March 22
5.00 woken by pain mostly from arms being numbish but I hurt all over – deep muscle throbbing and nerves stinging. I lay still until alarm rings. Tired. Nose slightly bloody. I pray.
Ephesians 6:10-11; Deuteronomy 32-34; Psalm 91; Proverbs 15:14
Severity of today’s Dr visit and it’s a severe weather day is not helping my anxiety in the least.
A little difficulty with getting checked in. Procedures have changed and they just assume you know what to do or where to go. Upon check in, given $ amount for visit today which threw me bcuz I have a voucher. Asked to speak with a nurse instead of dumb kiosk. Nurse assured me the voucher is in my paperwork.
In women’s waiting area, I can hear the thunder rolling in and nerves immediately tense up and start burning more. Decide to focus on scripture to help calm nerves. Left arm and hand going numb.
I can hear thunder rolling in outside.
2 pictures each side plus additional 2 pictures on left side due to large lump. Waiting in smaller waiting room now to see if Dr wants to order an ultrasound.
A breast ultrasound uses high frequency sound waves to create a black-and-white image of breast tissues and structures. Doctors often request the test to assess the size and shape of breast lumps and determine whether they could be tumorous growths or fluid filled cysts.
https://atriumhealth.org/dailydose/2019/06/26/what-happens-to-the-body-when-its-struck-by-lightning
Odd thing – just heard someone over intercom in hospital give short charge and prayer.
9:30 ultrasound revealed cyst and a swollen lymph node in left breast. Saw nurse mark cyst as 5.5cm. Dr is concerned and wants a biopsy next week.
On positive note, it was 10cm last week at my PCP office. I did some orthomolecular research to check if certain vitamins would help shrink cysts. I decided to try because it couldn’t hurt. During ultrasound today I saw the nurse label it as 5.5cm. I’m praying that it continues to shrink. God’s got this!
We inform family and ask them to pray. I ask for prayer in my prayer groups.
Taking as I can remember to – 1,000mg niacin (non-flushing) and 1,000mg Vitamin C – 3 xs daily.
Exhausted. Laying down for a bit before picking up girls from school. Alarm set.
Still exhausted. Could sleep longer. Woke to both arms and hands tingling. Wrists throbbing. Nerves stinging throughout body.
Joe sweet enough to go with me and drive. I thank him.
Jordon surprises me with Dove Dark Chocolate Almonds, Oreos, and lactose free milk. He’s a sweet heart. I thank him.
Decide to try to figure out the VBS information for planning. It’s about much for me to take in all at once so I need to break it down. The digital access is helping in that regards.
Helping Dez with her homework the best I can in my safe place. The thunderstorm is quite fierce at the moment. I’m trying hard to ignore it but the thundering is not helping my nerves.
Dezirae gets jealous bcuz I keep thanking the guys for their thoughtfulness, but not her as much. I asked her what for. She reminds me that she got me the tablet for Christmas. I told her it was a thoughtful gift, but now I need her to help me learn how to use it the way I wanted it for and then I’ll remember to thank her more. She agrees. Lol.
Nerves are stinging. Headache. Brain hurts. Eyes hurt. Skin itchy. Rt hip and low back throbbing. Deep muscle pain and muscle throbbing throughout body. Feet chilly and tingling. Lips chapped. Thirsty. I don’t think I drank enough today – forgot to keep record. Left ear ringing. Skin sensitive. Added pressure to brain. Ears pop. Center of chest aches. Back stinging. Muscles randomly twitching thru body.
Trying to transfer my scripture journal notes from phone to notebook. It’s been difficult bcuz my hand cramps after writing for little bit.
Taking night vitamins plus pain Rx. Hope to sleep soon. Applied frankincense oil to cysts. Sprayed pillows with lavender spray.
Thankful for…
- Joe going with me to my appointment.
- Jordon’s sweet surprise.
- Blessing of food provisions.
March 23
4.00 woken by extreme pain in body – feel like I was beat up. Hair on neck feels like ants crawling on skin. Exhausted and extremely tired. Broken sleep until 6:30. Trouble waking and it hurts to move.
James 1:12; Joshua 1-4;
Pack Dezirae’s lunch. She’s dragging this morning.
Drink Sweet Celery Juice. Taking morning meds plus 1k niacin and 2 K Vitamin C
Detoxing Bath – 2 cups Epsom salt and 1.5 cups baking soda. Soaked for 50 minutes.
Few chores around house. Worked on bulletin for Sunday. Researched and booked hotel for the wedding. Tweaked Easter postcard invite.
Jakob called while I was heating lunch up. We talked for about an hour. Spent time with Joe when he got home. Fell asleep in chair for about 20 minutes. Had to get up moving.
Outside to check on my container garden. I’m praying my garden will actually produce veggies this year. Trimmed a few branches. Out of breath and hurting immensely so inside to rest for a while.
Choose to work on Easter promotions for church. After little bit, my brain hurts and I need to rest. Bottom half of legs to toes freezing. Brain hurts. I must cover up my legs and feet to warm them while I rest.
Have desire tonight to be near my husband so I sit close to him. It hurts to sit on floor but I just want to be near him.
I suppose deep in my brain I’m a little nervous, but I know God makes no mistakes and knows what’s going on. I pray that the Vitamins and essential oils will help.
Mom said my sister had a large lump which turned out to be benign but they cut it out anyways to be on safe side.
8:30 exhausted and tired. Going to bed. Whole body stiff and aches deeply. Night vitamins taken plus C and niacin. Applied frankincense to cyst area.
Thankful for….
- Joe helping by washing
I crashed as I was working on my gratitude journal
March 24
Crashed wile working on gratitude journal. Slept most of night. Strange dream .
Woke to whole body stiff and deep muscle throbbing. My arms ache and burn something fierce. I’m still very tired. Upper back stinging throbbing. Legs ache. Sinuses slightly congested. Slight headache. Feet tingling and hurt.
Romans 6:23; Joshua 5-8; Ephesians 1:18
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I’m reminded of wholetones music and decide to find information to refresh my memory on the healing frequencies. Decide to play the healing frequencies on TV throughout day to encourage and heal my soul and body.
Brain hurts from the intense listening and mental focus. Nerves are tingling throughout body.
Drink Sweet Celery Juice and take morning meds plus niacin and vitamin C.
Seeming to feel a little more energy today. Able to do a few chores around house – two loads laundry, clean mirrors, vacuum living room, trim couple branches in yard and place on burn pile, Easter email and letter for church.
After working outdoors, my rt hip throbbing intensely and out of breath. Lft shoulder hurts too. Need to rest.
While resting, rt hip throbbing more, feet get cold, brain hurts.
At church, sort through food and clothing donations. Have help. Open food donations to church family after church. What a blessing.
Feeling a bit hot. Ask Joe what temp was in auditorium. It’s 69 – so it’s me, but not sure why.
Lft shoulder throbbing intensely. It almost feels like I popped it out of place. Ugh. Rt hip sharp stabbing pain. Low back throbbing. Head & neck hurts. Hands ache. Tired, but awake. Legs ache deeply. Feet tingling and chilly.
Pain keeping me awake so I’m doing some research. Taking Tylenol for pain.
Thankful for…
- Able to get a few chores done today
- God providing food
- Recvd call from CPA this afternoon and we’ll be getting a tax refund. Thank you, Lord!
