Author: Melissa

Oct 7

530a slept halfway decent. Fought couple times to not fall off bed. Still tired.

630a stinging chilling pain in center of chest. It’s actually cold to the touch. Stinging pain in arms, legs, & feet. Slight headache. Legs throbbing. Hands swollen and throbbing.

Not sure I want to try the Lyrica. Don’t like possible side effects: drowsiness,  dizziness, dry mouth, constipation, difficulty concentrating, or weight gain may occur.

I’m already gaining weight. I don’t need to gain more. Plus you can’t just stop on your own. Dr has to wean you off it. Ugh!

655 hands and arms went numb & tingly.

900 finally managed to pull myself out of bed. It’s hard to get motivated in such pain. Took am meds.

1050 brain hurts after working on blog for while. Chilly tingly from neck down spine, hands throbbing, legs freezing to toes – covering up with blanket to warm up. Eyes feel blurry.

1100 put dinner in crockpot – potato corn chowder with ham.

1230 going to sit with LM while Rae cleans. Actually cooked lunch. Googled how to cook meat (hamburger steak). Don’t recall if I ever cooked them. Seems fairly easy.

Asked me to run to store for her as well. Love helping people when I’m able.

445 not feeling the corn chowder. Smell turns my taste buds off. Joe offers to bring home dinner. I gladly accept. Call Mom to see if she wants the chowder. She informs me she’s been sick to stomach all afternoon. Offer ginger capsules and chest to help. Jordon helps carry crockpot over. They are thankful. God had a purpose though I knew not why.

1030 tried to watch Pence/ Harris debate. Harris not answering questions…skirting issues. Pence keeps getting cut off after a minute instead of two, and Harris has two full minutes. You can see the hate Harris has towards Pence – if you don’t like him at least show respect for his position. Makes my nerves on fire. Had to change channel.

 

Headache, neck hurts, hands swollen and tingly. Nerves sting in back, arms, legs, & feet. Toes tingly. Tired. Muscles randomly spasming thru body. Constipated. Tummy hurts. Skin itchy all over.

 

Oct 8

1059p almost forgot to journal today. Home alone till noonish. Both kids had jobs today. Didn’t sleep well last night. Slept til 8am. Whole body achy and stiff. Hurts to move.

 

Managed to wash load of rugs. Fold load of clothes from yday. Attempted to vacuum livongroom but arms fatigued out and had to rest before I could wrap cord and put away. Once rested wrapped cord and arms cramped so I had to rest more. Used Instapot to brown beef for dinner. At church managed to take bulletin board down.

 

Whole body hurts. Feet & toes freezing on outside & icy to touch but feel like burning inside. Arms, legs, and feet stinging burning pain. Headache. Center of chest throbbing. I’ve overdone it.

 

 Oct 9

830 rough night. Pain in chest kept me awake. Woke myself moaning couple times. I hurt something aweful all over. Stinging needle pain in hands and arms. Center of chest throbbing. Low back throbbing. Legs ache to bones. Neck and upper back throb. Feel like I was beat up. Stinging needle pain in back.

1100 stopped at store to get few items after Joe’s Dr apt. Joe touched me and it shocked me. He rubbed his hands together saying he shouldn’t shock me again. Wrong! He touched me in middle of my back and it shocked worse that before! I hollered “Don’t touch me. It hurts.”

Just as I said that I was walking near an employee who gave me a rather strange look. To which I responded, Its okay. I was struck by lightning and every time I’m in the store when people touch me it electrocutes me and it hurts something aweful.

859p

Body can feel barometric pressure change from Hurricane Delta. I hurt from head to toe deeply.

Foods that fight inflammation:

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930 going to bed. I’m exhausted. Hurt deeply and much. Eyes heavy. Chest center throbbing.

Positive notes: 1. it’s only going to cost about $21 to get Rae’s violin fixed so I am able to keep that promise. Thank you, Jesus. 2. I’ve lost 1 pound this week.

Oct 4

645 woke in burning stinging pain from neck to feet. Hurts to move. Song flowing in brain “My God is the Rock”. Crazy busy dreams but don’t recall details. Something about moving Zanzibar closer to Timbuktu. Hurts to move.

830 hands and wrists really swollen and throbbing…can’t even wear wedding ring today. I don’t comprehend.

915 Dad & Mom walk in. I chose to make way to Dad to give him a hug. God pricked my heart about showing him love more by trying to make sure I give him hugs when I see him. I regularly give my mom hugs because I see her more, but was slacking in giving Dad hugs.

He just got hearing aids recently so now he can hear better. Hopefully, it will help him perk up more.

1120 headache increases – not able to ignore it. Thinking fogged and blurry. Pain really dragging me down today – burning stinging pain thru body but most prominent in arms and legs.

1230 decided on sheet pan parmesan garlic chicken and veggies. Forgot to make the bread crumbs so had to do without. Made for gluten friendly recipe.

130 by time finished eating lunch felt like I was going to crash. Exhausted.

