April 25
5:00a woke abruptly due to extreme pain in lower back. Nerves stinging. Whole body hurts like I’ve been beaten up.
Song playing in mind: You are my refuge…my hiding place…I trust in Thee
Trouble falling back to sleep so I pray.
Colossians 1:27-28; 1 Chronicles 3-5; 1 John 1:9;
Eyes feel like their full of mucus making it difficult to see clearly. Pain level 7/8. Sinuses congested. Thirsty. Metallic taste in mouth. Drink some water. Load of clothes in washer.
7:30a In preparation for my testing this week, I am researching how to prepare myself as to ease any anxiety that can and may arise.
https://www.radiologyinfo.org/en/info/safety-mr
https://www.radiologyinfo.org/en/info/abdominct
https://www.radiologyinfo.org/en/info/chestct
http://www.doctoryourself.com/Cancer_Why_IV_C.html
http://www.doctoryourself.com/cancer.html
Joe took me to the beach to go walking and “grounding” for my health to what I could handle. Able to walk .85 miles. It took us 32 minutes with 2,229 steps. I’m wore out and hurting more but the scenery was gorgeous! Picked up lunch from subway. Had coupon for B0G0. Yay!
Met guy that is buying the bunk bed. $ going to teem camp fund. Bunk beds are going to a hunting camp. Neat.
A Friend sent me this link
Dr Sean McCaffrey
Integrated Urinalysis panel
Blood shows damage assessment
Urine shows what’s going on with the body
Epigenetic profile – a body audit
McCaffreyhealth.com
5 signs of a weakened immune system
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Exhausted once we get home. Chose to lay down a while. Fell asleep listening to wholetones music.
Lft arm throbbing. It keeps trying to pop out of place.
Piano lessons go well. Julianne asks how to pray specifically. I give her update. She asks about walk. Told her it was too much for me and I’m hurting quite a bit.
Once home, I tell Joe I’m hurting too much to cook dinner. He says don’t. It’ll be everyone on their own for dinner. Rae & I make ourselves a salad. I also drink my carrot juice. It’s nasty today. I tried using blanched carrots, butts didn’t go so well. Plus I’m having trouble with amount of ginger. Might be better to dehydrate it and use in powder form.
I’ve been searching for a dishwasher and freezer. Thought I found both that were I our price range. Showed Joe. He said to inquire. One is pending sale other is available. Joe doesn’t seem too interested. This makes me angry. He decides it time for bed and hands me remote. I throw it across room. He tell me I probably broke it. I tell him good. I guess I will no longer look. If it becomes important to him then he can look. I have enough on my plate. And he wonders why I have the I can do it myself attitude.
I’m in great pain. My whole body screams with pain. Abominable cramping severe. I want to cry. Arms, hands, legs, feet, back throbbing immensely. Feels like I got horribly beaten while trying to run a 5k untrained for. It’s hurts to lie down or move. Lower lft leg mid calf tourniquet tightening feeling. Nerves stinging throughout. Low back pain severe.
Night vitamins taken plus 800mg ibuprofen.
Thankful for …
1. Time spent at beach
2. Beautiful day
3. Rae improving in piano
April 26
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April 27
545a rough night. Vision very blurry trouble seeing straight. N much pain..
Nerves stinging and burning. Muscles ache deeply and burn. Hands throbbing. Headache. Sinuses congested. I sometimes wonder if there’s foods I’m allergic to that I’m unaware of. Pain level 8.5 😢
Oh, I need to put the CT cocktail in the fridge to chill.
Song on mind:
🎶Oh, I want to see Him, look upon His face,
There to sing forever of His saving grace;
On the streets of Glory let me lift my voice; Cares all past, home at last, ever to rejoice.🎶
1 Chronicles 6; Luke 19:10; 1 Samuel 1:12-15;
Morning meds and vitamins taken (Edarbyclor 1/4 pill, Dexliant, B Complex, 4k mg C, 1k mg Niacin)
Juice: 2 oranges, 1 carrot, 2 celery, 1/2 apple, ginger. I’m almost out of veggies to juice.
Listening to wholetones chroma music.
Load of clothes in washer. Dinner partially in crockpot.
Decided to paint opposite corner in kitchen. Had to put up painters tape because my hands were too shaky and I kept painting the counter or cabinet. I think this is the messiest paint job I’ve ever done. I have paint all over my hands. Lol.
Mid morning snack: diced pears and unsweetened applesauce – 1 cup each.
10:30 received message from our CPA. She spoke with IRS this morning. It’s under review. It should be processed within four weeks. We needed that money weeks ago.
12:00 afternoon vitamins taken. I’m done painting for the day. Whole body throbbing and my nerves are stinging immensely.
Bank run. Pickup a few veggies for juicing. Pick up Rae for her Dr appt.
1:30 arrived at Dr appt early. They got her seen quickly. We were there less than an hour. Decided to check out Aldi’s on way home. Prices are decent. Paying a quarter for a buggy is odd, but I guess it works getting customers to return buggies to get their quarter back.
Sat in recliner to rest when we got home. Ended up crashing for a little while. Not sure how long I was out. Had nightmare that I had allergic reaction to the contrast die for the body scan and had to be taken to ER stat. Not good. Guess I’m more concerned than I thought. Lord, please help.
Recvd phone call with distressing news. I’m hurting immensely and this just made me cry. I tell God I need help I cannot handle any more negative news right now.
5.30 my sister came for a visit while I was trying to fix dinner. The meat didn’t come off the bone like I thought it should. Had to use fork and knife to scrape it off. I’m getting frustrated, but still work at it. Ask Rae to fix a veggie. Smells are turning my stomach. I’m not hungry. Need to walk away.
Sit down in living room to visit. We pray and eat dinner. Joe sweetly serves me. I’m thankful bcuz I’m out of energy and feel like going to bed.
8:00 I’m fizzed out and need to lie down. Entire body stinging burning throbbing pain intensely. Pain level an 8.
Headache. Trouble thinking straight. Jj,7,,mlm
