November 5, 2017
4:30a- Woke up with my hands throbbing!!! I had a bad dream again. Joe said I beat him up last night hitting him in chest several times.
8:00a- I am in pain today!!! My brain processing is slow. My whole body hurts. It hurts to move. Memory is slow. I just want to go back to bed.
11:22a- I just want to cry!!! People just don’t understand how hard it is to focus sometimes while I am trying to play the piano. It gets worse when people are moving around and talking while I’m playing. I just totally flubbed my offertory because I just couldn’t focus. There was just too much movement.
6:14p- Is it normal to have trouble focusing on reading music to play the piano more at times than other with a brain injury?
November 6, 2017
Nothing written today.
November 7, 2017
7:00a- rough night…woke up several times very hot like I had a fever. Woke to my left arm & hand numb and tingling as well as my feet tingling. Lower back throbbing. Lower legs ache. Very tired.
6:14p- Kuddos to our daughter Dezirae for jumping in to help make dinner the last two nights. It’s a blessing for sure when you’re hurting. Love my kids! They are a blessing most of the time.
