August 6, 2017
8:08am – I hate taking so much Rx! Bp is 137/92. I don’t like feeling like this…unbalanced, back pain, dizzy, & something’s wrong 🙁
I can only move at a turtle’s pace or I get dizzy.
11:23am – Couldn’t play the piano for church today – too dizzy. It was nice singing for a change, but some of the music notes made me dizzy. It was like I could see the notes dancing off the page making me dizzy. I had to stop.
8:34pm – My eyes are hurting and sensitive to bright lights. Have to wear sunglasses inside.
For those whose ailments make it difficult to go to church, I understand now. I’m not going to let my current trial keep me from church.
I loved all the (((hugs))) from the kids today. It made my day. I’m flat wore out, but feel blessed.
August 7, 2107
I love how God puts nuggets of love in His Word for us.
“Zephaniah 3:17 – The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.”
8:38am – Took a little while to fall asleep last night because just as I was drifting off my body would unexpectedly jerk and wake me up. Did it several times. Joe sweetly kissed me on my cheek several times made me feel loved and safe.
10:35am- Slept hard last night once I fell asleep. Woke up with crick in my right neck. Haven’t slept that hard in a long time.
August 8, 2017
4:05am – Woke up in a lot of pain shortly after 4am.
Took pain pill. Mind started racing and when I closed my eyes it felt as if I was sitting in front of slot machines. Too much spinning going on. It took a long time to fall back to sleep.
4:36pm – Back has been hurting more than normal today. Now has cooling sensation on left side.
Trouble messing up sayings and word. (ie. thinking outside the bubble)
Figured out the hard way if I try to lift anything it causes much pain in my back later.
9:45pm – Very dizzy today. Joe’s sick. Joe had fender bender at work today. Joe also got call for job interview tomorrow, but he has to run store by himself tomorrow. Praying hard God makes a way for him to get better paying job.
Joe called me to let me know what happened while I was in line waiting for something. By the time it was my turn, I was balling like a baby. I couldn’t contain the sorrow. A nice lady asked was going on and prayed with me. Said that she would put me on her church’s prayer list.
10.33pm – Random muscle jerking as I’m falling asleep. This is going to be a long night.
