August 23
6:00 it’s too early to be awake. I’m exhausted. Hurting from head to toes. I wish the thunderstorms would go away for a while. Muscle periodically twitching throughout body. Headache. Thirsty. Dry mouth. Diarrhea is back. Stomach hurts.
Psalm 94:18-19; Jeremiah 51-52; 1 Corinthians 2:9
Get to go pick up the Scion this morning. Have to go cash a check at the bank first. Went to count the money once she gave it to me except my brain went blank on how to count the money. I felt dumb. Jordon helped. Cashier said that it was understandable considering my circumstances right now. The car looks pretty good.
Washed load of clothes. Load of clothes in dryer. Worked on planning meals for the week. Stuck on what to do for one day. Went to fruit market before picking up Dezirae. Took Dez to her job for the week. We stopped at grocery store on way home. Figured I will not have a vehicle tomorrow since Dez is going to drive to school, so I better get groceries now. I’m plumb wore out and hurting all over.
Laying down for a bit once home. Can’t push anymore. Slept until 5:30. I don’t want to get up. Need to cook dinner.
Everything tastes off. Eating anyways. I hurt all over.
9:00 going to bed to be with Joe until he falls asleep. It’s been raining most of the evening. Taking pain rx with vitamins tonight. Pain level is 7/8. I don’t think straight nor am able to do much of anything when I hurt this much. Stomach hurts and feels bloated.
Thankful for… 1. Able to pick up Jordon’s car today 2. Jordon able to get his phone fixed today 3. Able to get groceries with Dezirae 4. I don’t have to go anywhere tomorrow and can rest as needed.
August 24
7:00 having trouble getting up this morning. I’m in so much pain all over. I suppose from trying to do too much over last few days in combination with the thunderstorms. Finally fell asleep closer to midnight once pain eased after taking pain rx. Home resting now.
I Timothy 1:7 came to mind. Quoted to Dezirae and prayed with her from bed before she left for school.
Psalm 116:1-2; Lamentations 1-3:36; 1 Corinthians 10:13 Lamentations 3:22-24 It is of the LORD’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness. The LORD is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him.
Fell back to sleep until 9am. Took morning meds/vitamins plus tramadol. Made fresh juice for couple days. Added Moringa Leaf powder. 1/2 tsp helps me with energy for most of day. Dinner in crockpot. Filtered water in containers. Cleaned of fridge freezer and drained water in bottom of fridge (need a new fridge). Load in washer. Made pasta salad for lunches for next few days. Worked on bulletin for Sunday. Ordered a birthday present for Joe.
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Jordon sweet – brought home lunch. I’m enjoying my time with him before he goes off to college.
In grumpy mood once Joe got home. Trouble comprehending him in conversation caused irritation. Chose to stop talking instead of trying to figure it out because it was just getting worse. Not going to play blame game though it’s easy to fall in that trap. Just best to keep mouth shut.
Dinner: Crockpot Meatball Stroganoff. It was okay. Not the way I usually make it. Don’t recall it either. Gave away my meatball. Mom gave us Momo’s. I like them better air fried. Will do that tomorrow with the veggie fried rice.
9:30 exhausted from the day. Spent few hours with Jordon sorting through clothes to pack for college. Glad that I’m more coherent this time to actually help. Thank you, Lord.
Whole body aches. Nerves stinging. Thunderstorms off and on all day…some severe. Stinging needle pain from mid chin to feet on both legs. Low back and rt hip ache deeply. Ears ringing for few minutes a couple times today. Yeast in bellybutton trying to make come back. Applied colloidal silver again. Feet ache.
Thankful for… 1. Spending quality time with Jordon 2. Being able to encourage a few friends today through texts and messages. 3. Joe washed a few dishes 4. Able to get a few chores done today
