Category: My Healing Journey

November 24, 2017

“Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.”

7:53a- Woke up in not as much pain as I thought I would.  Center of chest throbbing.  Lower back throbbing.  Hands have pins and needles sensation.  Legs ache a little.  Upper back is sore.  Headache is gone.  Yeah!

2:30p- Lower body cold.  Face feels hot and is flushed looking.  Feel like I have a fever, but don’t.

10:48p- Lower back throbbing.  Right hip throbbing.  Tired.  Brain mildly hurts. Eyes hurt.  Hot.  Center of chest starting to hurt.

November 25, 2017

8:51a- Crazy dream.  Middle and lower back throbbing like a toothache.  Not feeling too healthy. Running a low grade fever.  Eyes are red on edges.  Face is feeling flushed.  Rt hip aches.

November 26, 2017

6:56a- Crazy dream.  Lower back throbbing, rt hip throbbing, hand have pins and needles sensation. Stuffy nose.

10:09a- Eyes blurry.  Nose area slightly swollen.  Head hurts.  Spot/indentation on head hurts.  Rt foot aches and has pins and needles sensation.

11:21a- Trouble focusing to play piano.  Got flustered and felt face flushing.  Shaky.  Hands and feet have pins and needles sensation.  Hands ache.  It’s like my hands and eyes are struggling to coordinate with each other.

11:47- Nose started bleeding out of no where.  Able to catch it before it ran everywhere.  Cramping in left leg.  Little dizzy.  Pins and needles sensation climbing up arms to elbow.

3:30p- 2^nd nose bleed today after focusing on the computer for 30 minutes.

6:58p- 3^rd nose bleed during church.  Feel week.

8:40p- Hurt to swallow just now.  Felt like swallowing razor blade.  Ouch!  I’m freezing.

10:39p- Woke up suddenly sick to stomach.  Vomited.  Heart racing.  Feel week.  Sour stomach.  Yucky taste in mouth.

November 22, 2017

11:51p- Woke up excited because I’m gonna see Bubba tonight.  Body aches, but nothing I can’t handle.

Grocery shopping wears me out, but still have a lot to do…make pies, stuffing, painted back door, etc.

I’m really hurting now.

4:06p – First pie is cooling for tomorrow…Crustless Sweet Potato Pie

5:37p – Through all that has happened this year, the trials and the blessing…God has been good. I’m am thankful for All He Has Done!

9:22p – Praising the Lord for safe travels for Jakob, Timmel, & Caleb made it home safely!

November 23, 2017

7:02a – Woke up in a lot of pain…did too much yesterday.  Pins and needles sensation in hands and feet.  Headache.

7:43a- 1 Thessalonians 5:18 ~ In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

Thanking God for His unfailing love and consistent care even in unpleasant circumstances that have hidden blessings along the way.

“It is not my ability, but my response to God’s ability that counts. “  -Corrie ten Boom

8:42a- Homemade Cinnamon Rolls for breakfast.  Yum!

11:18p- Did a lot more than usual to make it special.  I’m in a lot of pain!!!  Hope to get some much needed sleep.

Chest hurts, neck hurts, right hip hurts, headache, vision fuzzy, little more dizzy than normal…

November 20, 2017

5:08a – Woke from a weird dream (Hope)…  Nerves in my back, left side, and right lower leg feel like they are on fire.  Can’t go back to sleep.

6:18- Changes in my nerve pain could indicate that my nerves are starting to heal. 

www.sralab.org/lifecenter/resources/pain-peripheral-neurogenic-pain-nerve-pain

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3204849/

11:38a- Eyes and brain feel like their getting blurry after trying to help clean house.  Need to rest a while.

Chilly sensation on back of neck that travels down neck region.  Random muscle twitching in left buttocks region.

November 21, 2017

7:27a- Woke from crazy dream…someone stole our truck from our country property, and I tried chasing them down on foot…ended up in Arkansas

Whole body aches/hurts.  Low back throbbing.  Hands pins and needles sensation.

Eyes blurry and watery.  Slight headache.  Heart feels like its beating hard.

https://www.webmd.com/pain-management/nonprescription-treatments-nerve-pain#1

7:36a- I’m adding coconut oil back into my diet.

www.draxe.com/coconut-oil-benefits/

*Please note that when posting links to other websites I’m merely sharing information that I have found that may or may not help. I am just trying to figure out explanations and how to help ease the pain or symptoms that I personally am experiencing.

November 19, 2017

9:33a- Had crazy dream last night.  Lower back hurts.  Woke up excited.  We’re having Thanksgiving Dinner at church today.  I love turkey.  Hands ache, feet pins n needles, mixing up words. 