410 Joe just texted asking if I was okay. Usually return to church by now but just couldn’t muster enough energy to get up.

Replied Just in much pain making me very sleepy. Coming over shortly.

530 watering palm trees on platform noticed they’re growing new leaves. Yay. Finally doing something right. Thought I killed them for their leaves browning. Thank you Lord.

615 playing piano was a workout tonight. Wrists and hands so swollen and hurting that I wish I could open them up to relieve the pressure. Brain and vision feel foggy. Fingers not cooperating.  Couldn’t take the pain anymore. Took a naproxen to take edge off pain.

1130 wide awake. Indigestion. Hurt from head to toes. Tingling in toes.

 

Oct 5

530 very rough night. Trouble falling asleep and trouble staying awake. Woke every hour and half or so. Exhausted. Thirsty. Stuffy. Skin itchy & sensitive. Let ear ringing. Heart feels racy. Muscles twitching in legs. Toes tingly. Upper body feels heavy. Burning pain in upper back. Chest sore. Rt hip hurts. Elbows, wrists, knees, ankles all are stiif and throb. Exhausted.

730 turned to stretch. Caused severe cramping in rt side making it difficult to move for few minutes. Taking a nap. Tired of the extra pain.

Learned two possible tropical storms/hurricanes may be heading our way this week – Gamma & Delta? May explain extra pain.

Trying to figure out what questions to ask Dr tomorrow. Alot of my symptoms can mean lots of different things. The weight gain concerns me. Always tired. Always in pain. Low thyroid? Premenopause? Hormonal imbalance? Autoimmune disorder? I know I have brain injury and nerve damage which contributes. https://www.drangelawalk.com/post/how-to-reset-your-thyroid-in-30-days

1150 my brain is fried. Headache. Brain blurry. Tired. Been attempting to help Dezirae understand Geometry but don’t remember how to do it. Need a rest break. Feeling bit nauceous. Sucking on ginger chew to ease naceousness.

630 severe indigestion. Took gerd pill and two tums to ease it.

Feeling so lethargic going to just rest tonight.

930 exhausted. Gping to bed. Took night meds, melatonin, and applied sleepy lotion. Alarm set. Whole body aches. Neck cramped when I yawned. Ouch! Hands swollen and burning throbbing. Skin itchy. Low back, rt hip, legs, & feet burning throb. Congested. Toes sting. Skin feels like it’s crawling. Muscles randomly twitching in legs. Neck throbbing. Headache.

Took naproxen. I’ve got to get some sleep tonight or I’m going to be emotional basket case for Dr tomorrow. I need some sanity so she doesn’t try to put me on depression rx which I’ll refuse. It’s already bad enough that only I can go in and no one with me. I depend on 2nd person to be my memory. Lord I need grace and help for my hour – something like that. Thankfully the Spirit is ever interceeding.

Tired of the stinging burning pain . It’s taking so much out of me. It’s possible it may last bit longer. We have another Hurricane being watch. Possible predictions to cover on Friday

 

Oct 6

645 woke from strange dreams to much stinging sore pain out of breath as if I’d been running and feel like I was beat up. However, I did sleep most of night. I’m tired but not exhausted.

800 goal today: clean livingroom

1030 metabolic regeneration (shallow sleep syndrome) age, stress & technology (blue light demolishes deep sleep)

Take supplements 1 hour before bed for 1 week as trial

10mg melatonin

150mg east India Ashwaghanda

100mg Hydroxytryptophan (5-HTP) (help lose weight, increase serotonin, improve symptoms of fibromyalgia, reduce migraine frequency, can promote sleep)

200mg L-Theanine (natural stress reliever)

50mg Magnesium

15mg Zinc (healthy immune function)

1200mg Arginine (relaxes blood vessels)

1200mg Lysine (reduces anxiety)

 

https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/5-htp-benefits#TOC_TITLE_HDR_6

 

1150 items picked up in livingroom. I’m ready for nap. Need to lay down a while.

200 Dr apt. BP 106/75, hr 75,  Weight 213.8 Pain level 6.

While Dr isn’t being aggressive in trying to help, she is starting to listen and ask question. Dr also had NP I think she’s training to help her. Brought paper with questions so I wouldn’t forget to ask. She read them and answered them. Explained I wasn’t trying to be a hypochondriac in saying I had these things just that these questions came up in research and I’m trying to figure things out how to heal naturally at best if possible.

Asked me what my most pressing symptoms are right now. Told her the burning stinging pain in arms, legs, & feet. NP asked if I had an appetite. No. Are you eating? Yes, but sometimes I have to be reminded. Told her about chiropractor treating gallbladder liver channels about three wks ago and now craving certain foods but not all the time. Constipation? Yes, but when I go too long I take D.E. which helps. It’s all natural. Ok. Good.

Asked about chest pains. Yes. Yes? I have costochondritis. It’s a dull ache on rt side right now. Gets worse the more I try to do. Just trying to learn limitations and push little harder to get better.

