Shine As The Brightness Of The Firmament
God says you are Special! – Paula St Armour
The Promises of God for July
“So let the SON shine in…. When the SUN is shining!” by Laura Osgood Stauffacher
“I Will Lift Up Mine Eyes” by Linda Snow
“It’s Not My Problem, or Is It??” by Dot Boyd Soldavini
“What is Weighing You Down?” by Angela Foca
Lightning Strikes Journal Entries 7-8 May 2021
May 7
700 woke in much pain – stinging needle pain thru body. Moderate headache. Neck hurts. Shoulders ache. Low back throbbing. Tired. Legs ache. Sinuses congested. Feet hurt.
Bible Reading: 1 Chronicles 18-21, Psalm 18:46
Song on mind: Bless the Lord Oh my soul…
Psalm 18:3 & 46
Have lots to do today…prepare graduation invitations to mail out, homecoming invitations, newsletter, bulletin, guy coming to fix the a/c, termite inspector coming, care pkg for Jakob, etc. It’s a bit overwhelming to say the least, but I’ll do what I can as I can.
Brain fried and vision blurring by noon, but not stop to eat lunch until about 1:30. Headache. Not hungry just eating for sustenance.
Went on walk with sister around 11am. Made it about 1/2 mile which is little farther than last time.
Dezirae helped label and stamp invitation envelopes. Trouble staying focused on one task.
1100m going to bed. Headache. Brain hurts. Neck hurts. Shoulders & chest ache. Hands swollen and throbbing. Back stings. Low back throbbing intensely. Rt hip hurts. Legs burn and throb. Stinging burning pain from calves to feet. Feet ice cold & tingling. Exhausted. Muscles randomly spasming in legs
May 8
600 woke thinking I overslept. Woke several times in the night. One time I sat up too fast I suppose and got dizzy. Had to hold on to furniture to get to the bathroom without falling.
Enjoyed chatting about this & that with Joe for little while.
Bible Reading: Psalm 37:3, 1 Chronicles 22-24
Song: Psalm 18:3 & 46
Arms and hands ache like I did rigorous workout. Only thing I did yday was cut gift tags and postcard invites with paper cutter. Ugh! Sinuses congested. Took nasal spray and Tylenol sinus. Morning meds taken.
730 Mother/Daughter outing today. I’m not feeling up to it but will push myself so others can have a good time.
330 exhausted when we got home.
450 Joe said he’d cook dinner. Went to room to use restroom. Bed inviting so I laid down to rest head a moment ended up falling asleep. Next thing I know Joe’s waking me letting me know it’s time for dinner.
630 time to clean up from dinner. Wish we had a dishwasher. Can only stand for maybe 5 minutes at sink before back is hurting so bad that I can not stand back pain anymore. Need to sit & rest before I can do more.
Feel like I could crash again…so exhausted.
930 took me three attempts to get dishes washed. Dezirae dry and put away.
Girls helped with assembling mother’s day gifts.
Headache moderate. Hands and arms ache. Sinuses congested. Chest hurts. Back throbbing like toothache. Skin itchy. Legs ache. Feet cold and tingling. Exhausted. Going to bed.
Night meds taken plus Gaba, PEA, & 1 tsp Colloidal Silver in 8oz water. Also swished a tsp Colloidal Silver in mouth for a minute and spit out.
Colloidal Silver benefits:
Lightning Strikes Journal Entries 4-6 May 2021
May 4
Broken sleep. Woke at 3 to use restroom
5am, 7:15a, 7:35a
Still feeling weird and stinging needle burning throbbing pain increases. Eyes hurt. Headache. Sciatica pain eased some. Going back to bed. Ears hear sound of ocean like I’m holding conch shell up to them but I’m not. Sinuses congested. Sneezing.
Bible Reading: 1 Chronicles 9-11, Psalm 30
Weather aware day… thunderstorming pretty bad. Under flash flood advisory.
Took night meds plus PEA & Gaba. Helps relax and keep migrai at bay.
