Journal Entries May 6-7, 2018

May 6, 2018

11:40a- Rt ear ringing.  Rt hip throbbing.  Pain radiating down leg to rt foot.  Spot on lower lft leg is a little bigger.

11:20p- Center of chest hurting horribly.  Tried to carry a case of peas to car, but only got to the door.  It hurt too much to carry them.  Had to get help.  Lft lower leg still aches.  Certain spot when touched feel like I’m being scraped with glass chareds.  Painful!!!  Don’t know what to think.  Hands swollen.  Rt hand aches.  Rt hip throbbing with pain shooting down to foot.

May 7, 2018

1 Samuel 16:7
But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.

1 Peter 3:4
But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price.

We should be thankful that God made each one of us unique individuals. How boring life would be if we all acted and looked alike.

We are most beautiful when we practice the fruits of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23). It is then that God’s beauty shines through us.

🎶He’s still working on me
To make me what I ought to be
It took him just a week to make the moon and stars
The sun and the earth and Jupiter and Mars
How loving and patient He must be
‘Cause He’s still workin’ on me🎶

3:58p- Bp161/104 hr 83 Temp 99.5

Journal Entries May 3-4, 2018

May 3, 2018

8:26a – didn’t sleep well.  Woke with a headache. Eyes hurt.

11:42p- Headache most of day.  Not sure if it was triggered by bright lights and loud noise at skating party or trying to learn new things.  Watching Homeschool Summit videos this week.  Also trying to learn how to blog.

May 4, 2018

Psalm 121:1-2
​ I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills,
from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the Lord,
which made heaven and earth.

Thankful that God still works miracles. When we are facing what seems to be an impossible feat, our best action is to stop and take a moment to look up. Look up to our Heavenly Father who has the power to accomplish the unexpected.

https://www.brainline.org/author/brian-greenwald/qa/why-does-everything-hurt-so-much-after-brain-injury

https://www.brainline.org/article/recovering-mild-traumatic-brain-injury

11:55pm – Field trip to Hot Air Balloon Festival in Foley, AL.  We shared a charry Italian ice.  Kids got to ride a Segway.  We slowly walked the booths.  We got to watch Disconnected-Dogs K9 Frisbee show.  Kids got autographed Frisbees and pictures with Riley.  Ended evening by eating at Cici’s pizza with Dad for dinner.  Had enjoyable day.

Loud noises caused headache. Rt ear hurts. Hypersensitive to lightning.  Rt hip throbbing.  Rt foot hurts. Rt back of neck knotted and throbbing.  Aweful  in lft leg just above the ankle area.  Feels like something is cutting my skin with piece of broken glass.  Area where it hurts is slightly swollen.  Nothing there to indicate that the skin has been broken.  Anything that touches that area increases the pain.

Peace of Mind

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

John 16:33
These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

Thankful that no matter what is going on around us we can have peace of mind that Jesus is always near.

🎶There’s a peace in my heart that the world never gave,
A peace it cannot take away;
Though the trials of life may surround like a cloud,
I’ve a peace that has come here to stay! 
Refrain:
Constantly abiding, Jesus is mine;
Constantly abiding, rapture divine;
He never leaves me lonely, whispers, oh, so kind:
“I will never leave thee”—Jesus is mine. 🎶

🎶I have a peace in my heart that the world never gave me and a peace it cannot take away. An everlasting peace and I know that it’s here to stay. 🎶

Journal Entries April 28-29, 2019

April 28, 2018

Hebrews 4:14-16
Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession. For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

Thankful that one ounce of the Lord’s mercy is greater than a mountain of the world’s comforts.

7:53a – Overdid yesterday…chest hurting severely…kept me up

3:21p-

https://blog.paleohacks.com/stretches-lower-back-and-hip-pain/?fbclid=IwAR3Jf6eFPQ-n2RKlTsbZ4JSRlo0r9a5iNLJFO0RHp6itmaaJsY40-rSMzpA#

https://www.healyourlife.com/7-ways-to-heal-costochondritis-naturally

April 29, 2018

12:07a- In a lot of pain…costochondritis fair up is kicking me in butt.  Feels like someone is stabbing me in chest with sharp knife and sometimes twisting…not able to do much without extreme pain.  Lord, please ease the pain so I can go to church.  I need some sleep to be at my best for tomorrow.  Thank you, Lord.

Journal Entries April 25-27, 2019

April 25, 2018

7:11a- I think I slightly overdid it yesterday.  Woke to calves throbbing, hands swollen, fingers tingling, toes tingly, slight headache, stuffy nose, lower back aches, rt hip hurts.  Rt ear hurts.

If only I could start stretches or something to loosen up my muscles.  They feel so tight all the time.

10:33- I hurt so bad right now my eyes are watering involuntarily.  Another costochondritis flair up!  Over did it.  Walking too much and pushing buggy.  Had to ask for help bc I couldn’t even push it over threshold of doorway. 

Microwave died tonight.  Pew!!  I can’t hear up my heating pad.  Oils only help for a little while.

April 26, 2018

John 10:9-11
I am the door: by me if any man enter in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture. The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep.

Thankful that God always keeps His promises. He has so much more for us if we will only trust Him and obey.