Questions:

1. Could the LS have triggered an autoimmune disorder?

It’s possible but not likely with me because all my bloodwork has consistently come back in normal ranges.

2. Could I be experiencing preimenopause?

What age did your mom go thru it? Early to mid 40’s. It’s possible bc majority of woman go thru it about same time their mother’s did.

3. Mom reminded me that my grandpa had spinal muscular atrophy. Do I need to be tested for it?

Not likely I have it because it mostly genetic and I would mostly likely already been experiencing symptoms prior to the LS.

Rt ear looks much better. Ringworm looking better. Not gone all way so keep applying cream until it’s gone.

Asked if I took gabapentin. Yes, but it made me more dizzy. Started with small dose and tried to increase but made me too dizzy and kind of loopy. Kind of loopy? Yes. What about Lyrica? No. Would you be willing to try? I guess. We can see how I react to it and go from there.

Oct 1

7745 Decided to change out sheets and bedding on our bed. Took me an hour. My arms are fatigued. Upper body throbbing. Out of breath and exhausted. Need to rest before attempting next task.

400p Had decent day. Enjoyed listening to music on spotify. Washed 4 or 5 loads clothes (lost count). Had hand wring out two loads – washer only spins temperamentally. Folded two loads. Washed few dishes. Put dinner in crockpot.

1000 exhausted and hurting from head to toes. Going to bed.

Oct 2

650a woke to severe pain. Sinuses congested. Nerves and muscles screaming and stinging from neck to toes It hurts to move. Joints very stiff and hurt to move. Mine eyes watereth and I feel like crying. I suspect an Epsom salt soak in my activities today.

 

800 chiro apt. Gave update about gurgling noises in gutt and intestines and starting to crave pudding and oranges. Suggested I increase my vitamin C. Curious about the pudding craving. Could be either sugar or milk.

Acupuncture treatment with heat lamp on back. 14 needles (2 ankles, 2 back of knees, 2 low back, 2 mid back, 2 upper shoulders, 2 back of base neck, 2 hands) [ KI3, KI10, GV3, GV7, TW15 , GB20, LI4 ]. Skin hypersensitive – feels like spiders crawling on me. 1st needle felt like lightning shooting from lower leg to toes. Made eyes tear. Ended up leaving tear spots on the paper because I started crying.

Applied pressure to several pressure points. One in my tushy he pressed the longest. Said that one was a foundational point. Commented he could tell I was in severe pain today. Adjustments to ankles, legs, rt hip, back, and neck.

Electrical gadget to measure flow of electricity in hands, arms, feet. Some areas way more active than others. Says I’m improving but current is definitely not balanced in body yet.

1030 exhausted and tired. Lower let leg tourniquet tightening feeling with tingling to foot, whole body aches, hands swollen and throbbing.

 

Oct 3

645 woke with sharp pain center left of back – feels like I’ve been punched hard multiple times. Whole body stiff and hurting with stinging burning pain throughout. Headache Mild/moderate.

Honestly when I wake in moderately severe pain it’s really tough to motivate myself to get out of bed.

100p sudden craving for corn chips. Probably means I’m dehydrated. Need to drink more fluids.

334 exhausted from grocery shopping. Remind me to not shop on Saturdays. The crowds increase anxiety.

Sept 29

700 oh my aching body. It hurts to move.

 

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3669472/

 

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5461597/

 

100 washer quit spinning again. CM came to check it out and it spun. Chose to wash another load it quit spinning again. Discovered it was leaking oil. Transmission is wearing out. Definitely need a new washer. Lord, please provide the need.

600 MH came and picked me up for chat and coffee. Decided on lemonade and fries instead. Chatted a while and prayed together. I enjoyed it. She gave me a roaster and an instant pot too. What a blessing. Can’t wait to try the instant pot out.

830 enjoyed chatting with hubby for a bit before he went to bed. Bent over to pick up trash can off floor. Big mistake. Charlie horse of a cramp in rt side just under ribs. Ouch! I couldn’t hardly move.

1020 exhausted. Tired. Headache. I hurt from head to toes. Hands throbbing intensely. Center chest aches. Low back throbs. Legs ache. Skin itches. Rt ear hurts. Sinuses congested. Lips parched.

 

Sept 30

530 my whole body is stiff and hurts. Hands sting. Toes tingling. Headache. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with tingling from mid calf to foot.

I awake a lot of times with music playing in my head. I love music🎶. It soothes my soul and is a great healer (if you listen to the right types with the correct frequency).

This morning’s song is “Thank You, Lord”.

7:00 Headache progressing. Taking a migraine pill and laying down for half hour.

Nerves stinging in body from neck to toes.

800 headache eased slightly but not gone. Tummy hurts. Nerves still stinging. Could sleep longer.

