July 22, 2018
11.25a Woke up with headache. Took Bp 126/84. Feeling quite dizzy today. Entire back hurts with lower back aching more. Left side aches like I got punch. Stomach hurts. Hands swollen and achy. Calves ache. 🙁
4:30 – I’m feeling overwhelmed about my SSI apt tomorrow. I just want to cry.
11:30p- I’m hurting all over. Chest throbbing. Hands aching. Calves throbbing & cramping. Brain hurts. Toes tingly and aching. Gonna be a long night! Rt elbow throbbing.
July 23, 2018
7:00 – woke from a nightmare. It seemed so real.
9:00a – can’t shake the feelings I felt in the nightmare…alone and afraid. Began reading Bible. Imagining myself leaning into the arms of Jesus for He is my safety and strength.
10:00a- I hurt all over. Rt hand aches horibbly just as it did in my nightmare when I got bit by a snake. Once I realized they weren’t real bc of the extra eyes on tops of heads when one bit me, I began throwing them & kicking them away from me to escape whatever was going on. I was looking for an escape…had trouble finding an escape route. Until someone passed by and asked to be my friend. I didn’t know who I could trust so I hesitantly accepted. He said he could shew me the way if I just trusted Him. That phrase made me doubt his credibility. I began asking Jesus to help me.
The person led me to a room. I then woke up. I don’t know where I was, but I remember feeling utterly lost, alone, and scared. Just want to cry it all out.
John 11:9-10
10:24a – Entire body aches like I’ve just ran a marathon out of shape. Rt hand swollen and aches. Lower back throbbing. Rt hip aches. Upper back stinging. Feet ache. Toes tingly.Headache.Eyes watering.Rt ear hurts a little.
John
11:9-10
Jesus answered, Are there not twelve hours in the day? If any man walk in the
day, he stumbleth not, because he seeth the light of this world.
But if a man walk in the night, he stumbleth, because there is no light in him.
Thankful for the Lord’s light to guide my path because without Him I would surely stumble and fall.
July 24, 2018
10:36p Did too much today. I have a migraine!!!
Took kids to mall & field n stream. I think I walked too much. My whole body aches. My Bp is up – 160/104!
I’ve taken 2 tension headache rx, maltax neither has touched it.
Muscles in legs randomly twitching. Feet throbbing. Back of neck is throbbing.
