March 16
800a rough night up every few hours. Whole body aches like my muscles have shrunk and I am stretching them back out as I move. Good thing is that it’s clearer for me to breath this morn.
Headache. Neck tight. Shoulders tight and hurt. Entire back hurts. Rt hip hurts. Hands achy and swollen. Legs ache. Feet tingly. Feel like I broke a fever in my sleep.
Muscles eased up some as I began to move around. Still having trouble with cramping/spasms if I move wrong.
1.30p Joe decided to go check on getting service for Rae’s phone. We have to get it unlocked first. While we were out decided to go grocery shopping. Shocked out how empty the shelves were. Only shelves barely touched were milk & candy aisles. Outing wore me out. Feel like crashing. Jordon offered to put food away for me. I took nap for couple hours. It was peaceful sleep.
721p still having trouble with bloody nose lft side. Made Creamy Garlic Tuna Pasta (aka Tuna Noodle Casserole) for dinner. It was a nice twist to how I normally make it.
1136 there’s an app on my phone that I’m learning to utilize. I’ve been able to drink 100oz water two days in a row. Yeah! It helps remind me when I should drink more water. Eventually need to figure out how the rest of the app works.
Nose still slightly bloody lft side. Need to find charging cord. Upper back hurts. Neck tight. Slight headache. Scalp itches think my psoriasis is acting up. Low back & rt hip throbbing. Lft leg tourniquet tightening feeling. Feet tingly. Hands achy & swollen. Tired but wide awake.
March 17
1159p can’t seem to get my nosebleeds under control. Ugh. Major headache.
Tbi mtg this morning. News that one of the people had tumor on back of brain that inoperable. She died on her birthday. How sad. I don’t even remember what she looks like because I have trouble remembering all their names. I came away spiritually, emotionally, & physically drained. Teresa informed me that she put my name in for a TBI study at USA with the therapy students for three days. Will be working with physical therapy and occupational therapy students and may even get to work with speech therapy students.
Major headache right now. Inside I’m excited about it but I feel so drained right now I don’t know how to show it.
How do I counsel a person who stands for everything I don’t? Who I feel is mad at God for things that happened in her past. I can see the anger in her eyes and it hurts me that she’s hurting and depressed. If I’m truly honest with myself, I battle with depression as well. I know I need to encourage myself in the Lord as David did. I sometimes feel so alone.
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