Turmeric benefits…

Supporting healthy energy and combating fatigue

Supporting joint health

Encouraging a healthy response to stress

Supporting mental clarity and concentration

• Reduce inflammation
• Support healthy blood sugar
• Mental Clarity
• Joint health support
• Healthy weight management
• Skin health support

 

Should take about 1 gram daily

https://store.draxe.com/blogs/all/turmeric-capsules-benefits?utm_source=curated&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=20200930_curated_freeshipping-store

 

Currently taking 800mg. Need to increase I suppose.

500p Crashed for 30 minutes

1100 exhausted. Hands and arms burning. Check center aches. legs throbbing.

Sept 26

500a awake. Headache. Lft arm and hand numb & stingy tingling.

600a seriously need to get cuter outfits. Muscles randomly twitching thru body. I don’t need this stinking bad headache this morning. Took 2 tension headache tabs.

800 arrive at conference. Treat ladies to yellowhammer coffee. Asked about decaf coffee. Didn’t have decaf but other trucks do. Got peach strawberry smoothie. Don’t want caffeine jitters to cause more pain than I’m already in. Would love the treat but not worth the pain to me.

I look forward to ladies fellowships. Even though I don’t really get to talk much just the socialization is an uplifting and encouraging experience. But to also be fed spiritually enhances it so much more. Will have to type up notes to share later.

1200 Ladies decided to eat at Cracker Barrel. Enjoyed it. The food tasted amazing to me. It’s like I have a new taste on foods. I savour every flavour. Food finally tastes good to me. The sweet baby carrots just melted in my mouth. The broccoli.was a bit bland but still good. The chicken and dumplings were out of this world. The dumplings were just the right size and texture and the chicken was tender and juicy. It flaked so easily when I pierced it with my fork. The only thing that would have made it more delicious was if I had a dash of himalayian sea salt. The fresh made lemonade was delicious…not too tart and just sweet enough. Drank two glasses.

After that I was ready for a nap.

230 sat with Joe a little while once we got home. Exhausted told Joe I needed to recharge before I could do anything else. He suggested I go lay down.

530 woke from strange busy dreams. Didn’t want to get up but knew I needed to

Must have slept for couple hours. Could have slept longer. Outings wear me out so much, but I’m not going to let it hinder me from trying.

1030 Jordon asked me to cut his hair. Used the new clippers he bought for my bday. I really enjoyed using it. It’s so lightweight it feels as if it was gliding. It didn’t hurt to hold it like my other one does. The digital display is cool bc it tells me % of battery. It certainly was a very thoughtful present.

1130p exhausted. Tired. All my nerves are stinging! Hands swollen and throbbing low back throbbing. Skin hypersensitive – slightest touch irritates me so. Centers chest hurts. Brain fogged. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling.

Sept 27

500a woke to use restroom. Trying to see in dark scared myself running into Joe in dark. He gently hugged me and I hugged back to help calm my nerves. Tried to go back to sleep but couldn’t so tired and pain is stinging burning pain thru to bone.

630a stinging burning pain intensifies. I just want to cry. Trying to keep my thoughts on positive things my mind reviews conference of what I can remember. I love music and singing. Parts of the special music I’m amazed melodically flow in brain. It calms my mind. Music jumps to Psalm 19:14. I too learned that song in grade school. I’ve recently taught it to my kids. I think I’ll teach it to my ladies next mtg. I love Scripture in song. It’s so soothing.

700a trying to read my Bible but having trouble staying focused

1045 kids surprised me with homemade birthday cards. Clarke’s gave me gift bag full of goodies -lotions, sermon notebook, etc.

1130a forearms and hands severely swollen and throbbing causing much pain. Trouble staying focused.

Still having trouble remembering things. Been to store several times and forgot things I needed for church.

100p Joe cooked lunch. The food tasted solo good. I savored every flavor. It’s like my tastes buds are finally waking up.

1025p very sleepy but awake. Night meds taken. Sleepy lotion applied to arms and legs.

Whole body deeply aches. Hands swollen and throbbing. Stinging pain in upper back. Lower back throbbing.

Sept 28

846a MB called. I totally forgot to call her back over the weekend. Wants to do a coffee date. That’ll be nice.

930 washer spinning again.

1130 washer quit spinning again. Ugh!

130 I’m flat wore out today.  Choked on my food at lunch time causing severe pain to chest and upper body.

400 sharp sudden stabbing pain in rt side of head – like being electrocuted/zapped with tazer. The pain!

423 I feel the rain coming. Sharp needle stabbing pain thru body. It is exhausting me so.

620 crashing…cant keep eyes open.

720 crashed for an hour. Feel like I could sleep longer. Limbs and torso stinging needle pain.

900 going to bed. I’m exhausted beyond compare and really hurting all over. It’s storming outside including thundering and lightning.

Sept 23

600 not as sore as yday but still hurting nonetheless. Bought paint stripper to help prep front door easier on me. We’ll see how it goes.

12pm Rae helped scrap door too. Only could scrap in spurts until I hurt bad then had to rest for 30 min or so. Together we have about 75% of paint removed. Mom came over and said she’d help after lunch. I welcomed the help. She wants to help as bday present for me.

