Jesus – Bright and Morning Star

Revelation 22:16 I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star. 

Jesus sent His angels to testify in the churches so that they could spread the word to the world. Hence, we should be joyfully sharing the Good News to the world around us.

Jesus gave himself the names “the root of David” and “the bright and morning star”.  How can these being opposite of each other be compared to Christ?

A root is deep in the ground where it’s not seen while a star shines brightly in the heavens. The root signifies His humanity while the star signifies His deity. The root connects Him to the lineage of David; the star declares that He is the brightest of His Father’s glory and will be the One who puts a final end to the darkened world.

Looking forward to His glorious appearing!

Lightning Strikes – Journal Entries 4-6 December 2019

Dec 4

7.50 woke from nightmare. If only I can get my subconscience calmed so I won’t have nightmares anymore. I diffuse lavender at night.

Face hurts. Whole body aches. Rt hip hurting. Need to look for new chiropractor that won’t charge a lot. Probably could use an adjustment.

Looked in mirror. Rt eye very swollen. Started taking zyrtec again.

9.00 Jordon still coughing & snot green. Called Dr. Apt at 10am.

10am Dr confirmed sinus infection. Rx, nasal spray, and cough rx called in.

11.00 Mom called to see if Dezirae could help her babysit today. Dropped her off at place.

11.45 begin to process pumpkin for puree. Think I’ll dehydrate more for powder again. Wow! Pumpkin powder will last up to 5 yrs stored in cool dry place. 1 large pumpkin produced about 2 cups of puree. Woah!

12.45 bloody nose. Head pounding. Lights bothersome. Exhausted.

Need a nap. Not feeling well – feeling weak. Probably need to eat something.

7.59 able to help an LS pal find a TBI group near her by reaching out to my TBI coordinator for info. Thank you, Lord!

10.48 just finished pt exercises. Short of breath. Tired but awake. Arms sore. Rt hip throbbing with sharp stabbing pain in buttocks. Low back aches. Headache. Congestion starting to ease. Toes tingling. Feet hurt. Hands ache. Center of chest aches. Both legs ache. Lft leg tingling from knee down. Neck and shoulders tight and sore.

Dec 5

8.00 overslept guess I needed sleep

Headache. Ears ringing. Neck throbbing. Tingling sensation down spine. Whole body aches. Chest aches. Sore all over. Lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling in lft foot. Had nightmare.

Read Bible. Several psgs. John 10 made song pop in head ♫little lamb little lamb little innocent lamb I’m gonna serve God til I die…♫

3.45 left for church early to

8.00 face feels flushe*b6

Dec 6

12.49a having trouble with sides cramping horribly. Headache.hands hurt. Neck hurts. Feet chilly.

Think I finally fell asleep around 2am. took that long for cramping to ease.

6.00 hear noise I couldn’t recognize. Fell back asleep

7.00 woke to turkey crowing.

8.00 decided to read my Bible not going to fall back asleep.

10.00 Joe begins processing ducks. Stayed outside with friend to be a support…cringed at sounds, only able to handle it so long until smells made me nauceous. Had to go inside

https://msktc.org/tbi/factsheets/Memory-And-Traumatic-Brain-Injury.

11.30 remembered that I needed to check on SS pkg. Called company. Kept getting hung up on after automated system said it was having technical difficulties. Googled another number to call. Pkg to arrive soon.

12.30 helped friend wrap ducks for freezing. Never thought I’d ever do this. Yuck!

2.00 everyone chatting in livingroom. It’s too much for my brain to process all at once. Getting very sleepy. Dozed off several times.

4.30 guys decided on pizza

Lft side cramping again. Center lft chest hurting. Neck hurts. Shoulders tight & stinging. Still sleepy. Wish I had more energy.

6.30 face is flushed. Balance seems to be really off, but so far been able to catch myself. Have to get up from sitting position more slowly.

10.30 can’t sleep…in much pain from head to toe. Brain racing. Stinging needle pain in feet & toes. Neck throbbing. Stinging needle pain with periodic cramping in entire back. Legs burning aching. center of chest lft hurts. Rt jaw & ear aches. Indigestion.

Recvd email from Dr Mark Hyman about a recent podcast (not quite sure what a podcast is or how to retrieve one yet, but one day I will).

“PTSD and Traumatic Brain Injuries: A Functional Treatment Model”

https://drhyman.com/blog/2019/11/06/podcast-ep79/?utm_source=Broken+Brain+1+%2B+2+%28Combined+List%29&utm_campaign=08ab6cdaa7-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2018_03_29_COPY_01&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_c903b97dee-08ab6cdaa7-122239769&mc_cid=08ab6cdaa7&mc_eid=ed52d2e850

 

Interesting articles like these help me understand the significance of my many facets of unknowns regarding post LS injuries. I think I’ve always wanted to know the why’s and how’s of understanding things. Still do it’s just a little more challenging now due to learning curves and memory issues from the trauma and TBI.

