June 26
5:00a- scared awake. Joe needed the car keys (I forgot to hang them up). Muscles began to spasm. I hurt everywhere.
8:00a-Took over an hour of deep breathing and listening to music to fall asleep for one hour.
8:45a- called DMV to schedule apt for Jordon to get his permit. Lady told me it’s all done online. I excused myself and had to explain that a had a TBI and tried yday but couldn’t figure out how to do it. Lady asked me to hold a minute. When she came back, she was kind enough to do it for me while I gave her the info. I hated having to admit that new things are difficult to comprehend, but at least I was able to make him an apt. It’s a surprise.
11:49a- Not a happy camper. At eye Dr’s office for Dezirae, been sitting in waiting room 1 1/2 hours. The longer I sit the tighter my muscles get and more pain it causes and more agitated I get. Turned on music on phone. Applied pain roller blend to my neck.
Ended up being at Dr’s office for almost 3 hours. I’m hurting horribly.
4:00p- had to meet missionaries at church. Jordon mowed yard for littlle bit until Joe needed to get inside house. Really need to find his keys.
9:49p- so worn out that I crashed out on chair in livingroom around 7:30ish. Joe woke me at 9 to go to bed. Every fiber of my being is screaming pain! Tears leaking from eyes. I’ve over done myself the laat few days. Completely exhausted. Managed to invite few friends over for Jordon’s 16th bday on Monday. Don’t want him to miss out bc I’m not feeling up to it. Gotta figure out what to get him.
June 27
7:50a- woke to intense pain in entire back. Muscles randomly spazzing thru body. Neck throbbing. Headache. Tears leaking from my eyes. Overdoing it is not worth the pain. Take me a bit but need to get moving to see if it’ll ease. Need some herbal tea.
1:50p- burning papers put me out of breath. Need to rest a moment to catch breath then get ready for church. Have to make list of things to bring or otherwise I indubitably will forget. Dizzy. Hands sharp pains. Bent over too far now low back & shoulders painfully throbbing.
Doc has me switching pain med and it seems my pain is more intense now. Hopefully, it’ll kick in and ease pain. If only I could find there were an herb that reduces pain without long term side effects. Still looking.
5:30p- attempted to lay down and rest a bit. I’m still hurting muchly (I know that’s not right verbage but can’t think of word at moment). Friend called to talk and asked prayer.
7:30- neck pain, rt hip throbbing, back hurts, brain feels like its floating hard to focus. Asked God to help me play piano – can’t focus on notes and keys
11:17p- I’m hurting and exhausted.