May 5
600a woken by thunderstorm. Nerves are screaming thru body. Woke from pleasant dream with song on mind (The Way of the Cross Leads Home).
720 had to wake Dezirae to go babysitting with Grandma. She overslept.
Sat in recliner looking up curriculum possibilities for Dezirae in fall.
Nerves stinging greatly thru pbody. Rt hip throbbing. Hands swollen and achy. Cotton mouth. Skin sensitive to touch. Lower abdomen aches thru to back. Low back throbbing. Headache. Feet & legs ache.
Put load of clothes in wash.
Bible Reading: Psalm 32:8-10, 1 Chronicles 12-14
Worked on planning meals for week, chat with my sister, printed cards for Mother’s day.& Laminated them, washed few dishes, meandered through house doing odd chores picking up here and there (I know I did it but I couldn’t tell you what they were).
Had house to myself until around 3pm. It was nice and quiet – except I had radio on most of day.
Joe rubbing me wrong way today. Nothing he’s doing wrong in particular. I dislike when I get in this mood. Ugh! Lord, please help me think lovely thoughts.
Psalms 19:14 Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.
A/C is freezing up. Had to turn it off. I’m hot so it’s going to take a bit to fall asleep.
1030 don’t know where I put my charger for my tablet, but found different way to charge keyboard 4 tablet. I hurt all over. Center of chest hurts. Headache not so bad. Extremely tired. Stinging needles feeling randomly thru body. Periodic muscles spasming thru body. Low back throbbing. Arms tingly.
May 6
Didn’t sleep very well at all. I hurt all over. Headache mild. Feet feel like I’m stepping on broken glass. Stinging pain thru body. Lower abdomen hurts.
Song on mind: “In Christ I Am Forgiven”.
Bible Reading: 1 Chronicles 15-17, Psalm 34:8, Proverbs 23:15-21
Sinuses congested. Tongue more covered in lesions.
Can’t find my flash drives. It’s hindering me know getting things done. Ugh. Frustrating. Later discovered that I mistakenly put them in SS teaching bag.
Tired. Hurting all over.
Lightning Strikes Journal Entries 1-3 May 2021
May 1
625 woke in great pain. Weird dream ( kidnapped and taken to Texas). Feel like I was beaten up badly. Deep bone aching throbbing pain. It hurts to move. Tummy hurts too. Center of chest aches and feels slightly caught.
Bible Reading: 1 Chronicles 3-5
Song in heart: Psalms 3:3 But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.
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1030 leaned over to itch my ankle and my left shoulder started cramping bad.
930 sitting in car in parking lot at ER. A new church family member was rushed to ER with trouble breathing, fever, & elevated heart rate.
My kidneys are killing me bc I need to use restroom.
1136p Praise the Lord She’s being discharged shortly.
My tummy hurts so bad I could double over from the pain. I decide to go in ER to use restroom. I could just cry.
May 2
138 still wide awake from severe pelvic pain. Heating pad ease pain just slightly. Took 2k mg vitamin C & 1500mg tylenol.
500 still severe abdominal pain & low back pain. Brewed Red Raspberry Leaf Tea to ease PMS. Will sip on it all day.
423 in much pain and tired.
702 just turned neck. It cracked and whole head shifted hurting
949 tired. Headache. Stinging burning throbbing pain thru body. Rt sciatica hip pain flaring up making difficult to get comfortable
May 3
430 headache. Sinuses congested. Rt hip sciatica throbbing pain. Severe stinging needle burning pain thru body
Bible Reading: 2 Chronicles 7-8, Psalm 16,
630p visit with medical missionary from Mexico. Asked bunch of questions. Confirmed nerve damage. Confirmed nystagmus. tried cbd oil. After hour it helped reduce nerve pain by half. Took little more – too much – it’s making me very dizzy.
Guarumo?
https://www.archyde.com/take-away-the-pain-from-the-body-and-reduce-the-fever-with-guarumo/amp/
930 Had to get Joe to help me to bed