Lightning Strikes – Journal Entries 1-3 December 2019

Dec 1

7.00 woke up late. rough night. Congested. Body feels like all my muscles are pulsating at same time – almost like I’m being electrocuted.

10.30 headache getting bad. Took naproxen.

https://medlineplus.gov/ency/article/003927.htm

https://medlineplus.gov/ency/article/001407.htm

https://www.mstrust.org.uk/a-z/paroxysmal-symptoms#what-are-paroxysmal-symptoms

 

Brain hurts. Eyes hurt – feels like my vision is getting worse and more blurred.

12.30 Joe invited visitors to stay an eat with us. Sent kids to store to add to it.

2.00 I’m exhausted and hurting. Brain hurts. Face hurts – sinuses

4.00 Guess what!? I was just asked to share my testimony about my lightning strike at a preachers conference next June. It’s exciting but nerve racking at same time. What ever will I say? Who am I that people want to hear my story? All I can say is Thank You, Lord!

Lord, please give me words to say (no point in writing them down as I would struggle following them) and help me to be a blessing pointing others to you. I am humbled at the thought.

10.00 In telling my son to stay on top of taking Echinacea, C, & zinc to combat his congestion and sinus issues, I realize I need to follow own advice. I also drink 1 tbs acv in half glass of orange juice. Gotta get over this junk. Using immune blend as well.

11.30 I’m wore out. Head pounding. Whole body aches. Sinus congestion & pain. Rt hip throbbing. Legs achy and cramping. Sneezy. Rt ear hurts.

Dec 2

12.30 still wide awake. Tylenol sinus not touching headache. Took it 2 hrs ago. Stuffy, runny nose. Lights bothersome. Night owl activated to help. Neck hurts. Lymph nodes at base of neck swollen especially lft side. They don’t hurt but are obviously swollen when looking in mirror. Tingling in lower lft leg down to toes in lft foot.

3.50 woke to runny nose and runs.

7.30 rough night. Up every few hours. Head pounding. Face hurts. I think I have sinus infection. I hurt from head to toe.

8.00 kids having trouble getting motivated to do schoolwork. I don’t blame them would rather stay in bed. Have much to do to prepare for weekend though.

12.00 brain hurts from helping daughter with schoolwork. Need brain break. Have headache too. Whole body aches. Face hurts. Sipping herbal tea. Dinner in crockpots – mushroom soup and meat for philly cheesesteak grilled cheese. Decided to use waffle iron. Brain may handle one sandwhich at time easier.

7.30 I feel miserable. Head pounding. Took Tylenol sinus, nasal spray, did nasal rinse, herbal tea, Echinacea, zinc, and c. If I can’t get under control will have to call Dr for help. Ugh!

Dec 3

6.30 woke to nose running. Whole body aches. Headache. Exhausted. Nightmares. Lamp bright. Eyes hurt & watery. Face hurts. Neck hurts. Feet cold. Severe congestion and stuffiness. Hands ache and sting little. Low back aches. Rt hip throbbing. Legs crampy & ache. Rt ear hurts. Rt jaw feels like toothache.

♫It’s a good thing to give thanks to the Lord and sing praises to His name. in the morning we will la la la and give praises to His name.♫  Wish I could figure out if that’s a song I remember from my youth or I’ve written it in my head.

♫ In His time, in His time, He makes all things beautiful in His time. Lord, please show me everyday As You’re teaching me Your way, That you do just what You say in Your time.♫

7.45 time to get up. Kids have school. If only I could take a sick day.

9.00 called Dr’s office to make apt. Confirmed that I have sinus infection. Antibiotics called in. They’ll be ready this afternoon. I feel miserable.

11.30a physical therapy today. Pushing myself to go. It’s been 6 weeks since last visit. Blair says even with set back of getting sick I’ve improved overall. Yay! Able to do walking test around cone without cane for first time. Confirmed the reasons she asked for 2nd opinion was not only right tract for VOR exercises but also my dizziness stems from central nervous system damage aka TBI. This info to me is reassuring – It’s not all just in my head though it is, and I’m not crazy. Had me do new exercise – walk in and out of cones on floor. Reminded me of soccer exercises when I was a teen. I liked soccer.

Is it odd that I tear up when some action or smell causes me to remember a memory I thought I lost forever? Sometimes it feels as if I have selective amnesia from the TBI post LS. I have large periods of my past that I can’t seem to remember.

