Month: February 2022

March 4

1220a burning pain up and down spine. The longer I lay still the more the pain in body increaseth. Cramping in thighs.

Woke sometime in night to Joe rubbing my back. Must have been moaning bc I’m in alot of pain. Hurts to move.

700a every fiber of my being hurts. Arms hands and feet numbish and tingling like their trying to wake up from sleeping. Back throbbing and itchy. Headache. Chest center hurting. Legs throbbing and cramping. Feel like I’ve been beat up. Eyes watery.

Oh bother. Just remembered I need to type of song services for revival. Coffee cake must make. List of to dos so I don’t forget. First must I read & pray.

0651p usually people with tbi have hormonal imbalance from it.

The healing keys docuseries. Important to get your zercadian rythm back into balance. Get good night sleep. (I do not pretend to know what that means…just sharing things I find.)

1159 whole body aches. Rt hip & low back throbbing. Pain shoots down rt leg. Lft lower leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness and tingling to foot calves crampy. Indigestion comes and goes. Headache. Hands swollen and achy. Skin itchy.

1123p crazy busy day. Nothing went as planned. Hamburger browned in crockpot all day. Was supposed to be gone for couple few hours home to rest then vote and go work on small project at church. Ended up being gone all day.

1st store didn’t have item I wanted. Had to add stop to route. Ugh!

Mailed gift to a friend, but accidentally flipped last two digits on zip code. Mail lady caught it and graciously looked up correct code. Whew! Avoided mishap thank you, Lord. Done that a time or two before.

2nd store had item I was looking for and two liter cokes on sale! Plus! Decided to take over driving bx traffic to getting too heavy for my comfort zone. I’ve already yelled at Jordon to slow down and stop faster. Nerves feel jittery can’t handle it right now. Don’t want to cause accident.

Spent while looking for black lace at 3rd store only to get frustrated bc they wouldn’t let me use my 40% off coupon. Tired to explain that they let me before but manager wouldn’t budge. I left store without a purchase.

Bought a gift at unexpected 4th store for friend’s kids.

Enjoyed much needed rest and lunch with a friend at 5th store. Jordon helped with shopping by taking part of list and getting items too.

Decided to let Jordon take back over driving. I’m exhausted and wearing down.

As leave from 5th store, get text that evangelist is on way. Instead of going home have to go straight to church.

Called Mom to let her know what’s going on and that they’ll have to meet me at church.

On way to church realize that I don’t know if food got put in mission house bc guys decided to handle it. Ugh! I’m frustrated. Brain is foggy and the errands are taking their toll from the day. Quick prayer that the evangelist is safely delayed so I can check to see if everything is a okay.

Get to church remember air fresheners are still in trunk. Have to go plug them in. Discover I bought wrong ones don’t have receipt or time to exchange let alone remember where I bought them. Think outside box and transfer liquid from new bottle to old bottles. I thank God that I bought extra eggs bc there are none purchased. Thank you, Lord! Quick straighten up and proper place food purchased. Mission house ready.

Jordon brought food purchased for Thursday into church while I was in mission house. My kids are such a blessing. Few tweaks had to be made but he did good overall.

Mom arrives. Begin to work on planters. Evangelist shows up. I must greet guest. Kids take over helping mom. We converse for short while and Joe shows up. I’m relieved. I’m feeling the day catch up.

I’m excited about the greenery in pots. They’re hardy plant. Mom’s had them for long time. I need hardy plants. Have difficulty remembering to water plants. Let alone not at church every day.

Got bit by fire ant on inside rt ankle. Feels like somethings chewing my ankle off! It hurts!!!

Finally home around 830p. I’m exhausted and just.want to colapse.

Just realized no fruit purchased? Ugh! I think I need to type up a general food guest list to keep handy for future use.

Whole body aches. Headache. Neck hurts. Shoulders & upper back stinging needle pain. Center back throbbing. Low back and rt hip throbbing. Leg muscles spasming. Hands and forearms stinging tingly. Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling. Feet tingly. Exhausted and hurting like I tried  to run a marathon collapsed and ended up crawling just to cross finish line.

Good night.

 

March 5

0649p Tony Robbins turn your trial into a blessing to help others (not sure what prompted this.  I do not even know who he is. Lol).

 

 

March 1

0700a rough night. Bad dreams. Extreme pain in stomach & low back woke me arpund 430a.

0930 praise! A Tibetan herbalist was able to tell what was wrong with my niece. It’s a nerve condition which can be remedied but will take time.

1230 sudden sharp stabbing pain just under rt armpit. There’s nothing there to cause said pain but it sure stops me in my tracks everytime it happens.