April 27, 2018

9:55a- Getting rid of migraine…

*Naproxen

  • Naproxen
  • Ice pack on back of neck for 15 min
  • Peppermint oil – 1 drop under tongue
  • Peppermint tea
  • EO Pain Rub – roll on back of neck, temples, forehead
  • Grape Juice
  • Handful of nuts
  • Aspirin
  • Tylenol
  • Epsom Salt Baths
  • Handful of nuts
  • Drink 16 oz. water

1:46pm – I’ve had a bad headache for third day now…can’t seem to shake it.  Rt eye periodically twitching.

5:00p- Headache finally gone after drinking a glass of warm grape juice.

Journal Entries April 22-24, 2019

April 22, 2018

Left ankle hurts like I sprained it.  Rt ankle swollen and throbbing.  Vision feels foggy.  Rt hip throbbing.  Both legs ache.  Entire back throbs when I laid down.  Didn’t lay down for long.  My rt arm started getting hot during evening service.  It’s not red, but feels like it has a temperature. 

9:41- Rt calf is cramping bad.

April 23, 2018

1 John 4:4
Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

Thankful that focusing on God’s faithfulness allows our fears to dissolve and gives us courage to keep moving forward.

10:08a- Woke up exhausted.  Had bad dreams.  Rt toes very cold.

10:10p- Stuttering a lot today, tripping over my words. 

Toes tingly,  Fingers tingly.  Tried to do liver cleanse drink.  Cayenne pepper causing inside chest & esophagus to  burn.  Tummy feels bloated.

Rt hips hurts.  Calves feel heavy after walking a bit.  Tire out easily.  Trouble staying focused on one task.

April 24, 2018

9:35a- Bp 168/131 hr 102 (198/131 hr 102)  Temp 98.1  Arms tingly and aching.  Slight headache.  Rt hip aches.  Calves ahce.  Toes cold.  Forget where I was going in conversation.  Lft ear hurt a little.

11:48p- Pins & needles sensation in both forearms, hands, and upper back.  Toes freezing.  Lower legs ache.  Slight headache.

Godliness

How does one attempt to live a godly life when you live in a wicked sinful world?  Where there seems to be evil doings everywhere you turn…people have replaced God with whatever suits their fancy; God’s name is taken in vain even by those who call themselves Christian; Sunday services are no longer important; children disrespect and even hate their parents; killings everywhere; selfish pleasures come before serving others; there is lack of respect for other and their belongings; dishonesty is viewed as okay as long as it is for the greater good; immorality is praised everywhere we go; and you better keep up with the Jones in order to be happy.  This is not godliness.

Webster’s Dictionary defines godliness as “believing in God and in the importance of living a moral life”.   Godliness in the Bible is basically an active obedience that springs from a reverent awe of God.

It is virtually impossible to build a godly life without a foundation built on Jesus Christ.  To practice godliness, we must first develop a relationship with God, and further practice a life that is pleasing to God.  Our view of God and our relationship with Him will be portrayed in our behavior.

REST “nauch”

Image by Jim Black from Pixabay 

Psalm 23:1-2
​The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.

The word “rest” is mentioned 265 times in the Bible. The Hebrew word for rest is “nuach” – which means to rest, to be quiet. God knows that we need to take time out for rest and restoration especially from the influences of a fallen world.

In the midst of our busy lives, whether working a job, taking care of kids, studying for finals, or burdened with a heavy load, God wants us to take time to rest in His care. We are human and it’s necessary to take time to rest not only physically and emotionally, but also spiritually.

If we refuse to take the necessary time for rest, it will only lead to a discontented, distrusting, unsatisfied life. Resting in the Lord will bring refreshing peace and give us strength to face the next task ahead.

Let’s learn to depend on the Shepherd’s provision, guidance, and protection. In doing so, we will renew our strength (Isaiah 40:31), be encouraged (Joshua 1:9), increase our faith (Romans 10:17), remind ourselves that we are loved (John 3:16), energize our hope (Psalm 31:24), and glorify Him (Zephaniah 3:17; John 10:7-10).

Written April 19, 2018

Journal Entries April 19-20, 2018

April 19, 2018

7am- woke with entire back throbbing, arms & hands swollen and hurting, lower legs hurt, nerves tingling throughout, hot

Psalm 23:1-2
​ The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.

April 20, 2018

6:46a- https://drjockers.com/3-powerful-foods-reducing-inflammation/

I hurt so bad all over.  Exhausted…only slept 4 ½ hours.  Going to try to get a little more sleep.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Thankful that no matter how chaotic the world may seem around us we can have peace in our souls by simply asking. The most peaceful place to be is with Jesus.

9:04a- Rough night.  Woke at 2am & 3:30am.  Had to get up at 5:30am to take Joe to work.  Went back to bed.  Fell asleep until 8am.

Rt hip hurts, heart feels like its racing, chest feels tight & sore, but pain seems to  be easing a little.  Tired much today.

Joe came home earlier than normal. Decided to go bowling as family. I sat and watch.  Didn’t want to have a relapse. 

Rt hip & leg throbbing.  Rt ankle hurts.  Back feels achy.

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