When I’m around others talking about past memories, I listen and really try to be happy for them. In my mind’s eye, I wish I could remember things in my past…like my wedding day, my babies being born, their first steps, etc. I don’t hardly remember any of them. Makes me want to make keepsakes book so I can remember…or at least enjoy the pictures. Then I just want to have a good cry because I don’t remember.

Maybe I can research how to get back your memory.

10.30 Antibiotics taken. Face hurts. Rt eye swollen half shut. Been long time since my allergies acted up this much. Don’t recall what was done to combat it. Whole body aches. Rt hip throbbing. Neighbors burning leaves tonight just made it worse. Informed kids they’re on their own for breakfast. I’m sleeping in a little. I need the rest. Had to cancel decorating at church tomorrow. Lord willing, I’ll feel better enough to decorate some on Thursday before church.

Lightning Strikes – Journal Entries 28-30 Nov 2019

Nov 28

6.00 slept good once I fell asleep. Bad dreams don’t remember much…in distress…strange men in woman’s bathroom…talking with Mrs. Chris and her brother about situation as if we were best of friends…just strange.

Must have been moaning bc Joe was rubbing my back when I came to. It felt so good back has been very sore last few days.

6.30 Whole body aches. Headache. Severe congestion. Sore throat -hurts to swallow.

Got up to take cinnamon rolls out of fridge for them to rise. Rt side starting to cramp. I’m so tired.

 

Nov 29

5.00 woke to nose running…thought it was blood at first but thankfully not. Guys already gone hunting.

6.30 nose running again

8.00 back rt side cramping with sharp jabs. Making it hard to do much.

1.00p Dezirae helping to rearrange LR little to be able to put tree up.

3.00 finally got it figured out. Dezirae work on putting tree up while I reconnect computer.

7.00 Mom, Mark, & April came over to see if Dezirae & I wanted to go with them to see the Christmas lights at Colonnades. We went with. So pretty.

7.45 I’m exhausted and hurting all over. Went to parents house to visit with Mark & April little more. They leave tomorrow some time.

11.40 been sneezing & coughing most of day. Eyes watery. Skin itchy. Took Benadryl. Legs ache. Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling. Congested. Actually contemplated sinus rinse today but never went thru withit. Bones aches. Rt hip hurts. Feet ache with toes tingly. Low back throbbing.

Vitacost.com/blog/vitamins-supplements/supplements/types-of-magnesium.html 

Nov 30

12.29a hope to fall asleep soon. Much pain, tired, eyes watery, nerves tingly thru body, rt hip throbbing, whole body aches.

8.30 very rough night. Bad headache. Severely congested. Bad headache. Hurts to move. Whole body throbbing. Bad dreams. Lights bothersome. Noises bothersome. Head pounding.

9.30 made immune blend roller bottles for Joe & myself – both of us not feeling well (sick). Had to take migraine rx.

11.45 I hurt all over & feel plain lousy. It’s going to be a lazy day for us.

10.30 managed to get bulletins done. Had family help. Dezirae did fill ins and guys helped fold them. I’m feeling tad better. Applying immune blend helped. Tired. Still ache all over. Chilling tinging poky pain all over back. Coughing. Congested. Headache. Sneezing. Center of chest hurts. Hands ache. Rt hip aches. Feet ache.

Oddly enough I enjoyed being sick with my hubby at same time today. Not gonna sound right (it sounds funny in my head) but usually when we are sick at same times we are grouchy to each other not today. We were helping each other, checking on each other, cuddling and watching tv together. It was comforting. Thank you, Lord!

Lightning Strikes – Journal Entries 25-27 Nov 2019

Nov 25

5.30 it’s too early. I’m so tired. Whole body hurts to move.

8.00 lights bright. Chest throbbing. Did way too much past weekend. Whole body hurts. Back hurts.

9.58p

https://wellnessmama.com/5425/balance-hormones/

11.30 VOR exercises sure do initiate vertigo symptoms. Suppose to be helping…they may be, but gabapentin adds to dizziness so not so sure. I don’t think gab is helping with nerve pain. Need to figure something else out.

Wondering if hormones are out of balance due to LS? Feel like my body is fighting something yet I feel stir crazy. TBI mtg tomorrow am & church in pm.

Dizzy. Back aches. Headache. Hands ache. Low back aches. Muscles randomly twitching thru body. Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness & tingling. Toes tingly. Neck hurts. Rested most of day. Shoulders ache. Sinuses congested. Skin itchy feeling like somethings crawling all over me. Lips chapped.

 

Nov 26

5.30 whole body aches. sharp stabbing pains in torso, headache, congested, arms stinging, low back throbbing, lower left leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling, neck hurts, eyes watery. I’m tired.