4:44p- Just learned that taking too much Niacin (B3) can cause nausea and skin flushing.  Going to back off on B Complex vitamins to see if that will help.

8:38p- Indigestion.  Center of chest icy hot throbbing.  Rt hips hurts.

10:00p- Niacin flush = intense flushing or “prickly heat” sensation to the face and upper body, usually 15-30 minutes.

https://draxe.com/niacin-side-effects/

10:16p- Intense sharp pain in left abdomen…almost immediately took my night vitamins/rx

November 18, 2017

6:01a- Woke with a slightly bloody nose rt side, stuffy & congested.

6:27a- “I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.  My help cometh from the Lord, which made heaven and earth. 

8:30a- Bloody nose got worse.  Now feel weak & lightheaded.  Bp 135/105 rt 88

3:42p – I’ve always thought of candy corn as a Thanksgiving treat. Can’t even find it now! Ugh!

10:15p – I think I’m going make a button to wear that says, “I survived being struck by lightning”. 
I get lots of staring eyes when people see me riding around the store in a wheelchair. Their whole attitude changes when we tell them why.

I get that I look healthy on the outside, but that doesn’t mean I don’t deal with neuropathic pain every day on the inside. I’m fighting through the pain to get better and making notes along the way. Some days are better than others, but it’s going to be a long road to recovery.

I’ve shed many tears through the pain especially on the difficult days. I’ve even learned to laugh at myself. Though I don’t know the reason for this trial, He is the Rock that I lean on when I am overwhelmed (Psalm 62:1). 

I know that God has a purpose and a plan for all things for His glory (Romans 8:28).

I’ve already seen God’s grace at work through this trial and for that I am truly blessed.

November 16, 2017

7:30a- Woke up late for an appointment.  It’s hard to get moving in the morning. 

Right side aches as though I’ve been punched.  Low back hurts.  Feet ache and have pins and needles sensation.  Hands ache.  Headache finally gone.

6:15p- Feet throbbing with pins and needles sensation.  Rt hip & side hurts.  Low back hurts.  Hands ache.

Walked a good bit today.  Walked into Costcos (rode wheelchair inside store) and back to car.  Walked to neighbors three houses down.  Visited a little while and walked back home again.

7:23p- Hot flash…skin is beat red from chest upward to face…running a fever too.

Icy sensation in center of chest.  Splotchy red spots on upper chest – almost resembling hives.

November 17, 2017

8:05a – Woke up from a bad dream…being stung by a swarm of bees after trying to rescue someone stuck in a tree…

My whole body hurts horribly today.  Slight headache.  BP 135/94 hr 84

5:56p It’s amazing how much pain zapps your energy.

6:51p- I crashed for two hours this afternoon.  Woke up not feeling well.  Chilly.  Forehead feels warm.

7:47p- Feeling sick to my stomach.  Unexplained goosebumps.

10:18p- Pain levels have increased.  Probably an 8.  Low back throbbing.  Middle back aches.  Hands ache.  Legs hurts.  Feel like I was in a fight.  Headache.  Chest hurts.  Stuffy nose.  Tired but can’t sleep.  Nauseous.

10:31p – Very interesting…

https://www.livestrong.com/article/180670-brain-injury-recovery-exercises/?fbclid=IwAR3wSlwcIgQ-TKM9S4SC5aK4K4t8KtOYLzYTVUjG2AQcIScpcYjI8DVqS70

November 14, 2017

6L45p- Woke up with headache.  Whole body aches.  Trouble focusing on one thing.  Took me all day to get sign classes ready for tomorrow.

Excruciating cramp in right side of stomach today.

Rt hip hurts, pins & needles sensation in hands and feet.  Still have headache.

November 15, 2017

Woke up with headache.  Lower back hurts.  Hands and arms pins and needles sensation.  Legs and feet pins and needles sensation.  Neck hurts.

10:08p- Emotional roller coaster day.  Came home from co-op and crashed for 2 ½ hours.  Lower back throbbing.  Hands tingly with pins and needles sensation.  Cramping in right lower back – like muscle spam feeling.  Chest hurts with tinge of icy sensation.

Information to share: I thought I would share this information because I know many of us endure pain on a daily basis. My primary Dr recently added three supplements to my regimen of supplements…one of which is MSM.

I don’t know if it will help everyone. Personally, I would much rather take something that’s natural than a chemical that may have horrible side effects.

