Look At Me

Matthew 6:1-4
​ Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven. Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth: That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly.

I wonder how many “Pharisees” in Heaven will be surprised at how little their heavenly rewards are because they chose to do their good deeds publicly on earth? 🤔

Don’t let that shy you away from doing good when you see an opportunity. Rather seek ways you can bring praise to God with the right hearts attitude rather than for self glorification.

James 1:25 But whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.

Lightning Strikes – Journal Entries 1-2 Sept 2019

Sept 1

 having hard time waking up

Whole body aches, tailbone bruised throbbing – it so hurts to sit down. Didn’t fall asleep until after 1am.

Feeling dizzy this am.

https://noravisionrehab.org/patients-caregivers/about-brain-injuries-vision/dizziness-balance-problems-related-to-vision

12:30p- tired, sleepy, eyes hurt 

2:00p- laying down feel like I’m going to crash.

4:00p- tried taking hour nap but I was still wiped out. Feel like I could sleep longer. Need to work on bulletin board for 9/11 & Hometown Heroes Sunday.

7:24p- lower back & rt hip throbbing, brain feels weird, eyes hurt, neck aches, lights bothersome

10:20- in lots of pain , skin itches, having trouble keeping eyes open, headache, rt hip screaming pain with periodic stabbing sharp pain shooting down rt leg to knees, low back throbbing, lymph nodes on both sides of neck swollen, sharp pain in rt neck, under rt arm skin hurts feels like shirt too tight though it’s not, lower lft leg tourniquit tighten feeling with some numbness feeling with some numbness 

Sept 2

8:00a- crashed fast and hard I did last night. Long I slept though broken off and on too. Entire back and arms throbbing. Nose stuffy. Headache. Face itches. Eyes watery.  

10:00p- decided to go to thrift store to look for hangers for boys room. Found soft pillows for livingroom, two tops, basket for give away, tablet although screen cracked, 3 packs of hangers though I had to search them out.

12:00p- thrift store trip wore me out. Feel out of breath. Headache.

1:30p- sweet corn bread casserole in the crockpot. Sitting now to rest while watching hallmark. Wifi keeps buffering. Ugh!

5:00p- dinner at parents. Played couple games. 

7:00p- tried to help Dezirae unravel volleyball net. Jordon took over. Decided to trim grass with scissors by my outdoor table. Don’t have weedeater. Got 1/4 area done before tiring out and hurting too much.

8:42p- shoulders throbbing, back throbbing, hands swollen and achy, headache, neck throbbing, bones ache thru body, legs feel heavy, low back throbbing. Haven’t taken pain rx all day and boy can I tell. Pain level about 7/8 right now.

10:30p- sharp pain in rt side, shooting pain in legs, skin itches, muscles spasming randomly throughout bod

Trying something…having kids charge their phones in kitchen and I’m turning mine off…want to see how it’ll effect my sleep if any.

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