, Mark 9:23,

Prayer:

Lord, please help my family & me to fight the good fight of faith, taking hold of the eternal life to which we are called, and help us to be a faithful witness to all who cross our paths.  1 Timothy 6:12

Songs of Praise:

  1. Blessed Assurance
  2. Faith of our Fathers
  3. How Firm a Foundation
  4. The Solid Rock
  5. ‘Tis So Sweet to Trust in Jesus
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Journal Entries 2018 Sept 13-15

Sept 13

8:00a- rough night, much pain, woke with both hands numb & tingling, low backntgrobbing, head hurts, rt ear hurts, feet hurt, calves aches, stomach cramping, ears ringing, light is bothering my eyes

10.46a- Rcvd ltr yday from DDS informing me tjat dr last week found something that needed immediate attention. Called Dr and have apt at 10:15

Dr apt. Bp 111/78, temp 98.7

When I close my eyes I see kaleidoscope spinning counterclockwise with one band going clockwise. Its dizzy time. Head hurts.

At least my bp is low. 

Lord please keep those in path of nc hurricane safe. Dissipate hurrocane so it doesn’t do much damage.

Dr didn’t know why I was there.  Dr said they say that to get you to follow up with primary Dr. Norhing new to treat. 

I asked for copy of the report. I also showed her the note of items the Dr suggested. She is going to order labs because it’s been a while. She said to ask neurologist about the other items when I see him next.

Dr kindly gave me back my money which was a blessing!

According to their Drs notes there should be nothing wrong with me. Frustrating. 

I was upset at first, but then I thought if God’s allowing me to go through this to help others then I need to know how they feel so I can better know how to help. 

I do know if my attorney didn’t think they could win they wouldn’t have taken me on. We’ll just have to see what happens.

11:25a- Dr apt was perplexing. Dr didn’t know why I was there. Says that most letters from them state that to get you to follow up with Dr. Showed Dr note from last weeks visit of what their Dr suggested I ask my primary about. My Dr said they’d checked my thyroid it was fine. She asked don’t you see neurologist? Yes.

Asked for copy of CE report. Note from what I gather note says I should be able to walk without assistance. 

2:04p- muscles in rt leg near knee are twitching.

6.01p- Things I wish I knew before my SSI exams:

https://web.archive.org/web/20170925175607/https://howtogeton.wordpress.com/2017/01/19/how-to-hang-with-the-social-security-doctor/

https://www.disabilitysecrets.com/dnewsblog/2008/09/mental-evaluation-for-social-security.html

7:29p- brain feels dizzy & foggy, rr leg muscle still twitching

Sept 14

Woke from a nightmare…

9:00a-Woke with both hands and arms numb and tingly.  Low back aching. Rt hip hurts. Tummy hurts. Slight headache. Eyes crusty on edges. Rt leg hurts. Calves ache.

4:50p- left eye twitching off and on all dsy. Its annoying. Calves throbbing.

10:30p- noticed lymph node on left side of neck very swollen again. Lft ear ringing. Toes tingly. calves throbbing. Buttock aches. Exhausted. Feel like I’m gonna pass out. Headaches. Rt ear hurts.

11:35p- still wide awake. Sharp stabbing pain in left index finger…shots from knuckle to tip of finger 

Sept 15

7:00a- woke with arms & hands slightly numb but very tingly. legs feel tingly. Rt hip hurts. Low back aches. 

10:30a- unexpected goose bumps up and down legs, low back throbbing, hands swollen and achy

11:09p- hands and arms numb and tingly, low back aches, rt hip hurts, lymph nodes on left side of neck quite noticeably swollen, neck hurts & sore

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Diligence

DILIGENCE, n. L., to love earnestly; to choose.

Steady application in business of any kind; constant effort to accomplish what is undertaken; exertion of body or mind without unnecessary delay or sloth; due attention; industry; assiduity.1

steady, earnest, and energetic effort : persevering application 2

Scripture:

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord.   1 Corinthians 15:58

Many times a newly assigned task seems easy to accomplish, but as time transpires one may grow increasingly impatient with completing it. Distractions may appear or one may grow weary and discouraged. It is important to keep moving forward and and to keep in mind that our labour is not in vain for the Lord.

Our motivation for being diligent should come from the understanding that our treasures will be laid up in heaven. Christ knows all we do and will reward our diligent efforts.

Just as God equips you to be diligent in doing the small tasks, He will be faithful to provide the energy to complete the bigger jobs as well.

Diligence is a mental disposition that drives us to complete a task successfully.