Woke from strange dream…I beat three strange people up for getting too close to daughter and myself in store.  Have daughter call 911. I faint just as cops and Joe show up and end up in hospital not knowing what happened or how I got there.

2.00p Able be to an encouragement and witness to newcomer at TBI today. It was encouraging to me to be able to talk about the Lord. Wore out & have headache. Need to crash a while.

3.00 fell asleep for short while. Probably could sleep more

11.59p whole body aches. Rt hip throbbing. Low back throbbing. Lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some tingling. Lft hand tingly. Neck hurts. Head hurts. Tired. Need to go to sleep. Contmplating weaning myself off the gabapentin. I don’t think it’s helping enough to make difference except to make me dizzier.

 

Nov 27

5.30 woken by sharp pain in center of chest. Felt like heart fluttering for about 5 minutes or so. Muscles in legs spasming.

Bad dream. . . I was searching for something in semi panic state. Couldn’t find whatever it was I was searching for. Sinuses congested. Trouble breathing. Eyes watery.

8.30 asked question about herbs for fibro and nerve damage last night. Funny how people assume both are about you. I’ve not been diagnosed with fibro but many have told me my symptoms mimic it. I have been told I have nerve damage from the LS and can attest to the chronic widespread pain I live with daily. What meds I have been subcribed are not helping but seem to me to make it worse at times.

Thought I’d check the functional medicine route. One person suggested checking out Amy Meyers.  Another suggested Lysine. I already take turmeric. Need to add the ginger back in. Just trying to figure out what works for me.

Whole body aches. Sore throat.

11.00a decided to work on blog for little bit. Have bad headache now. Ugh!

8.45 just finished playing scrabble with family. Had to have assistance with phone to make words. Brain hurts. Headache. Feet cold. Throat hurts.

10.50 exhausted. Headache. Throat hurts. Not feeling well. Crashing. Hope to feel better in am.

Immune blend. Benadryl. Naproxen.

Rt hip sharp stabbing pain. Random muscle spams thru body.

8.23 deciding to wean myself the gabapentin…think that’s the cause of my headache and nauceousness the last couple days. Strange though bc I’m on lowest dose right now. Still been taking it in am but not pm. Guess I need to go slower. Figure why put a poison into my body if it’s not helping ease the pain and just makes me more dizzy.

Names of Jesus

JESUS – The name above every name

Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: Philippians 2:9

Something that has been lost in today’s society is the proper reverence for the name of Jesus. His name is often used flippantly in conversation as a euphemism. We have forgotten the commandments of Exodus 20 and have allowed other things to rule our lives.

Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain. Exodus 20:7

The Strong’s definition of “Vain” originates from the same as H7722 in the sense of desolating.  Its definition given is evil (as {destructive }) literally (ruin) or morally (especially guile); figuratively idolatry (as {false} subjectively): uselessness (as {deceptive} objectively; also adverbially in vain).

We need to get back to giving God the proper respect He deserves.  One way we can show Him respect is to only use His name when we are talking to Him or about Him.  We do not need to use His name as if it’s just another word. 

Not only do we disrespect God in our language, but also in our actions.  We call ourselves Christians, but we do not always act like one.  We can’t just say that we believe.  We must live it.   It’s misleading when you say that you are a Christian when God has no part in your life.

Jesus’ name is the Name above all other names. Jesus is to be highly exalted.  As we declare His name, we are confessing that He alone is Lord.

Different names of Jesus

It has been exciting to search out the names of Jesus.  I would like to encourage you to search the Scriptures for yourself and dive into the Word.  Print the monthly Scripture Journal Calendar below.  It will help you get started.  The following list is only a handful of the names of Jesus…

  • Authority
  • Bright & Morning Star
  • Captain of Salvation
  • Deliverer
  • Everlasting Father
  • Fountain of Living Waters
  • Gate
  • High Priest
  • I AM
  • Jehovah
  • King of Kings
  • Last Adam
  • Mighty God
  • Nazarene
  • Only Begotten Son of God
  • Prophet
  • Resurrection and Life
  • Son of the Highest
  • Truth
  • Uncorruptible
  • Vine
  • Way
  • Excellent
  • Young Child
  • Zeal of the Lord of Hosts
Names of Jesus

What is Scripture Journaling?

It is simply reading a daily selected passage of Scripture, handwriting the passage, allowing Christ to speak to you, and then writing down the insights or spiritual lessons you learned from the passage. It also helps you more readily hide God’s Word in your heart.

Below is a printable list of the Names of Jesus with accompanying passages of Scripture. I trust you will enjoy journaling the names of Jesus as much as I have enjoyed this.

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