1220 Rae & I go to LM house to help her out. Needed few groceries. Rae cleaned her house. I cooked lunch. Rae worked on picking up her yard from Sally. I helped some too. Almost have front yard cleaned then will work on back yard.

430 went to bathroom dropped something on floor tried to pick it up and lft side up under chest knotted up into a Charlie horse cramp! I hollered. Rae came running asking if I was okay then started giggling because she said I sounded like I was trying to give birth. I told her I’d be okay once the cramp stopped and giggled with her bc it probably does sound funny. It just plain hurts.

Low back throbbing intensely. Legs throbbing. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling mid calf to foot with numbness and tingling to toes. Both feet throb. Tummy bloated.

600 tonight’s dinner: ham and spinach casserole with biscuits. Half way thru eating first biscuit started craving one with grape jelly. It’s weird having cravings since the gallbladder/liver channels treated. Been craving steak and garlic, butter shrimp. Joe’s going to cook that for my birthday dinner.

930 I’m exhausted. Done way more than my body likes. It’s telling me so. Eyes are heavy. Body hollering it hurts. Neck hurts. Hands and forearms swollen and throbbing.

Sept 24 

545 arms fell asleep and tingling horrible for about half hour. Shook hands, neck popped, smacked hands nothing worked. Bad headache. Whole body aches. Low back throbbing. Lights bright. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling. Feet tingling.

630 laying down trying to get rid of headache. It’s lightly raining outside causing dripping noise outside bedroom window. Constant dripping is driving me crazy causing headache to worsen. Turned on box fan, took Excedrine and laid back down little while. Hands still numb.

730 BP 130/82 hr 64

830 decided to work on blog for little bit. Once logged in, got notification that I needed to update monster…and finish connecting analytics. Tried to follow instructions but the looked Greek and couldn’t figure out even with googling individual instruction steps. Took me an hour just to connect set up monster plugin.

I have no idea how to upgrade the php update. I so need a tutor or something. Next step PHPupdate required. Have no clue.

1030 figured out how to schedule posts. Able to schedule thru weekend one post a day. This feature pretty cool. Little at a time I’ll keep plugging away. One day my goal is to learn enough to start making money through my blog…this way Joe can go full-time as pastor and I may get medical help I need (might not need it by time I get there but I want to learn avenues to help others in future).

1245 Need to eat lunch. Not hungry. Low back throbbing intensely after attempting to iron Joe’s suit – definitely a labor of love. Legs tingly. Feet freezing. Headache. Brain foggy. Vision feels blurred.

930 decided to watch movie with Dezirae. Ever After: A Cinderella Story. Definitely a different twist on things. Liked the idea of Davinici being in movie and Danielle’s love for books inspiring.

Sept 25

1217a that movie was a long one. Rae reminded me I was turning 49. For a moment I was thinking I was 48.

My whole body deeply aches with burning sensation. Legs slightly stinging. Very tired.

730 slept longer than intended but had trouble waking. So tired. Whole body deeply aches and stiff. Hands sting and swollen. Toes and feet tingling.

1000a sat with LM for an hour then Rae & I went to work cleaning up her front yard. Took me a bit to figure out groove on using blower. Made things so much easier. Able to get 3/4 of yard cleared. Arms gave out, back severely throbbing, legs throbbing, out of breath, lft arm cramping, I actually broke a sweat

230 exhausted. Need nap.

600 Ladies Conference tonight and tomorrow. Looking forward to feeding my soul.

740p hands and arms stinging

Very encouraging messages heard from Francie Taylor & Amy Vassak. 5 Ladies from our church this year. Yay. Lord willing, we’ll have more next year.  Covid had topsy turveied so many things this year. Strange but good.

1030 exhausted. Nerves stinging thru body. Headache. Hands swollen and throbbing. Both lower legs tourniquet tightening feeling more prominent on lft leg. Feet tingling. Out of breath. Eyes heavy.

Sept 20

It’s a migraine day. Don’t want to take relpax til nap time bc it makes me sleepy. Church today. Missionaries here today. Feeding them lunch.

1050 visiting family of 3 today. Baby name Elijah. Told them it was perfect name. Name sounds familiar but can’t place it. Offered nursery. 9 months old. Showed them nursery. Introduced them to nursery workers (Rae & Mom). Rae exclaims that’s awesome he’s Elijah too. Then it clicks. Clarke’s bring Elijah to church too. Whew! Averted that possible fiasco. Boy do I feel like a blonde. Where’s my brain today?

Lunch smelling good. I hope it’s not burning.

130p took relpax for migraine. Dozed off few times but kept jerking myself awake.

345 Had enough jerking awake. Decided to get up and clean and straighten up around church.

430 picking up shingles off ground from Sally. Picked up several and put them in hallway by office. Rested in between bundles. Finally too much. Couldn’t take the pain – low back & upper legs throbbing and out of breath. Rae jumped in to help. Fussed at me for not asking for help. In midst of it, realized migraine has eased up. It feels good to not have migraine…more energy.