MSM is the abbreviation for methylsulfonylmethane. Some of the reported benefits are:

• pain relief
• reduces inflammation
• increases blow flow
• controls overactive nerve impulses
• reduces muscle spams

My doctor recommended me taking two capsules per day on an empty stomach.  Of course, the dosage may vary depending on individual needs.

I’ve been taking it for almost two weeks now and have already noticed a slight reduction in my pain levels.  I’ve even notices that my allergies that I would normally suffer with because of pollens isn’t as bad like it usually is this time of year.

November 12, 2017

8:45a- Woke with both sides of nose bloody.  Head hurts.  Exhausted.  Legs hurt.  Arms hurt.

8:05p- Bright lights bother my eyes, light headache, trouble focusing, sporadic ringing in right ear, easily irritated.

2:20p – Praising the Lord not only for the visitor today, but also that he walked the aisle and got saved today!  Hallelujah, what a Saviour!

 🎶 If just one more soul were to walk down the aisle, It would be worth every struggle, It would be worth every mile…🎶

November 13, 2017

11:33a- Woke up in a lot of pain.  Hard to get moving.  Took Jordon to Dr & deposit check at bank.  I’m exhausted.  Chilly sensation at base of neck.

6:19p-  We ended up being involved with media campaign regarding R Moore.  Joe supposedly signed a letter that he never signed.  We knew nothing of it.  Joe getting phone calls all day.  I can’t handle this right now.  It’s making all my nerves hurt!!

9:49p- Very stressful day.  Had melt down around 7pm.  Symptoms are overactive and I have headache coming on.  Hopefully, a good night’s sleep will help

November 10, 2017

4:29p- Thought I was doing fairly decent keeping up with school work until today.  Kids asked questions about Thanksgiving break.  I told them I would check because I have to get their planner ready for next few weeks today.  They informed me that they didn’t have a planner for this week.  Ugh!

Not feeling well. Neck hurts. Rt hip slightly aches.  Hands pins and needles sensation. Center of chest chilly sensation.  Brain hurts.  Got overwhelmed when I found out I was behind.  Joe says I’m running a fever.

10:21p- BP 147/94 hr 85.  Pins and needles sensation in hands and feet.  Head hurts, but not headache.  Slightly bloody nose.  Little dizzy.  Lower back aches.  Back of neck hurts with occasional icy sensation.  Feel achey all over.  Left hand hurts more than right.  Left shoulder hurts if I move certain ways.  I need good sleep.  I’m tired and Joe’s tired of me being ill.  I can’t hurry my healing…it’s not in my power.  Only with God’s help will I make it through this new jungle.  I just want to cry.

10:34p- Sharp pain in right side of head when I laid down.

November 11, 2017

8:40a- Woke up to a bloody nose.  Icy sensation in between shoulder blades.  Head hurts.  Legs ache.  Sharp pain in left forearm.

10:53a- I need to find something I can create that means something to me and gives me purpose.

10:51p- Legs have felt very heavy.  Haven’t been able to do much today without getting icy sensation in center of chest or in between shoulder blades.  Hands numb and tingling.  Legs pins and needles sensation.  Headache.  Extremely tired.  Running low grade fever off and on.

11:01p- Not sure what’s going on but I’ve been running low grade fever off and on the past couple of days. Extra tired and nerve pain has been odd lately with new symptoms oncoming. Praying it’s temporary. Thanking God that He’s ever interceding.

Hebrews 7:25
Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.

*Dr confirmed at my last appointment that I have actually been running a low grade fever since my lightning strike.  He said that it’s normal because the heat from the lightning causes your body temperature to increase.

November 8, 2017

6:49a- Left shoulder hurts.  Woke with both arms numb and tingling.  Lower back throbbing.  Calf muscles tight and achey.

2:23p- I’m not feeling well.  Going to crash for a while.  Something’s not right.

7:28p- I slept for over 3 hours.  My head feels like it could explode.  My left arm is tingly and feels heavy.  I’m freezing, but its 75 degrees inside.  I have sock on and am under blanket.

November 9, 2017

10:07a- I feel  slightly better than yesterday.  Whole body aches.  Pins & needles/tingly sensation.  Head throbbing.

10:49p- Felt a little better after taking D.E. I’m still not feeling the best.  Noticed that bump on head is gone, but had left an indentation.  It sinks too.  Don’t have an appetite. Joe made me eat something for lunch. 

Pain got so bad…had to take Naproxen.  My body still aches, but not as bad.

Vision got blurry after focusing on getting bulletin typed for Sunday & created event on FB.  Hard time focusing to play the piano.  Need to get some rest, but now that it’s time to sleep I’m wide awake.

11:05p- Random shooting pain in right hand & wrist, and left elbow.