145p Dezirae helped me put up bulletin board. Think it looks pretty cool.

230 laying down a while to rest. Sharp throbbing pain in rt middle side back. Feels like I got beat up. Tired but pain is non ignoreable.

0430 family and I finish up odd projects on list to be ready for upcoming Revival.

0620 exceeding sharp pain in center of chest goes thru to back. Headache. Brain & vision blurring. Rt hip throbbing. Low back aches.

 

March 2

0700 Bad dreams. Woke tired. Low back pain woke me couple times. Whole body hurts. Low back throbbing. Lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness. Lft hand numb and tingly. Lft foot tingly. Headache.

To beat being tired all the time…

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.womansworld.com/posts/health/why-am-i-always-tired-133948/amp

0300p Praise the Lord! After being without a washer for almost two months, God not only gave us a washer but also a friend to service washer to make it like new! What a blessing!

1136p major headache

 

March 3 – forgot to write in journal

Feb 27

0630 good morming! It was a rough night. Woke suddenly at 3am. Trouble falling back to sleep and staying asleep.

0725 whole body aches and is stiff, but at least for now my back isn’t stingng like yday. Tingling in toes, fingers, ankle areas. Ringing in ears.

1200 helped little with dishes. Trying to pick up some around house while kids do schoolwork. Worked some on Scripture Journaling. Tired. Headache. Vision blurring/dizzy. Rt hip throbbing. Indigestion. Rt hand swollen and throbbing. Resting for a bit

1052 brain feeling a bit off today. Little foggy brained not sure what. Tired. Center of chest throbbing.  Drank about 80oz of fluids today and my bladder has noticed. Lol. Rt hip hurts. Headache. Though I still have pain, my pain seems to be less than yday. I’ll have to keep tabs if I can remember.

 

Feb 28

0900 Fibrin protein helps wounds heal but excess fibrin causes inflammation and pain?

Fibrin and inflammation could be root cause of arthitic pain. It is powerful determinate of inflammatory joint disease.

• Took notes from video watched about arthritis inflammation.

Feb 29

1030a preacher’s fellowship on Thursday. We decided on taco bar for lunch for preacher’s & wives.

https://www.chef-menus.com/taco-salad-recipe.html

1130p Its been a crazy busy day. I’m in so much pain & Aunt Flo decided to shew up today unexpectedly.

No sooner got home from church and was asked to go to store. While at store decided to buy some of items needed for the week. After walking behind buggy for a bit, began hurting all over. Low back and rt hip throbbing horribly. Had to sit on floor for while until I felt I could push myself to go check out.

Our dog, Gracie, of 12 yrs 1 month and 18 days, passed away. It’s hitting Rae the hardest. We’ve had her since Rae was about 3yrs old. I’m conflicted… saddened bc we had her so long & it hurts to see Rae so upset, but relieved & glad bc she’s no longer suffering. She was eat up with cancer.

In much pain…whole body hurts from head to toe. Trouble falling asleep.

 

1111p woke in much pain all over. Sore and stiffness throughout. Chest upper & center throbbing.

We chose to go to local museum for family activity today. Went thru Dinosaur exhibit twice so I could taken and enjoy all the exhibits. Headache afterwards. Taking in all the multisensory experiences gave me headache. When we were done, we decided to take stroll on boardwalk. I actually was in wheelchair – wouldn’t have made it thru all the walking around. Feeling the warmth of the sun and ocean breeze felt so refreshing. I so want to be able to get out more.

Whole body hurting. Chest center throbbing. Exhausted. Low back throbbing. Rt hip aches. Stomach cramping. Hands ache. Feet & Toes tingly. Indigestion. Gerd rx got sent to wrong clinic. Must wait at least 7 more daya for new order to arrive. Ugh!

 

Feb 24

0700 woke up tired. Whole body aches and stiff, but pain has decreased from last few days…range is most likely moderate.

0800 essential vitamins for brain health are b12, D3, magnesium, and omega 3s. Omega 3s (DHA) is responsible for memory, language, creativity, emotion, and attention.

https://bebrainfit.com/brain-vitamins/

1000 in much pain!!! Somehow I sprained my rt wrist and bruised it. Don’t know how. Headache. Whole body hurts. Low back & rt hip throbbing. Neck hurts. Hurts to move. Legs ache. Body having trouble regulating temperature today. Feet freezing but rest of body burning up. Put heating pad on feet to warm up and now whole body burning up.