“The lazy Christian hath his mouth full of complaints, when the active Christian hath his heart full of comforts.” —Thomas Brooks

Additional Scripture: 

Deuteronomy 6:17, Proverbs 22:29, Proverbs 13:4, Galatians 6:9, Proverbs 21:5, James 1:12, Colossians 3:23, Ecclesiates 9:10, Proverbs 6:6-8, Philippians 3:14, 2 Peter 1:5-7, 2 Corinthians 8:7, Proverbs 4:23, Hebrews 6:11-12, 2 Peter 1:10-11, Proverbs 12:27

Prayer:

Lord, Help me to desire to eagerly search and learn the rich treasures of Your Word that I may learn to apply them to daily life. Help me to envision each task as a special mission from You. Help me to diligently complete each mission using all the talents You have bestowed upon me. Thank You for who You are and all You do.  In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Songs of Praise:

  • Work for The Night Is Coming (Annie L. Coghill)
  • Rescue the Perishing (Fanny Crosby)
  • Bringing In The Sheaves (Knowles Shaw)
  • Have I Done My Best for Jesus? (Ensign Edwin Young)
  • Give of Your Best to The Master (Howard B. Grose)
  • To The Work (Fanny Crosby)
  1. Av1611.com
  2. Miriam-Webster Dictionary
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Courage

Definition:

Av1611.com defines Courage as that quality of mind which enables men to encounter danger and difficulties with firmness, or without fear or depression of spirits; valor; boldness; resolution. It is a constituent part of fortitude; but fortitude implies patience to bear continued suffering.

This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the LORD thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.  Joshua 1:8-9

Courage comprehends that God gives us the strength to face any situation, trail, or affliction.  It is the ability to recognize that God is in control of all things. 

Courage is meeting the opposition with confidence knowing that greater is He that is in you than He that is in the world (1 John 4:4).

We should encourage ourselves with the promise and presence of God.  Don’t allow the sense of your own faults and insecurities discourage you.  God is omniscient, omnipotent, and omnipresent.  God will be with us wherever we go.

If we are to be successful, we must be willing to focus daily on God’s Word,  determine to obey God’s commands, and trade our fear for courage.

Additional Scripture:

Deuteronomy 31:6, 1 Chronicles 28:20, Psalm 27:14, Psalm 31:4, Ephesians 6:10,  John 1:27, Psalm 27:1, Psalm 56:3-4, Isaiah 41:10-13, 1 Corinthians 16:13, Proverbs 3:5-6, Psalm 31:24, 1 Corinthians 15:58, 2 Timothy 1:7, John 16:33

Prayer:

Dear Lord, please help me to always be strong and courageous in my character and actions.  Give me courage to be a bold witness with whomever I come in contact.  Use my life as a faithful testimony for You.  Help me whenever I tempted to quit to keep going on.  Help me to always have a cheerful spirit even when things don’t go as expected.  Please give me courage to accomplish what needs to be done.  In Jesus’ name, Amen!

Hymns of Praise:

  1. Stand Up Stand Up For Jesus
  2. Guide Me, O Thou Great Jehovah
  3. Dare To Be A Daniel
  4. Swing Low, Sweet Chariot
  5. Faith of our Fathers
  6. My  Country, ‘tis of Thee
  7. Nearer, My God, to Thee
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Goodness

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,” Galatians 5:22

Webster defines Goodness as the state of being good the physical qualities which constitute value, excellence, or perfection; as the goodness of timber; the goodness of soil.  1. The moral qualities which constitute Christians excellence; moral virtue; religion.

Easton’s Bible Dictionary defines Goodness as In man is not a mere passive quality, but the deliberate preference of right to wrong, the firm and persistent resistance of all moral evil, and the choosing and following of all moral good.

The word good appears 720 times in the Bible. Goodness appears 51 times.  God is good.  It pleases Him to bestow goodness on His people.

Matthew 7:11 tells us that every good tree bringeth forth good fruit.  In order for goodness of God to overflow in our lives, goodness must abound in our hearts (Matthew 6:45).

If I am controlled by the Holy Spirit, I will do good unto others hoping for nothing again (Luke 6:35).

Whatever your occupation in life, God intends us to display goodness to those around us.  Galatians 6:10 tells us that we are to do good unto all men, especially unto them that are of the household of faith.

Goodness is kindness in action.  It has been said that “kindness is a language the deaf can hear and the blind can see”.  It is allowing God’s Spirit to work through you to be of help and bring a bit of hope and happiness to others.

Goodness is simply a heart that works at meeting the needs of others. 

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Journal Entries 2018 Sept 10-12

Sept 10

So I found out why neurologist asked me to spell “world” backwards. It’s to test my attention, memory, & cognitive impairment.

http://www.thisisms.com/forum/general-discussion-f1/topic15582.html

Did you know?
There are two types of lightning, negative strikes and positive strikes. Positive strikes are 5 times more powerful than negative strikes.
*https://churchillsc.co.uk/n…/10-interesting-facts-lightning/

Lightning-3.jpg
photo courtesy of churchhills.co.uk

Sept 11

7:20- had trouble opening eyes this morning almost as if some swollen, hands and fingers were numb, feet hurt, center of chest huring, left temple twitching

2.53 So today…at my TBI mtg, I finally mustered up enough courage to ask for help in pointing me in the right direction with setting up my blog/website because I’m stuck and my brain isn’t comprehending it all. I did my best to explain to the directors of what I wanted to accomplish and why. One of the ladies (I don’t remember her name)  offered to ask some of her techy friends if they’d be willing to volunteer to help.  Lord willing, I’ll finally pass this hurdle.

Thankful for God’s faithfulness along this journey. It’s definitely been a hard row to hoe.  A friend  reminded me yesterday of the chorus “My Lord knows the way through the wilderness all I have to do is follow.”  In following, I hope that I may be able help other’s along the way. 

