Nov 10
700a woke up late. Thought for sure I set my alarm but I either hit snooze too much or didn’t set it. Ugh. Made sure I read my daily passage but will have to do my quiet time later.
800 said prayer before heading to dentist. Have to go on highway to downtown. I do not like driving the interstate. I avoid it if at all possible.
930 Dentist appts went well. Kids both have cavities. Jordon actually had several filled today. Dr & staff very friendly and put all our minds at ease. Dezirae even likes this dentist better. Thank you, Lord.
145 Dr appts went well. I’m flat exhausted. No energy at all.
400 crashed in chair in livingroom but feel like I’m about to crash again. No energy.
Dezirae made dinner. She wants me to teach her to make a pumpkin pie from scratch. Words that pleases this mom’s heart.
700 Ladies Mtg went well. Only two other ladies showed up. At least I’m not teaching myself. Challenged them to invite another lady next month plus we’ll do a Christmas cookie exchange.
Sinuses congested. Feels like hayfever or sinusitis. Skin itches and nerves feel like they’re crawling. Headache. Neck hurts. Eyes sensitive to lights. Back throbbing. Low rt back burning. Legs throbbing. Hands stinging throbbing. Feet stinging needle pain throbbing with tingling. Exhausted but awake.
Night meds & pain rx taken.
Nov 11
800 started cooking scrambled eggs on stove. Went to look for something in pantry (don’t remember what) Found something in pantry that should be somewhere else. Went to put it away. Found myself straightening in my room. Smelled the eggs cooking and realized I forgot them. Back to kitchen to find them in omelette form and ready to flip. I couldn’t do that intentionally when I try. At least I didn’t burn them.
900 bills paid for 1st half of month.
1000 decided to work on straightening boys room some while Dezirae works on math.
323 can’t push anymore..gonna crash for whole. Whole body hurts. Back sting chilling burning in middle. Hands and wrists stinging. Neck hurts. Light rain off and on today.
436 Joe called to let me know he was on way home. Scared me awake…scared me anyways. Trouble waking. Need to start dinner. I could sleep longer soo tired.
530 didn’t do so hot on dinner. I tried my best but it was mediocre. Families comments hurt my feelings. I know my feelings on my sleeves rather than lash out I chose to go pout outside on bench side of house. Needed to be alone. Felt like crying but was too tired to. I get easily emotional when I’m beyond exhausted. Cried in my heart to God telling Him my woes.
After a bit family came looking for me. Joe talked with me a bit. Joe thought it was funny I went outside to pout.
Little while longer went back inside. It was muggy outside anyways. Kids apologized. Told them I thought it better to go pout by myself than make a scene. I just need a good night’s sleep and a lot of rest.
Whole body hurts. Hands and wrists swollen and throbbing. Trouble thinking straight. Headache. Rt ear itches inside. Skin prickly stings in some places (hands, face, butt, thighs). Joe’s arm feels like lead ballon, but I need his touch. Legs ache. Feet hurt and tingle sting.