1100p Feel like I’ve taken two steps back since trauma last wk. Costocondritis flare up. Twas feeling little better today and overdid it trying to do some chores. Now in moderately severe pain. Also managed to sprain rt wrist/forearm. Pain intense shooting pain up arm. Headache. Dizzy. Lethargic. Trouble falling asleep. Indigestion enough to make me a little nauceous. Pushed myself to get few pt exercises done. Chest throbbing. Entire back throbbing. Increasing vitamin C and ginger to decrease inflammation. Took pain rx. If not better in few days may need to go to dr.

Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness and tingling. Upper back stinging needle pain.

 

Feb 25

Overall a fairly decent day. Center of chest hurts but pain has decreased. Arms tired out. Bit dizzy today. Did few things around house and had to rest in between. Exhausted from running errands with family this afternoon. Neck hurts. Short of breath. Hands tingly and aching. Nerves feel jittery. Didn’t have indigestion today. PtL!

Jordon has appointmet with hand surgeon. They’re booked and had to do apt as a work in apt. Praying we don’t have to wait too long. Also praying for God’s healing that he won’t need surgery though if I recall correctly they did mention possibly removing stitches tomorrow. Hands folded & heart bowed. Rt hip throbbing. Sharp stabbing pains in lft calf.

Feb 26

0630a moving slow this morning. I hurt all over. Body acting as if I’m having allergy attack. Taking Tylenol sinus. Realized I’m out of Zyrtec.

0740 running late for Dr apt. Accidentally chose wrong office on google maps. Whew! Not going to be late after all. Thank you, Lord.

0840 my back is stinging throbbing. Tummy hurts. Sinuses better.

1030 good report at Dr office. Dr seemed surprised how well thumb is healing. Prayers & Vitamin C are working. PtL!

Sitting on heating pad for back bc it’s still stinging something fierce.

100p Pian too much. Crashed for a bit. Still tired.

1122 exhausted from pain but had fairly decent day. Feet freezing. Rt hip throbbing. Stringing needle pain in back. Hands swollen and achy. Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling. Skin itchy.

Feb 21  forgot  to write in journal

 Feb 22

0700 rough night but when I did sleep I slept hard. Woke tired and cold.

Read Genesis 24-27

Abraham asks his servant, Isaac, to go to the land of his people to find his son a wife. The servant promises to not return until he finds Isaac a wife.

1240 hands swollen and throbbing. Back throbbing. Shoulders burning. Lft ear ringing. Chest hurting. Arms ache. Low back throbbing. Feet & toes cold. Tired & wore out.

https://www.webmd.com/fibromyalgia/guide/fibromyalgia-symptoms#5-11

0300p face feels flushed and feverish.

0322 rolled over in bed immediate cramping on lft side…feels as if rib is caught up under another rib making it painful to move. Indigestion burning up esophagus. Chewing papya enzymes.

0830 hands like ice. I’m freezing but my face is flushed and feels like it’s on fire. Center of chest hurts. Pain is minimal if I sit still…movement increases pain. Congested.

1150 Move not much this afternoon evening. Center of chest severe pain through to back. Freezing. Hands swollen and achy. Rt thigh throbbing outter side. Chest feels like rib caught and if I move wrong it’ll break! Brain thoughts slowed. Arms ache. Moderate indigestion.

Took 1,000 vitamin C, night meds (Propranolol, magnesium, turmeric, zyrtec), gerd rx & naproxen. Skin feels like its crawling.

These cold days make me thankful we live in the south. The cold weather hurts!

 

1128p felt good to sleep in this morning. Chest center throbbing. Hurts to reach, cough, breath deep, etc. Rt hip & low back throbbing. But I did manage to walk behind buggy in Sam’s though I hurt for while afterwards. Family ran errands in am. Stunned/stumped a gal at Sam’s because we don’t have internet or cable at home. Chillaxed in afternoon.

Jordon & Joe made dinner.

I’m hurting hence still awake.

 

Feb 23

0600 center chest hurts…pain increases when I move. Whole body aches. Low back throbbing. Congested. Lft hand itches.

645 Chest and arms throbbing. Take 4 ibuprofen to ease pain.

0700 slight bloody nose. Ugh! Skin sensitive to touch.

http://www.doctoryourself.com/thrush.html

Note to self: don’t apply pain massage oil to face. I was okay until I applied foundation. Now my eyelids are burning and eyes watering slightly.

0800 stomach hurts horribly. Indigestion. I’ve only eaten piece of toast.

127 I’m plumb wore out and exhausted. Out of breath. Chest center throbbing through to back. Shoulders and upper back stinging needle pain. Stomach hurts. Feel like I’m going to crash.

0230 rcvd phone call from son.