8.16p https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.hellolovelyliving.com/blog/2015/10/20/a-migraine-natural-remedy-that-actually-works%3fformat=amp

Evelyn M tagged me with info on Facebook

8:17p- rt eye twitching

8:47p- lft leg muscles twitching

Sept 12

Everything I eat gives me indigestion. Ugh!

Co-op went well but wore me out

Had trouble falling asleep to take nap slept for 30 minutes

5pm- received tr from ssd telling me to contact my dr asap. Concerning. At least it’s not a denial yet.

10:47- low back aches, rt hip hurts, rt  upper arm aches, finger tips on both hands tingly. Tired but having trouble falling asleep. 

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Journal Entries 2018 Sept 7-9

Sept 7

8:00am-I don’t hurt as bad as I thought I would after the stress of two SSI apts yesterday. Ended up taking my time and cleaning up the laundry room. 

Earlier in the week, I decided to cook the turkey in the freezer so we’d have meat options since we’re low on meat in our freezer. Really hope my husband can get a deer or two this winter.

12:30pm- Boy, I didn’t think that idea through. I’m only one home after lunch. I haven’t been able to pick up 20lbs since my lightning strike without hurting myself (its causes severe pain later-Costocondritis pain). I guess we’ll find out. It took some effort, but I managed to get it out of fridge and into oven. It’s heavier than I remembered. Had to google how to cook it because I forgot. Ugh! I almost forgot to take out the innards. Oops! If only my memory would cooperate better.

6:00pm- I’m begining to feel the effects of my efforts today. Chest is beginning to throb and so is my right arm & elbow. I also have. Headache.

Sept 8

7:30a woke in great pain. Hard to move. Hands numbish & tingly, very swollen. Rt wrist and arm ache. Neck throbbing. Headache. Feet hurt. Back throbbing. Rt hip aching. Nightmares last night. If I could cry, I would.

Stayed home. Fell back to sleep. Scared awake around 11am by a mower.

I guess I now know not to clean laundry room again anytime soon. Have to figure out how I can managed to get things done without hurting myself. 

Sept 9 – no entry

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Journal Entries 2018 Sept 4-6

Sept 4

1:19am- upper arms hurt, hands going numb, wide awake…not good

1:48- still wide awake…ears hurt, rt hip aches, center of chest burning periodically. Took melatonin & pain med.

 10.46p LATE AFTERNOON UPDATE ON GORDON: Gordon is expected to make landfall tonight just west of Dauphin Island, near the Alabama/Mississippi border, as a category one hurricane. Gordon now is packing sustained winds of 70 mph, and the pressure is right at 1000 mb. Some strengthening is still possible before it reaches the coast tonight.

10:47- my whole body hurts! I have a headache. Power has been out for an hour now. Don’t know when it’ll come back on. Storm is making me tense.  

Sept 5

My whole body still hurts. Hard to move. Entire back throbbing. Rt ear hurts. Hands swollen and achy. Sharp pain under rt middle finger that shoot up entire hand. Arms hurt.

12pm- tried to clear kitchen table by putting paint in Dezirae’s closet. I accidentally dropped one jar. The lid  popped off and split gray paint on tan floor! Ugh! Joe used paint thinner to get up as much as possible. House stinks. I wasn’t thinking and washed Dezirae’s blanket with rags!  

Sept 6

  • Dog & lion
  • Current governor
  • Mayor
  • Month & year
  • Envelope addressed sealed stamped
  • Orange & banana
  • Spell world backwards

https://www.verywellmind.com/ocd-and-traumatic-brain-injury-2510479

https://www.capegazette.com/article/what-do-lion-and-dog-have-common/1142

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Journal Entries 2018 Sept 1-3

Sept 1

Slept til 10am – that’s unusual for me. Woke with both arms & hands numb, tingly & aching, entire back aching with lower back throbbing, toes feel funny, eyes feel heavy & crusty but there’s none.No gumption to do anything today. Raining off and on most of day. Hurts to move.

Sept 2

Slightly dizzy. Upper back stings like I have a sunburn. Neck hurts. Hands hurt. Feet tingly.

11:30- my watch quit working again. trouble following music. Can’t seem to get my fingers to cooperate. Headache. Eyes feel crossed & blurry. Rt elbow & hand throbbing.

6:15- such difficulty playing piano for church today…eyes & brain feel blurry and crossed…closing eyes I see orange “X” across face. Ugh!

9:00- eyes are burning, congested, coughing

10:00- going to bed not feeling goodLow back aches, rt hip hurts, rt side of back hurts from sneezing, rt elvow throbbing, sneezing, congestion, watery eyes, headache, chest popping, chest aches, rt side of neck hurts…

Sept 3

10:00am- slept for 10 hours last night (1st time since before strike).

10:00pm- In an effort to try to not injure my rt elbow/forearm anymore, I used my left arm more today and injured it in the process! Ugh! I’ll figure things out eventually.  Low back hurts, hands hurt, left eye twitched a few times today, center of chest hurts, back of legs hurt, headache, neck rt side hurts

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