May 19
7:30a- In lots of pain did too much yday. Upper torso throbbing. Bp 125/77. Tummy upset. Slight nauceaous. Actually lost the ice coffee I drank this morning. Vomiting makes me hurt worse.
9:00- stomach calming, mildly wobbly
3:30- thoroughly enjoyed music and preaching. Had 30 today. One person joined church. Able to give him a Bible. My highlight was being asked to join singing group on stage to sign chorus with them. I ended up singing and signing. I almost started crying because I remembered something I had forgotten about…a life time dream was fulfilled…since I was a teenager I’ve wanted to singing with a travelling group. #God is good!
On way home, Joe told me that one of singers commented that I was a miracle. I asked why? Joe said because even though you were struck by lightning you’re still able to play the piano, sing, and keeping going. I just replied, “Oh.”
4:30a- came home flat exhausted. Tailbone throbbing. Sat on heating pad for a while. It helped ease it some. Crashed for two hours. Kids told me to sit an rest and they would put things away.
Dinner was fend for yourself leftovers.
10:54p- I’m exhausted and throbbing in pain. During church, Joe leaned over kissed me on forehead and told me he was proud of me. It finally registered once home after my nap so I asked why. He replied for all you’ve done that last several days and for keeping pushing forward. I said thanks.
Tailbone throbbing so bad have to lay on belly, arms going numb, hands swollen and achy, shoulders hurt, feet cold, chest hurts, low back throbbing. Positive I didn’t get a headache until now. Lower left leg from 4″ above ankle down to toes tourniquit tightening feeling.
May 20
6:00a- I’m so tired and just woke up. Oh my aching body! At least I woke one more day. Tailbone not hurting as bad as it did last night. Ankles and feet feel numbish and chilled. Arms were numbish when I first woke. Stomach hurts. Congestion. Sneezing.
7:28a- why do my arms have to hurt so much just for trying to fix my hair?
12:30a- took kids to Dr for checkups. Jordon had to have x-ray at hospital for scoliosis. Went to Sams to pick up few items. I’m wiped out. Need to rest a while.
3:45p- Fell asleep for couple hours on chair in living room. Tailbone and neck aching. I feel so wiped out today. Keep trying to do little chores at a time. Kids keep telling me to rest.
Almost dropped a mason jar on floor able to catch it but in doing so caused left side to cramp. Ouch!
Sinuses acting up. Drank chocolate milk with crushed ice, D.E., chia seeds, & Collodial silver.
Lft hand began cramping trying to clear table for dinner. Told Dezirae it was cramping and I was being a baby.
8:00p- D.E. only gave me little energy for couple hours. I’m wiped. Low back aching. Lower left leg feels like tourniquit is tightening from middle below knee to foot. Rt ear aches. Throat scratchy. White marks on tongue more prominent. Lymph nodes on side neck swollen.
Drinking thyme tea with oil of oregano, peppermint oil, copabia oil, and stevia. Swish inside mouth then swallow.
10:45p- still awake. I hurt all over. Tourniquit feeling on lower left leg increaseth. Low back throbbing. Constiation. Hands and wrists hurt, actually whole back throbbing. Need some sleep. Center of chest hurts.knb