1000 brain is done for day. I’m exhausted. Hurt from head to toe – at least it’s not a migraine. Apparently I get them more than I thought…used to being in pain all time and having to push thru until I can’t. Seems weird but nice having one less pain if only temporary. Arms and legs tingly. Tickled about the burping and tooting and gurgling noises. It’s like part of my body regained life again. 😏

Sept 21

630 woke from strange dream with hymns flowing in brain to severe pain in lower lft abdomen and my whole body from neck to toes stinging

1022 busy day..figured out way to finagle washer to wring clothes mostly out so I don’t have to do by hand. Maybe just a sensor. I’ve no clue. Will work with what I’ve got until Joe gets it fixed. Helped Rae start to clean LM yard from Sally. Didn’t do too much but did what I could now I’m hurtn’ something fierce. Nerves pulsating thru bad as though I worked out hard. Been resting pretty much since we got home. Took break to make simple dinner. Skin itches. Tummy hurts. Low back intensely throbbing. Nerves sting in lower legs, feet, arms, hands. Vest center rt side sharp throb.

Took night meds, antibiotic, & naproxen. Applied sleep lotion.

Sept 22

630 slept hard most of night. Woke to extremely stiff body and much pain. Hard to get moving. Eyes heavy and difficult to open. Every inch of me feels like it’s burning – not hot but as if did extreme workout.

Read 2 Chronicles 1-5

1000 Thankful that Dezirae is prepping dinner for crockpot tonight. I hurt so much, feel lethargic, and lack motivation today. Need something to give me pep. I’ve already taken B12 with my morning meds and it’s not working. Ugh!

2nd load of clothes in washer. 2 loads waiting to be folded and put away on my bed.

200p can’t keep eyes open any longer. Need a nap.

330 slept for a while could sleep longer. took naproxen and extra b12. Need to get clothes put away.

730 made stop a home improvement store to pick up paint remover for front door. Hoping it’ll will help make task easier. Mom & Rae helping as bday present for me.

930 time for bed. Pain exudes from neck to toes. Low back intensely throbbing. Very tired. Thirsty. Lower left leg tourniquet tightening burning feeling. It’s not hot to touch nerves just feel that way. Shoulders burning throbbing. Top of head hurts. Toes and feet tingle.

Sprayed pillows with DIY sleepy spray (lavender, orange, cedar essential oils)

Praying that sleep will come quickly and help ease pain.

Sept 17

500 woke with headache & feet freezing. Center back sharp stabbing pain radiates thru to front of chest. Hands swollen and throbbing.

718 washer only partially working. Won’t ring out clothes have to wring by hand…so painful but don’t want to get too too behind on laundry. Have to go rest quite a while afterwards. Dryer time increases as well.

Causes hands and arms much pain. Low back severely throbbing. Headache increases. Rt hip pain increases. Took 1 Excedrine Tension Headache tab. Tylenol not helping.

935a Rae & I worked in yard for about 30 minutes then had to take break. Trouble getting burn pit lit. Think debris is still too wet.

Rt lymph node and ear feel swollen. Rt ear hurts too.

1045a went back out in yard for 2nd pass. Could only work few minutes before pain was too much. Came back in to rest.

1230 Joe came home early today. Made tuna salad for lunch.

830p currently my rt ear is throbbing like toothache and feels like it’s on fire! Ear is bright red. Lower lobe swollen twice size. Rt eye leaking. Lymph node behind is swollen and hurting especially hurts to touch. Hearing not changed. Inside ear itches and hurts.

Good at giving advice to others but cannot remember what to do for earache. Called Mom. Says the hot part concerns her.

Took Naproxen. Sprayed couple drops of peroxide in ear and let it set til it stopped bubbling then let drain. Put ice pack on outer ear hoping it’ll reduce fire and pain.

Earaches

For earaches, dab one drop of lavender massage oil behind the ear and rub gently. Alternatively, place one drop of lavender oil on a cotton ball and carefully place inside the outer ear.

Called my friend, whose husband is a nurse. She know essential oils. They said to ice ear to numb ear, reduce, swelling and pain. Apply purification oil to back of ear. Also do lymph node drainage massage.

Worked in yard some with Dezirae to clean up debris in yard from Hurricane Sally.  Costochondritis is flaring up and it hurts. Ugh!

915 turned wrong and got Charlie horse cramp in rt side. Hollered and couldn’t move until it eased. I tired to move but couldn’t.

918 call from mom. Couldn’t answer

921 able to call her back. Shared info she found on internet.

Lymphatic drainage – greensmoothiegirl.com has good instructions how to do.

Could be ear infection or red ear syndrome stemming from migraine cluster headaches and spinal injuries.

945 tried to take night meds and choked on them. Almost choked them back hurt. Made throat hurt. Can feel it’s little swollen. Took about 10 min to get them down.

Sipped stress relief tea. Applied sleepy time lotion to legs and arms. Applied drop of lavender oil behind ear.

