Dec 16
Slept pretty good though had several weird dreams
Can’t seem to keep my days straight lately. Prepping for church Christmas party but randomly thought today was Tuesday instead.
Need to help Dezirae with Math. I do not like math anymore. That makes me sad and frustrated. Gonna have to slow down the lessons bc she’s not getting it. She really needs a tutor. Two math lessons has given me a headache, blurred vision, and made me very tired.
1200p retrograde amnesia? Center of chest lft side burning and aches through to left shoulder and upper back.
800 Christmas party went well. My sausage peppers wontons were a hit. Out of 58 there’s only 13 left. I’m exhausted. Back & upper shoulders stinging. Body aches.
822 I’m done for the day
1030 exhausted and hurting all over. It’s chilly in house. 39° outside. Shivering in my skin. Neck hurts. Congested. Eyes watery. Head hurts with throbbing pain on rt side. Low back throbbing. Tummy aches. Feet throbbing. Muscles randomly spasming through body.
Dec 17
800 slept hard. Several strange dreams I couldn’t get out of. Whole body fiercely aches deep to bones. It hurts to move. I could sleep longer.
Read Deuteronomy 29-31
Hands and arms keep going numb and tingling. Low back throbbing. Sinuses congested.
930 took morning meds and 1/2 dropper cbd oil subliminally. Decided to wash boys clothes. Ended up trying to clean up their room a bit in hopes that Jakob will be able to come home for Christmas.
1030 Mom came over to help me pick up the house some. I was grateful.
1200 exhausted and ready to rest a while.
200 decided to work on blog a little while. Bad headache ensues. Neck hurts. Low back throbbing. Thinking feels blurry & foggy. Put dinner on in Instapot. Laying down for little while to rest back and brain.
530 face feels flushed and hot. Neck hurts. Headache moderate.
700p face feels like it’s on fire. Mentioned it to Joe. Joe says it looks like it feels hot bc it’s really red. Trouble focusing playing piano. Hands throbbing and starting to feel hot.
Exhausted. Trouble thinking straight. Whole body stings and burns with pain. Skin itchy all over. Crashing.
Dec 18
3a woke tired and exhausted. Tossing and turning. In much pain and can’t seem to get comfortable.
7a woke to use restroom. Exhausted. Whole body throbbing in pain. Eyes leaking .
8a need to get out of bed and heat the house up to take chill off. It’s 57° inside/and 39° outside currently. Will turn venting around on dryer to help heat inside. Ended up cleaning behind dryer. Took me longer than expected. Putting purification oil in the water base to purify air and make house smell good.
1100a chest and body hurting strongly. Overdid it.
1120a temp now 63° inside. Mid & Low back icy burning sensation.
430 exhausted. Need to rest a while.
1050 night times are tough. Just as I’m laying in bed and beginning to relax my nerve start hurting worse to sometimes almost makes me want to scream.
Bad headache most of day. Seen few pictures of what a migraine sufferer may see. It was weird to see bc that is what I try to explain when I say my brain and vision feels like it’s blurring. Apparently, I’m having migraines more often than I thought.
Whole body itches. Tummy feels so bloated it might explode. Gas bubbles keep moving back up my esophagus. It feels really weird but funny sounding too. Not sure how to explain the nerve pain tonight…l I e a million nerve fiber endings are exploding and shooting sharp needles thru my skin from inside out. It’s rather unnerving (not correct verbage but the correct word escapes me right now). Rt hip throbbing. Random muscle spasms thru body mostly legs and sides. Hands swollen and throbbing. Congested. Chest center aches.
Night meds taken. CBD 25mg sublingually.