0430 took 1,000 mg Vitamin C. Dezirae & I search thru clothes in mission closet for family in community that lost everything in fire.

5:50 resting a moment before service. Moderately strong pain in chest and back.  Having trouble ignoring the pain. Don’t want to track anymore.  Grumpy.

I know how important music is to the service so I will push myself to play even when I don’t feel like it.  I need to more earnestly pray for God to provide an accomplished pianist to take my place.  I much rather sing though it pleases my heart to serve the Lord.

630 back stinging and burning. Chest center hurting. Rt hip aches. Trouble focusing or following music. Toes tingling. Hands swollen.  Messed up during song service.  Trouble focusing.  Eyes and hands no cooperating.  Unable to focus on what stanza we were on.  Mind is frustrated.

1055 tough day of pain but with God’s help pulled through. Rae & I able to find some clothes in mission closet for needy family in area. Wish it could be more.

Struggled playing piano for church today. Trouble focusing & coordination. Trouble keeping mind off moderately severe pain in chest and back. Dropsies. Headache. Vision blurred at times. Confused at times.

http://organdwww.doctoryourself.com/stenosis.html

http://www.doctoryourself.com/pain.html

 

 

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Feb 17

0800 tired and probably could sleep longer. Neck hurts. Shoulders chilly tingling sensation. Low back throbbing. Hands tingly. Toes tingly. Legs ache. Skin on lft side neck and shoulder area feels like it crawling. Skin sensitive to my hair touching it.

Psalms 118:24 – This is the day which the Lord hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.

 1100 attempted to read a little of bible study (Portaits of Grace) I’ll be starting with ladies at church. I don’t feel qualified nor ready but I believe it’s of the Lord’s leading.

2 Corinthians 9:8 – And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:

need to get newsletters printed and mailed. Behind on laundry. Able to get two loads washed at least. Still need to fold & put away. Dinner in crockpot. Painted some on Joe’s shirt. Could only do a little as my hand started shaking and cramping.

1230 In trying to finish preparing my asl class for Wednesday, realized my sign class bag got left at church. I’m so frustrated. I could cry. My week is already so slammed. It’s too much.

I know deep breaths.

Joshua 1:9 – Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.

Still want to cry. I guess it’s time for my biweekly melt down

0100p brain is fogged, vision blurred. Headache. Time to rest a bit. Oh, I forgot to take am meds.

0230 recvd call that our college son was in accident. Ugh! Good thing I already got my cry in earlier

0345 as if I didn’t have enough stress. Middle son had angle grinding accident. Taking him to ER now!!!!

0720 problem at pharmacy. Some ER Dr’s aren’t vetted for their insurance. I can’t afford to get his & Joe bp rx!!! Lord, help!!! I’m falling apart inside trying to hold it together on outside not doing so hot. Kind lady helped take care rerunning Jordon’s through insurance. Joe’s went up from last month. Gonna have to figure out something later. I cannot take anymore stress today. My body is shaking, nerves on fire, rt hip throbbing from walking to x-ray & back to waiting area then in store while waiting for meds.

0830 decided to take espom salt bath to relax muscles. Stomach cramped something aweful like doubled over and couldn’t move while in tub. Took while to be able to sit up.

0945 sitting up with Jordon to keep eye on him. Gave him tylenol & antibiotic. He seems level headed about it all. While I’m struggling to keep it together.

Dezirae finally melts down and we cuddle on chair in living room. Assured her everything will work out. Shared Joshua 1:9 with her to remind her that God is with us all the time.

1130 very stressful day!!! Oldest in auto accident. Middle child accident taken to ER. Stiches & referral to specialist. Nerves on fire! Low back and rt hip throbbing. Stomach cramped to double over. Headache. Blurred vision. Broke down once home. Took Epsom Salt bath to ease muscles. Ne exercises today. Hopefully, I’ll sleep some sleep. Feel sick to my stomach.

 

Feb 18

0645 Joe checked on Jordon before he lft for work. He’s doing okay.

My whole body hurts. Low back throbbing. Had to get in fetal position before could fall asleep last night. Once asleep I slept pretty good minus the strange dreams (only thing I remember was I’m frantically searching for answers).

Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness. Toes tingly. Fingers tingly. Congested. Tired.

0630 dinner at Mom’s with Puryears. Excited to hear about their venture and how God is putting everything together.

0926 I’m hurting something fierce right now. Did extra things I normally have kids help me with especially bc Jordon’s down. I won’t let him do anything until he sees Dr bc I don’t want him to have to hurt worse. Every fiber in body throbbing. Cramping in rt side. Legs throbbing. Stinging burning pain in back. Neck throbbing. Indigestion. Hands stinging. Stomach upset. I’m so exhausted. Gotta get Jordon taken care of then can go to bed.

