Day: July 18, 2022

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Sept 1

630 rough night. Trouble sleeping. When I did sleep strange dreams.  Shook me to core. Woke feeling like crying but don’t know why.

Migraine has eased. May need rx for sinus infection. Going to drink thyme tea with peppermint few days first.

917 joints all stiff and hurting. Muscles randomly spasming thru body. Neck and shoulders tense. Bloody nose. Rt ear hurts. Low back throbbing. Body doesn’t feel right. Head hurts. Nose stuffy. Skin hypersensitive – hairs falling out of bun touching neck feel like glass scrapping skin. I just want to cry 😢.

430p finally remember to call atty office. Spoke with assistance. According to their system my case was closed. I have no atty and must reapply. Mixed emotions (relieved, angry, frustrated, sad, etc). At least I know.

630p Watching tv. Commercial about furniture store.

Dezirae asks, ‘’What person keeps their house that clean?’’

I said, ‘’Not mine right now.’’

Dezirae replies, ‘’Oh, just young pretty mom’s.’’

I reply ‘’what? are you saying I’m not pretty?’’

Dezirae says, ‘’No I didn’t mean it that way.’’ Pauses then says “to Daddy you are.”

I reply ‘’you’re digging your own dog house”

Dezirae replies ‘’I’m digging a deeper dog house in my brain.’’

Joe giggles and says ‘’do y’all hear yourselves?’’

I said ‘’what?’’

He replies ‘’you can’t dig a dog house. Lol.’’

Oh the funny things my brain scrambles up. Lol 😂

930p exhausted and feel like I worked out today. Dezirae reminded me that I did in a way bc my washer quit spinning and I had to wring the clothes out by hand. Took me two periods to get thru one load and clothes are still in dryer. Joe asked friend to come look at it. Will be by on Thursday.

Joe still not get his vacation pay. He is stressed out over it. I try to encourage him but don’t think it helped much. Lord please help his bosses fix mess straightaway.

Rt hip throbbing with pain down leg. Hands throbbing. Thirsty. Skin itchy. Feel bloated, but I did eat several Oreos after dinner. Periodic stinging sharp needle pain shooting in feet up legs. Sharp tourniquet tightening feeling mid lft leg. Neck itches. Applied rx to spot on neck & lft arm. Back of tongue feels slightly swollen and as if it has few lesions. Tongue white coated and has few lesions. Hiccups randomly. Stuffy nose. Headache. Tired but not sleepy. Collar bones throbbing. Upper body hurts. Skin crawling

 

Sept 2

630a rough night. Trouble falling asleep. Active dreams – searching for something not sure what. Wake to head pounding dry mouth stuffy nose and wore out as if I had actually running.

Think I’ll ice my head for a bit. Need to get larger ice packs. Morning meds & 2 Tylenol.

5:00p Joe came home and cooked dinner. I put potatoes & green beans in pressure cooker while he was on way home. Presto new seal works and sides all ready.

815p showers are such a workout. I’m wore out.

1026 head pounding. Night meds taken.

Bad thoughts. Satan I’m residing now flee in Jesus’ name and through His blood. Whole body hurts. Chest sore from attempting to trim limbs. Dezirae did more. Low back & rt hip throbbing. Tourniquet tightening feeling mid lft leg to feet. Bad headache. Sinuses congested. Neck throbbing. Hands swollen and achy. Arms throbbing. Feet tingling stinging.

Jakob not feeling well. Some of staff have covid. Jakob had to be tested and quarantined until he gets his results back. Sending him a care package tomorrow.

 

Sept 3

727a nightmare scared me so bad as I gasped at the oncoming car that was about to slam into me I gasped (mentally & physically) and scared myself awake! Began praying to calm spirit within and fell asleep praying.

Need to do more on my blog. Need help with my blog but can’t afford to hire a tutor.

Woke feeling like I was in an auto accident – like I’ve been jostled around and beaten up.

Someone coming today to look at washer. Hoping it’s an easy fix.

1045a crazy morning already. Phone acting up. Very irritable but trying hard to hold tongue. Low back & rt hip throbbing intensely. Attempting to do chores around house little at a time. Have to rest in between. Mind wants to go but body says STOP!!!. Head hurting.

430p body hurts a whole heap. Joe picking up dinner. Day has not gone as planned.

Washer may be on way out. Need to start saving for new one. Ugh!

500p Joe called realized he didn’t have his wallet. Needs me to pick up dinner.

1100 excruciating pain in rt hip biofreeze no help. Pain rub no help. Naproxen no help.