I’m tired, hurting, and exhausted. Going to try to get some sleep. Lights bright. Headache worsening. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with tingling to toes. Low back& rt hip hurts. Hands ache. Chest hurts.

Lord, I know many of my symptoms could point to corona. Please don’t let them jump gun. Calm their hearts and give wisdom to help properly.

Sept 18

430 woke from dizzy nightmare thinking I overslept. Alarm not set. Set alarm.

630a Joe told me to rest bc I’m not feeling good. Rt ear still hurts but not as bad as last night.

804 called Dr for apt. Nurse will call back.

1030 still haven’t heard from nurse. Calling. Spoke with desk nurse. Nurse tried calling but she called a wrong number. Waiting still to hear from nurse.

1038 nurse asked me to come in right away.

1100a Dr apt at 212 BP 111/70

Dr believes I have bad case of cellulitis (bacterial infection) on outer ear. Inner ear looks good. Called in strong antibiotic. Also call in different cream for ringworm on neck and lft arm.  Purification & Lavendar oil are helping reduce pain and swelling for ear.

Dr did ask how I’m handling other ailments. Told her about chiropractor treating gallbladder/liver channels. She was glad to hear I’m getting help. As for everything else, learning to adapt and manage best I can. Though storm days are unbearably tough. She agreed with barometric changes and all.

Picked up van from Landry to use while Puryears on mission trip. One month.

300p checking on LM. Debris everywhere. Rae able to clean house for her today. Her phone & cable out. Able to figure out way to contact cable company to report outage. No clue about phone co.

610 pharmacy/store closed early bc of curfew in place. It didn’t register till I tried to pick up rx. Will have to wait until tomorrow.

620 came home to cook dinner. Rae helped.

1054p I’m exhausted. Sides cramping horribly today. I hurt everywhere. Head itches. Skin itches. Congestion. Legs throbbing. Low back throbbing. Lower rt side spasming. Feet tingling.

Sept 19

630a woke from nightmare to upper torso to head and arms screaming in stinging pins and needles pain, night sweats, lower body aches, toes icy tingling sensation, headache, sinuses congested.

230 just found out that missionaries need mission house and are coming in tonight! I haven’t even been there since before Hurricane.

Joe surprised me with 24 roses. Very pretty color purple pink hue.

444 Joe & Dezirae helped tremendously. Thankfully we didn’t have to deal with mold just ants in freezer and a vacuum that quit working. I’m hurting from head to toe and exhausted.

530 rested few minutes before starting dinner. Joe came and helped me finish dinner so I could work on bulletins. I still forgot to buy legal paper.

1030 Center of chest stabbing pain – like I’m being stabbed with dull rusty knife. (That’s what description came to mind, but I’ve never been stabbed by a knife let alone a rusty one. Where did that description originate?) It hurts something awful nonetheless. Did maneuver to uncatch chest. Done too much today. Amazing how attempting to sweep a couple minutes can cause so much pain.

Headache, neck throbbing, upper shoulders throbbing, skin itchy, low back aches, sides cramping today. Lower lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling with numbness & tingling. Toes tingly. Hands achy. Arms pins & needles sensation. Lethargic yet awake. St elbow sharp stabbing pain. Lights bright. Skin sensitive – piece hair feels like sharp blade crossing skin. Rt ear hurts, swelling is coming down, burns periodically. Periodic face flushing and feeling hot today.

Sept 14

430 briefly woke to noise in hallway. Jordon using restroom

530 Joe woke me to inform me that Jordon was sick and to make Dr apt.

600 haven’t been able to fall back asleep. My whole body hurts. Woke to stinging pulsating pain in all my joints. Headache.

Jordon vomiting. Get up to check on him. Says he feels better since vomiting. May have had indigestion from pizza last night. Has headache. Had him take C, zinc, Echinacea, Tylenol Sinus & his gerd rx. Sent him back to bed with Gatorade. Can’t find thermometer. His head feels warm. Will call Dr at 8am when they open.

Meantime starting wash. Calling a day off from school for all of us to rest. Dezirae had sore throat Sat & Sun. She’s been taking C, zinc, & Echinacea regimen on her own.

730 resting myself. Tired, hurting, & headache. Tropical Storm Sally to hit today near LA/MS border. Will likely become Hurricane by landfall tonight. We are already getting some rain from it.

800a called Dr’s. Paranoid bc of corona. Silliness. Have to hang up and choose another option. Left msg. Nurse to call back.

900a Dr’s nurse called. Made virtual apt for 11:15a. Had to ask how to do it. Wrote instructions down after she repeated for me 2nd time.

1149 still haven’t heard from Dr. Called Dr’s office. Receptionist tried to make excuses. I persisted. Nurse got on line. Apologized for inconvenience. Said Dr will call after finish with next patient.

1208 finally got video call from Dr. She apologized for mix up. Asked bunch of questions. Believes it’s just allergies or virus but not covid. Calling in cough decongestant.

I’m starting to feel sleepy and lacking energy. Joints all still ache with headache.