0957 now dog is sick. Yuk. My stomach not handling the stinch.

Feb 15

0445 rt hip throbbing with pain shooting down leg.

http://www.doctoryourself.com/stenosis.html

“Inadequate vitamin C weakens ligaments and connective tissue, making injury easier, inflammation likely, and healing much more difficult” Andrew W. Saul.

http://www.doctoryourself.com/ortho_c.html

1. of Vitamin “C”

35000 mg – 220lbs – 17-18 doses – 2000 per dose

http://www.doctoryourself.com/klenner_table.html

 

0525 applied pain rub to rt hip. Hands swollen and achy. Arms achy burning. Low back throbbing. Muscles randomly spasming in legs. Tummy hurts. Feet and hands tingling. Eyes watery. Congested.

0930 read Genesis 20-23 Abraham tested to see if he was willing to give up his most prized possession, his son, to God. He passed test and God blessed.

Whole body aches. Broken sleep makes me very tired. Strange dream (working at a store a lady purchases 1,110 worth merchandise. Says she’s not able to fit in her vehicle. I told her I’d watch it til she comes back. She never comes back! I don’t know where she lives nor even her name. I’m at a loss. I search every aisle of store repeatedly. I search parking lot to no avail.)

Ears ringing. Hands throbbing. Trouble waking l’m sooo tired. Center of chest hurts. Low back and rt hip hurts. Upper back stinging. Low back aches. Feet tingling. Headache. Legs tingling. Neck hurts.

Looks like today will be mostly a rest day so I can make it to church tomorrow. Going to gradually increase my Vitamin C to see if it’ll help ease inflammation, pain, and some of my problematic symptoms. I’m quite curious but little cautious and skeptical too.

0300 took kids to store to get some Valentine’s candy at 50% off. A bit dissapointed. One store was only 30% off with very little left to choose from. A second store had none left. Last store had some to choose from and was 50% off. Just that little bit wore me out. Had to rest to gather enough strength to prepare dinner.

0600p tonight’s sheet pan dinner garlic parmesan chicken and veggies. Had Rae help me cut up the veggies. Tossed veggies & chicken in sesame oil, Italian seasoning, bread crumbs, and parmesan cheese. Bake at 350° for 35 minutes. It was easy & delicious. I think I’ll be making this more often.

1100p today was resting day for me. I hurt abundantly and most…lost my train of thought. Center of chest throbbing. Hands ache and tingly. Headache. Feet tingly and cold. Body was cold most of day. Muscles randomly spasming thru body. Rt hip hurtsing with periodic pain down leg. Limited range of mobility in neck. Started taking ginger capsules because of indigestion and I’m out of the gerd rx. Stomach not hurt as much today. Took 1k mg vitamin c.

Skin feels like its crawling on lft thigh. Vision blurry. Low back throbbing. Neck lft side cramping. Headache.

 

Feb 16

0500 scared awake because Joe thought I said I wanted to get up early. Ugh!

0630 it’s rainging pretty heavy and I’m hurting all over. If it weren’t for me looking to going to church I’d not want to get out of bed.

0700 moving kind of slow. Realized I forgot to put something in bulletin for today. I forget lots of things. It’s frustrating but I’m doing my best to keep doing better.

0930 upper back stinging needle pain. Headache. Hands swollen and achy. Tingling feet. Sinus issues.

1100 indigestion so bad I feel sick to my stomach. Out of gerd rx and don’t know when Dr will refill it. Might need to call Dr to see if they can change it to something I can get 90 day supply with local pharmacy. I’m trying natural things (yogurt, ginger, water, papaya enzymes, etc.) but it doesn’t seem to be helping.

1230 Joe says face is very red…looking flushed. Told him I feel flushed and not so good.

1255 feel like I’m going to crash. Need to lay down a while.

I forgot to put supper in the crockpot. I’ll have to improvise when we get home tonight.

Whole body aches. Headache. Hands stingy tingling. Exhausted to point of about to crash. Toes tingling. Neck hurts. Tummy feels weird. Joe says my face is flushed. My cheeks feel hot. Not feeling so good.

0930 extremly tired all a sudden. Going to bed

0945 skin itchy and feels like its crawling. Muscles randomly twitching in legs. Cold to the bones.

1000p severe indigestion & sinus congestion. Esophagus burning. Feeling nauceous. Difficult to lay still or breath. Getting up to get some rx. Back itching like crazy. Feeling like I’m flushed and have fever suddenly.

1020p think I’ll be awake for a while. Ugh!