1240 Rae & I go check on LM. She orders us lunch. While at her house Sally is upgraded to Hurricane 1 and has moved east more. People are panicking. Someone calls to tell LM and suggests she call her daughter to come get her. Dumb move. Daughter in more harms way than she is in her own home. Daughter calls 10 min later asks about evacuating her. Told her no need. We are not in flooding zone.

300p leave to go get few items at store before rains hit. Also get dinner to make it easier. I’m seriously lacking in energy. Legs getting wobbly. No wheelchairs available. Store is at capacity…almost had to wait to enter. I didn’t want to wait it was raining.

People need the Lord. I see them pass me by with fear in their eyes. I pray Lord save their souls. How do people live in such fear? No wonder they have such anxiety and diseases. I’m working on facing my giants one step at a time with the Lord’s help. The Lord is my refuge and He is my hope.

I like my middle name.

430 kids help secure yard. I need a nap. I’m craving mac n cheese but have no energy to make it. That’s good I think. I haven’t craved foods or anything for that matter since my LS. I’ve been craving pudding a lot this past week or two (don’t really remember how long). I’ve had no appetite and have often forgotten to eat. This is good.😊

1025p just realized one reason why I’m so lethargic – – I forgot to take my am meds. Ugh!

Whole body aches. Skin itches all over. Low back & right hip throbbing. Sinuses congested. Indigestion horrible. Hands throbbing. Skin hypersensitive – hair feels like sharp needles poking my skin. Joe’s arm feels like lead balloon. Lower Left leg tourniquet tightening feeling. Sharp pains in? lower rt tummy. Tummy hurts. Burping a lot today. Toes tingly. Center chest throbs. Lft eye leaketh periodically ( I’m not crying).

Night meds taken as well as naproxen. Nasal spray – 1 spray each nostril. Neck hurts.

 

Sept 15

130a woke to indigestion burning up my esophagus and into back of throat making me extremely nauceous. Got up apparently too fast to get to toilet making me dizzy room started spinning and I started to fall. Thankfully I was able to catch myself on the dresser. Ended up dry heaving only to vomit up phlegm.

Tried to lay back down only to have burning sensation climbing back up esophagus. Remembered that ginger helps. Tried to find purse in dark. Not where I usually keep it at night. Found it on bench next to bed. Got a chew out and dropped it. Couldn’t find it. Got another. Ginger chew burned back of throat at first but eventually calmed my stomach enough so I could fall back to sleep.

430 woke to a noise but couldn’t figure what it was.

800 morning alarm went off. My whole body is screaming in pain and I don’t want to move. Hurricane Sally needs to dissipate!

Joe compassionate enough to massage back with eo pain rub oil. It helped tale edge off.

1156p it’s been a long day. Hurricane Sally is keeping all the media guessing. Lol. First it was to hit LA/MS border then it shifted east to Gulf Port then Mobile, now supposedly Gulf Shores/ Pensacola area. Already lots of people out of power. We still have ours thankfully. Been raining most of day. Winds picking up. Tornado warning til 6am. Last word to make landfall by 4am.

Pain has been great thru whole body keeping my movement to minimum. Did couple chores here and there but had to rest awhile in between. Studied for next Bible study session.

Tired but pain keeping me awake. Used sleepy lotion. Night meds taken.

 

Sept 16

1240 still wide awake. Taking melatonin and tramadol

Muscles spasming/twitching in upper chest and leg. Headache. Much deep pain throughout body. Prayers for family and friends to stay safe.

300a woke to no power. Winds howling. In much pain mine eyes leaketh. Decided to pray for everyone that came to mind.

530am couldn’t get back to sleep. Laid in bed praying for everyone that came to mind.

Joe decided to look for the oil lamps – hidden in plain sight. Took me a bit too. Lol.

I didn’t even think about getting charcoal or lighter fluid.

Took me a while to be able to start moving. Bad weather affects me so.

1000a Joe decided to fire up grill. Scrambled eggs, toast, hot dogs, & chili. Taste pretty good. Joe warmed me up some hot water for tea. Drank Stress Relief Tea. It helped ease my nerve pain a little.

Started crashing after brunch laid down to take nap several times they day. Checked on our people several times they day. Everyone out of power until evening. Few people will be out of power for days.

Straightened up kitchen in between naps some. Played games with the kids. Had fun.

Had runs most of day. Probably from taking 2 heaping tsp of D.E..last night. We’ll see.

900 exhausted. Going to bed early. Joe back to work tomorrow.

Headache. Skin itches all over. Nerve pain through out moderately stinging. Tourniquet tightening feeling in lower lft leg with numbness and tingling in both legs and feet. Feet icy cold and stinging. Low back hurts. Eyes sensitive to light. Ears sensitive to loud sounds. Legs ache. Rt hip hurts/ sciatic pain. Muscles randomly spasming/ twitching thru body – currently in lower back. Chest center aches. Arms cramped playing uno & apples to apples. Hands swollen and stinging throbbing.